The Queen VS Princess

Guilt

Shana's phone was still lying quietly beside her. Sometimes he glanced at his cell phone. As if waiting for something. Hana still hasn't told you about the problem. Tonight there were no messages from Tadashi. Shana is trying to enjoy a snack tonight with great pleasure.he walks towards the refrigerator and looks for the rest of the ice cream yesterday. Shana still carries her phone. He glanced at his phone once more while sitting back in the chair earlier. There was no sign of his cell phone. He stood up again with his cell phone. Shana pointed her phone up. Maybe the signal's gone. Rhena just looked at the behavior of her biological sister.

“you're waiting for a call from whom? Tadashi?”

“apaa?!! No.” Shana replied instantly, holding her red face. He sat back in his chair and enjoyed his snack while watching tv.

“lately mama rarely come home.” Rhena said while taking Shana's snack.

Shana threw Rhena's hand from her snack. “isn't it always like that?” answer Shana cuek.

“you are yes…. Care about mom a little why?!”

“kak is delicious. Living in Switzerland with mom and grandma. While I was left here alone.” Shana said half angrily to Rhena.

“you yourself are crying while rolling do not want to go to school in Switzerland. You are also the one who can not get along with Papi so you ask to move here immediately. Since my grandmother died, my mother has been busy every day. Managing a single company that has spread to several countries. Papi, I don't know where now. So busy until never looked at his son.”

“i'm not his son.”

“i know too. Even though we're not her biological children, at least a little care about cake. Busy spending your own money. Sucks. What kind of a man is.”

Shana doesn't care about Rhena's babble. He glanced back at his phone and still remained lifeless. Shana immediately swallowed her snack.

“aku so miss Papa.” Rhena said while looking away.

"What did you die of?"

Rhena looked at Shana's face from the side. “I don't really remember how it started. I was in 3rd grade and living with my grandmother. One night I heard my grandmother's voice angry and screaming on the phone. Grandma told Mama and Papa to go back to Switzerland. Then about 2 weeks later Mama came home to Switzerland with you and without Papa. I was told by my mom that Papa had died. I don't know because of what.”

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A morning that began to improve for Hana's family. After yesterday facing a storm that made things feel like a cold war, it is now starting to improve. Today Leo has a morning lecture. As usual, I prepared breakfast for her. The communication between Father and Leo still feels awkward, but the two try to improve on each other. As for Hana, this morning has not been seen at the dining table. Since disguising herself as Shana, now Hana no longer wake up misfortune like her previous habit.

“where's Hana? Is he not awake?” ask Leo when you get to the dinner table.

“noah. She did not stop crying last night. I had to accompany him until late at night until he finally fell asleep.” Leo answered briefly.

“what happened?”

“I don't really understand. But it seems like it's about Sojiro. Even though he was asleep, he still delirious ‘forgive me, Sojiro. Forgive me’ like that.” Said Leo while demonstrating in a strange voice. Mom is seen holding back laughter because of Leo's behavior.

“you don't be like that your sister. Let me talk to him later.”

Shortly after, there were footsteps coming from upstairs. Hana went down to the dining table. His eyes still look puffy. Face pale. There was clearly a look of sadness on Hana's face. The mother who saw it immediately caught up with Hana and slightly led her down the stairs.

“mom guess today you are not logged in.” Mom said while helping Hana walk.

“I'll go to school, ma'am.” Hana said softly.

“but your body still looks weak. Rest only if it is not strong.”

“can I take you to school?” bargain Leo to Hana who is now sitting in front of him while eating breakfast. Hana looks confused.

“I wear roller blade only.”