The Memories That Carry Wounds

This Feeling

The next morning as we promised, Dean came to my house. He came early in the morning to my house, carrying so many packets of food in his hand.

" Nih Ta, the groceries at once make preparations during my breakfast here hehe " While handing the package over to my hand

" Geez De, this is a lot, you bring this much uda kayak want to function aja deh hahaha "I pat Dean's shoulder

" Hehe takpapa Ta, all hell" replied Dean

" Yes not gini also times De, if gini I'm the same as you, brought this much food plus the ingredients also "

" Gakpapa Ta, besides it is also for my breakfast, yes for both of us not much is that "

" Hmm yaaa de yaaaa "

" Yaudah cook gih cook, your future husband uda ni hahahaha " Dean mocked me

" Hahaha ihh what the hell De, I have already cooked this first "I replied with shame😳

That morning I cooked breakfast accompanied by Dean. I think Dean would have acted differently to me because of my talk about the sky last night.

But the truth is today Dean looks normal to me, even he looks so calm, Dean no longer thinks about the Sky problem, or it's just me who thinks too much.

That morning I cooked fried rice with fried nuggets. Dean seemed so focused on watching me cook.

" You look so pretty when you cook it" Dean suddenly said to me

" Aihhh Dean dreadlocks, so don't focus on this I cook it "I answered

" I'm serious, Ta, no longer kidding. You do look really beautiful when cooking that "Dean looks so serious with his words

" Hmm thank you De kuduannya, but the praise was simple first deh, ntar out again when you try my cooking delicious or not, okay. Now you go to the living room, De, this is ready too" I replied to Dean

Dean smiled so sweetly at me "Okeee Zetaaaa "

" Tarrraaaaa, nasi goreng nugget ala chef Zetaa, hehe "I brought fried rice with nuggets that I had just cooked into the living room.

" Wihh looks really good, so I can't wait to eat, I help ready Ta "Dean help me take a spoon plate and drink water.

" Here De let me take "I take Dean's plate

" Thank you, Ta, uda kayak husband and wife really take it " Dean smiled at me

" What the heck De " Dean makes me blush embarrassed again 😳

" Okeee, happy eating Zetaaaaa "

" Goodbye tooaa Deannn"

Dean scooped the first mouthful into his mouth. I took it seriously, as if I was in a cooking competition and my cooking was being tasted by a jury.

" Wihhhh Taa delicious cuisine you " Dean praised my cooking with rice that is still full in his mouth

" Seriously delicious De? "

" It's so good this is good "

" Thank you De "I'm glad to hear Dean's praise.

" Eat first gih which is actually new ntar talking again, ntar kelsek lo his mouth is still full of rice so that "

Dean just threw his thumb at me.

The atmosphere this morning in my house feels very happy, my breakfast is no longer alone, now there is someone who accompanies me to eat my breakfast, he also really enjoys my cooking, I am really happy.

" Geez, De you're eating a mess of clay and straws in your mouth the rice "I'm with a reflex to clean the rest of the rice in Dean's mouth

Dean just looked at me, and then he held my hand.

" Thank you Ta, it feels like a long time ago I do not understand things like this, thank you Ta uda come to this lonely life of mine, I am very happy, now there's nothing I'm afraid of anymore, because you're in my life "Dean says it all so seriously to me.

I fell silent with Dean's words, I just smiled and said "Same De, thank you too "

After a breakfast full of laughter and sweet stuff is done, we take care of everything and get ready to go to work.

" I anterin you again Ta, may be "

" Yes can be De, just bother in your dong ntar "

" No Ta, I'm really happy to be anterin you "Dean reassured me

After my lunch hour arrived I again got a delivery from Dean, this time mas ojol who delivered food plus with a letter in it with eager writing from Dean.

Dean thanks a lotkk😊❤

That afternoon I relaxed in my room, after all the tasks of checking the child's PR were done.

I got a message from Dean that he's gonna pick me up in a minute and take me on a walk.

Of course I was surprised, why suddenly he went to take me out.

I finally agreed to Dean's invitation, and I immediately prepared to be ready.

Anyway I'm still curious about what Dean will do tomorrow at Sky's engagement

I actually wanted to ask Dean this question when we were together this morning, but I thought the atmosphere was too good for me to be damaged by the question of Heaven.

That's why I thought maybe it was the right time to get rid of all my curiosity.

Dean arrived, and he finally came to my house. We also immediately left.

" Oh yeah Ta, there's a dress code at your ex's engagement "

Dean opened the conversation with me.

" I don't know De either, but I don't have to tell me "I answered

" Try me ntar I ask to my friend yes "

" Okee" replied Dean Sigkat

" Why do you want to make sure I go to De? "

" To the mall "

" To the mall why De, ohh want to see ya? " I asked Dean

" Yes if you want to be able to all, but my intention is to make sure you shop anyway Ta "

" Why?! shopping?!, what's De? " i was wondering about Dean

" Yes for your ex's fiancee dong Ta, I want to make you as beautiful as possible in front of her "

Dean's answer surprised me

" What De's doing, it doesn't have to be like that"

" Have calmed down Ta, just relax in the boncengan okeee "

Dean answered me jokingly.

We finally arrived at the Mall. We went up to the second floor and..

" Oh my goodness!!, I forgot "Dan surprised me

" I forgot what the hell De? "

" My wallet Ta, missed in the motorcycle seat "

" Oh my God, there's just you "

" You wait here wait, yes, I take it first okay "

Dean ran back to the parking lot to get his wallet.

Not long ago Dean left, from behind a man's voice called my name.

A voice that is not foreign to me.

" The Zetaa "

I looked back, and sure enough it was the voice of the people I knew, Sky.

I was shocked to see the Sky before me, I just fell silent and we just stared at each other.

It was the first time I had ever met Heaven after our farewell.

I confusedly described my current feelings, seeing the Sky back before me. We just stared at each other and didn't say a word.