
“I love you, Han..” Sojiro said in front of Hana. His face looks tense. Hana knew very well that right now Sojiro must be nervous to death. Expressing feelings that have been harbored is not a simple matter. We have to be ready for all the possibilities that will happen. Is it the best or the worst. Whatever it is is is a scenario in life.
Hana just fell silent. He drifted in his daydreams about the love for Leo that he kept quiet. Imagine if one day he expressed that feeling. What would Leo think?
“may I have some time to think about it? It's too sudden.” Hana said as if buying time to answer. It did not take time for Hannah to answer. It's just that he didn't want to hurt Sojiro's feelings any faster.
“I know this is sudden. You can answer it anytime you're ready. No need to rush.” Imbuh Sojiro with a facial expression implied a little disappointment.
Hana just nodded her mark she understood. Sojiro immediately returned to the classroom leaving Hana still standing there. If he could express his feelings for Leo, would things change? If he had the courage that Sojiro did, if only he could be selfish and tell the truth. Hana's daydreams will continue to cause pain in her heart.
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Very cold afternoon atmosphere. Even the warmers in the house are unable to cope with the cold winter in Japan. Hana's lying in the heating machine. The sound of the house bell ringing. Who comes to interrupt a beautiful show? With a lazy step and drag Hana got up to open the door. What kind of guests come in the cold of the afternoon.
“hai Hana.” Leo came with a sinless carefree face. Why do I have to ring a bell to get into my own house? Hana's face looks very beautiful. Leo has interrupted the beautiful rolling event. “guess who I brought?” said Leo while pulling the hand of someone who had been hiding behind Leo's back that was wide enough.
Surprised? It was clearly visible on Hana's face. Leo brought a beautiful woman. It looks like mixed blood. Her hair is blonde. Whether it is genuine or not. The lipstick worn is very compatible with his face. Soft makeup blends well on her skin. Slim body with height exceeding Hana height. It's like a model. Wh who?
“You're Hana's name? Leo talks about you a lot. It turns out you are really cute and funny. Leo's step-sister huh?” kumika Sapa. Friendly and kind people. He could quickly read the situation. It's very opposite to Hana.
“salam know brother. I'm Hana Chizuru. Step-sister brother Leo.” Hana said while looking down introducing herself. His heart seemed to want to stop beating right then and there. He wants the earth to swallow him raw until there is no rest. Leo and Kumika even wore maroon-colored shirts. Even with a different motive. It was as if I had made a promise to wear the same shirt.
Leo embraces Kumika and invites her into the living room. Passing through Hana who was still silent tried to restore her consciousness that was swallowed by the earth. Like a sword breaking his heart until it bleeds. Pain that does not bleed. Is this what heartache feels like? His legs seemed limp unable to support his body. What's he supposed to do? Seeing them together would only slice through his already bloodied heart. He immediately takes the jacket in his room and tells Leo and Kumika to go to Mia's house.
Hana shouldn't have feelings for Leo. Either way, this will happen sooner or later. With a limp step he walked towards Mia's house. Her tears did not stop. Is this the end of her first love story? So suffocating. Even the coldness of the afternoon was no longer felt by Hana. His heart hurts a lot more.
Minimalist house inhabited by Mia and her parents. Hana got there with a swollen face and a whim. Holding back his crying like he wanted to explode. The door was opened by Mia.
“Hana? What the hell's going on? Why crying?” Tanya Mia immediately embraces Hana when she opens the door and sees her best friend crying. Feeling unable to bear the burden in her heart, Hana immediately shed tears as if behind Mia's shoulder.
And that afternoon just passed. Hana who cries endlessly in Mia's arms, while Leo and Kumika who are silent are silent without any talk in the house. I don't think Hana wants to go home and see Leo. He might show his messy face like that. Even to smile, he felt unable to. Hana decides to spend the night at Mia's house.