The Memories That Carry Wounds

A Hope

The rain that brought back my second encounter with Dean left only his speck. That night the atmosphere was very quiet, nothing passed by. Moreover, I am alone, I really feel like I am on another planet, silent so quiet.

I lit the music in the middle room, the tone in my ear really made me calm. I want to make the atmosphere here a little crowded, because tonight I feel very lonely.

In the middle of my music, I heard the sound of the door knocking accompanied by the voice of a man calling my name.

His voice was a bit faint but I think I recognized that voice. I rushed to open the door, and it turned out he was Dean.

Dean I let go in, and it's true that Dean brought a white package that was none other than for sure it was my grocery bag left on his bike earlier.

" Zeta, I'm sure you'll know what I came to your house for "Dan started the conversation

" Hehe knows De , you know even "My mouth with a slightly embarrassed expression

" Haha good thing I know your house is Ta, so I can anterin this "

" Yeah ni De well sorry, I think ngerepotin you keep deh, forgetfulness I was until I did not realize that my stuff missed on your bike "

" Casual Ta, I was going to go out and buy fried rice, I happen to have gasoline so I fill up, when I bukak jok ehh there is your stuff there "

" Teledor anyway I admit De, fortunately missed in you, cobak if not, do not know how will "

" Eh ni I buy fried rice more lo Ta, make bawain you anyway, you uda eat belom? "

" Hehe belom anyway De, but you bother to bother anyway geez "

" Don't papa Ta, I will anterin your goods, so yes all buy 2, so you can eat here also, yaudah ni Ta ayok eat "

" Yaudah I take a spoon with my plate "

That night we ate together, the atmosphere that I had felt lonely now felt crowded and so warm. Dean made my night more meaningful, I know it might seem simple, but for me a time like this is a rare and precious moment for me.

" Oh yes, I wanted to nelvon you to ask me stuff, De, but I don't have your number "

I didn't think my words made Dean ask for my number.

We talked for a long time that night, joking and laughing. The longer I look at Dean the more I feel like I admire him.

The dimples on his cheeks made Dean's smile look so sweet especially when he was laughing, his round eyes were plain when talking, and his speech was so soft. Jesus, I keep thinking about Dean nonstop.

Late at night, Dean came home. I drove him to the front of the house and Dean suddenly said

" Don't you see me often, can you? "

I was surprised by Dean's words

"I don't mean what Ta, I just feel comfortable with you, yes I know we haven't known for a long time anyway, just the same time you were I felt like kayak uda is very familiar, understandably Ta I here do not have anyone, so when I met someone who is this match, I feel very fond of Ta "

Dean's speech made me speechless, I also understood what Dean felt, because I felt the same way with Dean, living alone without anyone on the side was not fun.

" If your intentions are good to me, I don't care if we hold out and meet often "

" Thank you Ta, I hope you don't think bad to me because uda said this kind of thing to you in our introduction just for a moment, but I can guarantee you that I'm not a bad person "

" Geez De, I believe. I also like to know you, although it is still a while but you uda make my life more rame "

" Em thank you Ta, yaudah then I say back Ta, tomorrow you will also have to work "

" Yes De, be careful not speeding bring the motor "

" Op Boss hehe "

Dean passed in front of me, I kept thinking about what Dean said to me. Isn't it too short for us to reveal each other such things? But I don't want to be a hypocrite, I feel more or less the same as Dean.

And at a time like this I can only hope that God will give me the best. I've been so disappointed because of love, of course I don't want to experience it again. And hopefully Dean will bring me a happy new day. Because I also believe that everything that happens in my life must have a good reason.