The Memories That Carry Wounds

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" What does aunt mean? " my answer is still a little sobbing.

" You have to be Sky's girlfriend, it doesn't matter if the temple, the important thing is that you behave and act like a Sky couple like before "aunty Maya replied, I guess this must be her will.

I thought for a moment, I couldn't possibly refuse this offer, because I did need money in a short time. But if I accept this offer, what about Dean, what Dean would think of me if he knew any of this, I also can't possibly keep covering this up from Dean, either, because sooner or later I'm sure Dean will find out. God, my life is like a drama.

" You can't think too long Ta, you have to think of your father who has to be dealt with as soon as possible. Auntie sure, this will not harm you at all. How's Ta? " ask aunt Maya who gets me cornered.

" Hmm for the sake of my parents, well aunt, I will accept the offer of aunty to me "my answer after I wrestle with my heart and my logic.

" Aunty is sure you will make this decision. It's the right decision Ta " said aunt Maya who smiled at me.

After the conversation and the deal I made with Aunt Maya, she finally transferred the money she had promised to my mother's account. I'm glad my parents' problems there can be resolved, but I also feel burdened here, my responsibility to Heaven and my responsibility to Dean's feelings.

The night just passed by, the state of the sky was getting better so we could take him home.

" You come with me and I'll go home" said the sky to me.

" Haa? Emm... "

" Yes he came with us home "had not had time to answer Aunt Maya cut my conversation with her words.

" Em thank you ma, Sky is very happy mama Uda is good with my relationship and Zeta" replied Sky with a smile that was so sweet from her face.

I just bowed lethargic, inevitably I still have to run what Aunt Maya wants, because I owe it on behalf of my parents to her.

Bian who had understood my situation could only fall silent, he only gave me some encouragement when Heaven and his mother walked first before me.

**** In the car

The sky laid its head on my shoulder, as if it was true that I was her lover. He was so spoiled to me, even after we were in the car.

Sky, if you know, I'm not your lover anymore, but just an ex you've hurt so much before.

My heart suddenly shook again, in my heart I wondered if this was a call from my mother again. I slowly took it out of my bag, and as soon as I saw, my God!!! the call was from Dean.

How about this, what should I do now.

" Who Ta is from, so you don't pick up "ask Sky after realizing that there is a call coming into my phone.

" Haa.i.yaa.ini from te.men a.ku, no papa, no matter "my answer stammered.

I ended up turning off my phone, to prevent Dean from calling me back. I really feel so guilty about Dean, I hurt Dean, really Dean forgive me.

**** at Dean's House

" Zeta kok not lift my phone yaa, uda malem gini feeling cook yes he has not returned the hell" said Dean after a call from him was not answered by Zeta.

" Cobak deh I telvon again "murmnya while contacting Zeta again.

An operator said the number being dialed was inactive.

Dean fell silent, his mind began to think of such a thing.

" So the feeling is still active, even now it becomes inactive yaa "Dean is increasingly restless thinking about Zeta.

" Zeta is really doing it again. Why is it that every time he comes out, he has no news at all like this yaa "Dean keeps thinking about things that are not about Zeta, his feelings are mixed between worry, he said, worried and suspicious too.

****

Along the way, my mind was on Dean. I became upset myself thinking about this matter. I can't stop thinking about what's going to happen in the future over the situation that's been trapping me right now.

I was afraid that this would destroy my relationship with Dean, and I was also afraid that if Heaven knew, Heaven would be hurt, while Heaven in its current state, he said, it was very difficult for him to experience anything heavy.

" Hey Ta, what's wrong with you?, how come it's so moody from earlier, what's wrong? " The sky noticed my face that had been showing an anxious look earlier.

" Em I don't know why "I smile at him, a fake smile, a smile that I only use to cover my feelings.

" really? " ask the sky again.

" Yes Lang actually "I convinced Heaven not to worry about my situation which was actually very chaotic.

" Thank you Ta, you want to come with me home. Anyway no matter when I am a hundred percent recovered I promise you will be sure you keep going wherever you want, okay "he said with a happy face.

I just nodded my head and smiled at him.

" Tonight you nginep ya at my house Ta, my head is still dizzy, I still need you really beside me "said Sky which surprised me.

" Why?! nginep's?! "