The Memories That Carry Wounds

What fate is this?

" After I examined and asked a few questions, regarding his past and also about him, I was able to conclude that Heaven is currently experiencing Retrograde Amnesia, he said, where the sufferer can not remember some or even all of their past, this is because yesterday's accident caused trauma to the head of Heaven "the doctor explained in great detail, which left me speechless a thousand languages after listening to his explanation.

" My goodness Sky "aunty Maya looks so anxious.

" How about Doc, what to do? " he continued.

" The current action that can be done for Amnesia sufferers is always accompanied by him, and whatever is in his memory at this time, try to stay that way. Because if he forced to recall his true memories, it would be very dangerous for Heaven" said the doctor.

The atmosphere there was suddenly quiet, after the doctor gave us an explanation. I don't think about what's going on right now. What should I do now. I can't just leave Heaven, but I can't keep pretending to be a lover of Heaven, even when I have a real lover.

" Ta "aunty Maya turned her gaze towards me.

I just fell silent, looking back at Aunt Maya with a sad look.

" Aunty knows you might refuse this, but aunt please, please help Heaven once again Ta, auntie please really same you "aunty Maya's face looks very sad, her tone is a little trembling.

" I don't know what to do tan. I have a life of my own now, which I have really worked so hard to build. My story with the sky first, has made me very disappointed tan. And now if my aunt asks me to return to being Sky's partner, I'm sorry I can't tan. I uda have a partner, and how does he feel if he knows this, sorry tan this time I can not help "my answer with a feeling full of solitude, he said, I don't know if this is the right decision or not.

" Aunty beg Ta, you see the condition of the Sky now, you know for yourself what the consequences are if the Sky imposes its memory. Aunty knows Sky uda was once evil with you, but do you have the heart Ta "aunty Maya can not hold back her tears, honest things make me more and more in great confusion.

" Em tan, should we first enter Heaven, this problem we discuss later. Kasian Langit, I see from here, he was confused "Bian arrived to talk when he saw the sky look confused in there.

Aunt Maya just looked at me with her sad gaze, I just bowed confused, about what I should do now.

They finally entered the room, while I was still outside, I sat down and I covered my face with both hands. My mind is messed up, I'm really in a dilemma. God, what is this destiny?.

" Ta "call Bian.

" Ehh yes" I replied with a bit of surprise.

" Your nyariin sky" said Bian who made me sigh deeply.

" Yes, I'm going to enter again "my words while confirming my somewhat messy hair.

" Okay "ansaid Bian a short one that immediately passed from before me.

I entered with heavy steps, Sky was already smiling from afar towards me. I dare not look him in the face, I just walk with a gaze that goes where.

" Where are you, so long outside" said Sky with a little face bete to me.

" Em yaudah, this brother you do not go where, here aja meenin "The sky issued a powerful attitude to me, the thing that he used to apply when he was with me.

" Hmm yeah, I said you "I tried to speed up the situation.

My pants pocket suddenly shook, I immediately checked and I saw a phone call from my mother. He wouldn't normally call me, if it wasn't for something important.

" Em, yes, I got a telvon from my mother" I said to the Sky. The sky only nodded its head accompanied by a smile that fluffed on its masculine face.

I didn't know that Aunt Maya was following me from behind.

" Assalammualaikum, hello ma'am what's up, tumben telvon? " sweep me in a gentle tone to my mother.

" Walaikumsalam, Ta "my mother's voice was heard softly.

" Why mom? how did his voice end that cry ?" manyworry.

" Your father Ta "my mother replied.

" Boy, why mom? " i asked who was getting worried.

" Your father is sick, and it is currently taking a big cost for the operation" my mother replied in an increasingly heavy voice.

" Oh my goodness, ma'am, how is he doing now? " my tears are spilling.

" You have to be in surgery, and the cost is huge Ta" replied my mother.

" Zeta will make the effort here yes ma'am, mother calm first, let Zeta who is looking for how to "said I tried to calm my mother, but I myself was also confused, but I was also confused, where can I get that much and fast money.

Like a hard blow to me today, all things make me confused about how.

I can't hold back my tears, I don't know what to do right now. I lowered my head and continued to dissolve in my tears.

I didn't know that Aunt Maya had been listening to my talk with my mother. He came up to me and said

" Aunty can help you Ta, but you know what you have to do "