The Memories That Carry Wounds

We're done

That night after the incident that broke my heart, I decided not to contact Heaven first, until my heart was completely calm then I would question all this.

The sky did not seem to mind me who suddenly silenced him, he seemed to not care about my situation, even when I did not give him any attention he also did not question me or tell me. Today I am completely aware that Heaven no longer has feelings for me, her love may have been lost and my position has been replaced by that woman.

It's been a week since the incident that me and the sky have not told each other at all. But I thought there was no way I could continue like this, having a hanging relationship. In addition, I also know the betrayal done by the sky. Then for what else I maintain all this, I must immediately solve everything, no matter how the fate of my relationship and Heaven later, I resigned, the important thing is that I have to finish.

That afternoon I called Sky and asked him to meet. I asked her to meet at the beach, where she first expressed her love for me. He also agreed to my invitation and did not question me at all. Your sky has indeed changed, you are not the Sky I know anymore.

When the meeting arrived, I came and I saw the sky was already standing on the shore staring towards the sea. I approached him with a chaotic feeling, my heart was beating very fast just like when Heaven was about to shoot me first, but the circumstances were different, he said, if yesterday was the beginning of our relationship today it would probably be the end of our relationship.

" You're old here Lang? "

" Ah no, I also just nyampek Ta, oh yes what is it you arrived before I met, is there anything important? "

" Hmm Lang, what kind of relationship are we now?, this is not what we used to be Lang, everything is changing now, everything is different, and you are changing it all "

" You mean what the hell Ta, change what, I feel we are good, nothing how, you are too sensitive, everyone is good "

I smiled at Sky's reply, not realizing the slightest mistake he had made.

" Last week when I asked you to walk and you refused on the grounds that Bian's minister was lying, right Lang? "

" Ehmm hmm lie what the hell Ta, I'm really the same Bian anyway, you are why the hell accuse me that? "

" A.a.what the hell is Ta, know what? "

" 3 years Lang, not a moment for us to pass everything, but it's as easy as Lang, as easy as that you betray our relationship Lang, haaaaa!! That easy Lang? " I can no longer bear my tears spilled, Heaven I keep pushing until he almost fell, it hurts so much to hold this and finally I overflow.

The sky stared at me who was crying in front of him. He pulled my hand into his embrace.

" Ta sorry I "

" I'm sorry Lang?, for what you did you just said sorry? " i took her hug off me

" My fault is Lang, I've been lacking what's the same as you, why are you doing this to me, Lang replied "

" You're not wrong what Ta, you're good you're perfect as my partner, but honestly I'm bored Ta, I'm bored with our relationship, I feel our relationship is that, you're also not as beautiful and attractive as when we first met Ta, I don't know what else when I was with you, I need a new atmosphere Ta, so I'm looking for another woman "

The words Sky were really like a knife piercing my heart. I can't say anything else. He has been so successful in breaking my heart.

" Thank you Lang, today you show me everything, I know now, I can't believe the person I love so much, the person I've always been proud of as my partner, today the man revealed all the things that never even crossed the slightest will be spoken from his mouth, it turns out only up to this limit you love me, Lang, I did not expect it turned out that all this time I was in a relationship with a man who could not hold a commitment, a man who denied all his promises, today you really make me realize Lang, Lang, thanks for the betrayal and the wound, I'll take this for the rest of my life Lang, thank you very much "

I ran away from the Sky that was just silent there, my feelings like being torn apart, sickly disappointed all became one in my mind. This is the end of 3 years with Heaven, 3 years full of memories. It ends with a deep wound. All I thought about right now was running away from the memories with Heaven. Because I know this will definitely not be easy for me, but inevitably I have to get used to myself, I have to continue my life, even without the Sky, a figure that has been my encouragement all this time.