The Queen VS Princess

A Lonely Queen's

Nothing has changed from the state of Shana's house. Father, Hana, Shana and Rhena were still more silent. I've been resting in the guest room. Rhena returned to the room. All day he just nagged incoherently. It's natural. During this time, Rhena was told by Mama that Papa had already died by the time Shana was born. That's why Shana herself never questioned the existence of her biological Papa. In this case, Rhena felt lied to by her own mother.

“it looks like, we have to get back to the original position. Whatever happens, as much as possible do not let anyone know if we exchange positions.” Shana said to Hana while folding both her hands on her chest.

“doesn't they know all, Sha? it will be easier for us to avoid the problem.” Hana replied while sitting at the study table.

“may be true. Hana, I understand the situation a little. We just have to wait for my Mama's return to know the clarity of all this. Just got a report that Mama's already taken off from the airport.”

Hana just looked into Shana's eyes. Trying to convey what Hana really wanted to say. Although actually Hana also understands the fear that Shana feels, but actually Hana just wants to convey that being honest is better than anything. Because Hana better understands the current condition. The truth that is before their eyes. Shana tried to read what Hana said through her eyes. Although it was heavy for her, but what Hana thought was indeed the best.

“well. We'll tell them later after all clear.” Shana finally made up her mind after successfully understanding Hana.

Hana smiled. “thank you, Sha.”

“ rest here. I'll be downstairs waiting for Mama to come home.”

“you don't want to rest? This is your room.”

“currently is your room. Just wear it. I'll be under.”

“oh yes, Sha. I've done something to Tadashi. I.. told Tadashi everything about us.”.

“all?” Shana is confused by what Hana said. “wait...about....us? what do you mean?”

“after I think about it, it would be very unfair if I did something to Tadashi on your behalf. Especially for matters of the heart, it's impossible to lie, Sha. You and Tadashi have to solve it themselves. I can only help you get here. Remember, isn't being honest better?”

“So…. You mean..”.

“iya. I admit that it's not you.”

Shana's face was red. He's more embarrassed than the wrong costume at a Halloween party. How will he meet Tadashi? what do you have to look like in front of Tadashi? Just this time Shana felt such a strange thing right now. Previously he was very ordinary if he met Tadashi.

“calm down, Sha. You just need to follow your heart. I'm sure Tadashi knows what he has to do.” Obviously Hana while patting Shana on the shoulder and smiling. “you guys must be fine.”

Shana nodded and rushed out of the room. In his head was still full of questions, what should he say if he met Tadashi? what should he do to fix everything? What kind of face should he show? Will this be the best? The stairs in his room felt further away from usual. Slowly down the stairs with a gaze that flew out somewhere. A red but happy face.

Shana's footsteps stopped when a waiter suddenly told her that there was a possibility that Mama would come at midnight. It was predicted by Shana. That's why he asked Father and Hana to rest first. Because after all, it must be resolved quickly.

Although little Shana has read the situation and the possibility of reality, she still hopes there is a little hope that changes her life. At least this is about his mother who always takes care of work rather than family.

Shana is awake. He was watching television in the middle room. Time has shown almost midnight. The sound of the door opening. It seems Rhena woke up from her sleep.

“you haven't slept?”

“I can't sleep, sis.” Shana.

“no matter how I feel sure, you and Hana are my siblings,”

Rhena suddenly spoke like that after sitting next to Shana, her face was staring at the television but her mind was staring somewhere. Shana was surprised to hear Rhena say that and looked at her brother's face.

“hei Shana. What will you do when Mama comes later?”ask Rhena without looking at Shana. “will you be angry? Or are you going to hug her?”

Shana was silent. If you think about it, he hasn't met Mama for almost 6 months. Shana understands that it is because of the busy business of Mama abroad. But is it natural not to see his son at all? Does his existence mean nothing anymore?

“I don't know brother. I've been used to being left like this since I was a kid. So for me, 6 months is nothing.”

“right too, yes. You've been around a lot since you were 4 years old. It must be the hardest time of your life. While I live in Switzerland with my grandmother and sometimes Mama also come home to see me.”

“i until thought. I had what was wrong until I had to be treated like that. Maybe Mama didn't want my birth.” Said Shana while leaning her body on the shoulder of the sofa behind her. “like disgust when looking at me.”

Rhena was shocked to hear Shana's words. “Mama never thought like that. There must be another reason why you were left in Tokyo while I stayed in Switzerland.”

“may my guess be correct.” Shana said while standing up about to leave Rhena in the living room.

“if…. Hana's father is our biological Papa, are you planning on coming with her?” ask Rhena who is still trying to hold Shana to stay there.

Shana stopped her steps.

“right too. They can't be reunited. It's a good idea if I have to go with Hana. At least I can't be lonely in a house this big.”

This time Shana actually left Rhena alone in the living room. Waiting for the end of the night. Since childhood, Rhena felt that Shana was treated differently by Mama. Slightly different from Rhena. I don't know what the reason is. The most obvious discriminatory action is when Shana is transferred to Tokyo. Only given a house with complete facilities in it, Shana tried to receive such unfair treatment. As if Mama threw away Shana, although occasionally Mama still visit Shana, but it can be counted with her fingers. No wonder if he grew up to be a proud child, judes and not easily believe in others.

The night is getting late. However, from outside the door came the sound of a car stopping in the yard. Rhena did not wonder who was coming. Like a fortune-teller who can see the future, he immediately opens the main door. In front of the door stood a middle-aged woman, yet her skin and face still looked absolutely stunning. The woman was carrying 1 small-sized suitcase and an expensive bag that she was carrying.

“welcome, Ma.” Rhena.

“ya ampuuunnn. You know, when you called and told me to go home, I immediately asked my personal assistant to book the fastest ticket to Tokyo. Now Mama is really tired.”

Rhena stared at the small suitcase that her mother had brought.

“you only carry this small bag?” rhena asked her Mom.

“why? Aren't I just gonna be here for a little while?” replied Mama who was still busy with taking off her jacket.

“you don't intend to stay a few days here?”

“why? I still have a lot of neglected business in England. You think I'm here because I'm loose? You and Shana are going to England next week, right? So, what am I staying for?”

“what is it worth for a mother like you to behave like this? Is your business more important?! You may be unfair to me right now, but not Shana, Ma. Isn't it enough for you to throw Shana away like that?!”

“Rhena, Mama just got home. Why are you angry like this. It's midnight, you must be tired. Sleep.”

“whatever Mama.”

Rhena left Mama who was still standing in front of the door. Without thinking any more, Rhena entered the room and closed the door hard. Mama could only sigh and then take her suitcase bag.