The Queen VS Princess

Hana's Confession

Thinking about it last night will not be enough. Even until this moment Hana has not been able to find a way to make Shana's relationship with Tadashi improve. If you think back, Hana's romance is still falling apart is not clear. This even helps the love of others. Apes….

But..all just happens. Hana had almost forgotten how she could bring Tadashi to sit next to her as she is today. What he wanted to talk about was not even thought of at all. The back garden of the school is the best. Many trees and greenery dotted the landscape. The wind that blows adds comfort, especially during the day. Many students take a nap in the park. Even this time Hana felt a great many female students looking at her with deadly gazes. What kind of pressure is this. What the hell's been going on?

In silence. In solitude. Wordlessly. Hana and Tadashi just sat quietly staring straight ahead. It was as if they were drifting in each other's imagination. Hana tries to put herself in Shana's position.remembering what Shana said yesterday. Hana really understands what Shana feels. The feeling of loving someone else. The same is true of the feeling of love that he felt before. Hana jerks. Suddenly, he looked at Sojiro's face. Hana is back in focus on her current role.

“ada what? You brought me here but just kept quiet. Are you sick, Shana? anything bad?” tadashi asked slightly closer to Hana.

Hannah was shocked when their eyes met. Hana hurriedly shifted her gaze. His heart suddenly beat.

“an…. I have something to talk about. But I'm still confused where to start. Are you in a hurry to get back to class?”

“no. If you ask me to skip a lesson, I'll do it.”

“don't!!! Skipping lessons is not good.” Shouted Hana while suddenly standing up from her seat.

Tadashi laughs. “since when did you become concerned with lessons? You are the type who can only magic when squeezed”

“magic when squeezed?” ask Hana while sitting down.

“I know. You're actually a genius. It's just, you're lazy and sometimes moody. Your grades are always good too. Maybe if you want to be a little diligent, it will definitely be much better.”

Hana smiled. “you know a lot about Shana, yes.”

“apaa?!!!”

Tadashi sure heard something strange. He tried to convince what he had heard.

“eh.. I mean you know a lot about me.” Hana hurriedly covered up the mistake of her speech. He slipped.

“of course. I've known you before I even met you in person.” Tadashi replied with a smile.

Hana's heart was beating back. He recalled Shana's story about Hiroki when they met at the last cafe. No one thought their secret would be like this. What should Hana do for Shana and Tadashi? it's impossible if you have to do that in ‘circumstances to be Shana’. It will only add to the problem later on.

“actually...someone I want to convey.” Hana started her words little by little. Whether this will make things better or worse, there is no other way but to try it.

“apa? Justsaytheword. I'll listen carefully.”

Hannah took a deep and long breath. Then blow it slowly. Regulate the rhythm of his breath and heart. Hana looked at Tadashi.

“actually...I am not Shana. I'm Hana. Hana Chizuru.”

Hana's eyes closed. He did not even dare to look at Tadashi's face.

“apaa?!!” tanya Tadashi tried to convince her of what she had heard. “what do you mean? Hana who?!”

“face resemblance? Don't you kidnap Shana?!” yelled Tadashi while standing up.

Hana hastily calmed back Tadashi. “not!!! It's not what you thought it was. We accidentally switched places. It happened a few months ago. All of that made Shana and I friends now. We have exchanged positions like this several times. It was all me and Shana who planned.”

“gak possible.” A look of fear and disbelief began to appear on Tadashi's face. “lalu, when I told him about Hiroki, who became Shana? is that you?”

“not. It was really Shana. the day after that event, Shana asked me to take her place. Shana asked me to say this.”

Tadashi stared at Hana sharply. In her head was still circling about Hana's confession just now. The alertness was still evident in his facial expression.

“what is it?”

Hana smiled. “shana did not say clearly to me. But I know that he is currently in love.” Hana stood up and turned to Tadashi who was still sitting. “for Shana. Or maybe even more valuable than Hiroki.”

Tadashi gasped at Hana's words. He stood up and tried to get to Hana. Her hand pulls Hana's arm. “say, if it's a lie.”

“i'm not lying. Do I need to meet you tomorrow?”

Tadashi was silent. He found no sign of lies in Hana's eyes. Highlight eyes full of cheerfulness and positive energy. It is very opposite to Shana's eyes that Tadashi begins to realize that they are different. His hand slowly released Hana's arm grip. Between believing but not sure.

“I will talk about this to Shana. If she wants, we can meet tomorrow afternoon after school.” Hana Saying.

“why? Why do you have to say it? Why not Shana herself?”

“Shana has not realized her feelings. But sooner or later, he'll know. This is all I can do. At first I thought about confessing love but, as Shana.but, it just sounds like it's deceiving your feelings. So, I decided to tell you the truth.”

Tadashi remained silent. He needed someone who could explain in detail what had happened between them.

As if she could read Tadashi's mind, Hana replied, “you can hear the full story from Cleanne. He knows about me and Shana. Today, I can go home quickly, sir!! I have to take care of passport.”

“passport??? Where are you going to run?!” shouted Tadashi who thought as if Hana would run away after tricking her like this.

Hana's eyes narrowed. A stifled expression was seen from the tip of his lips.

“i have to go to England with Rhena. No business.”

“what does the Shana family know about you?”

“no. They have absolutely no idea.” Hana lowered her head. Imagine what kind of reaction their parents will show if they know something strange like this. “please don't say anything, yes.”

Hana also walked away from Tadashi who was still standing rigidly in the park. Looks like this time Tadashi will have to look for Cleanne to explain in detail.

Hana leaves Tadashi and heads towards the front gate. Surely by this time, Rhena's already waiting to pick him up. From the bottom of Hana's heart, she felt very relieved to have told Tadashi everything as if a heavy burden was lifted. Hana walked slowly through the path that led to the front gate. A long road surrounded by grass and greenery.