The Memories That Carry Wounds

Caught?

" Dear... wake up yuk "I slowly shake Dean's body shortly after all the food I cooked I had prepared on the dining table.

" a..mm... " Dean just muttered, he just opened a little bit of his eyes.

" Ayokk woke up dong, time for breakfast, still mumpung hot nii "Illuck while raising Dean to wake up immediately.

" Yeah.I wake up "Answer Dean still lazily slurred.

" Today special deh, I will bribe you breakfast okee "my heart while taking rice and also vegetable soup that I have cooked.

" Thank yaaaa " Dean smiled at me, ahhh his dimples really make Dean's smile look so sweet.

" Aaaaa..emmmmm" I said as I stuffed a spoonful of food into Dean's mouth, and then a spoonful into my mouth.

And so on until we finished breakfast this morning and left for work.

**** In School

" Ta, ntar malem I picked up yaa "the incoming message from Bian made me remember my duty to help Sky.

Gosh, what more reason should I tell Dean, because I'm sure, tonight is for sure when I'm with Heaven I can't possibly be with Dean.

How is this, until when do I continue like this. Sky, please come to your senses quickly, so that all this can be normal soon. I can't keep lying to Dean like this either. I might be able to hurt the heart of someone who has become my lover at this time.

My mind kept coming out with opinions, why I stuck myself with the business that just made me mess up myself.

I'm still waiting for my order to take me home. My mind is still floating around thinking about all this. Because, just because I helped Heaven, I indirectly learned to lie to Dean. What a thing I really don't want to do.

**** in Dean's Office

" Woy De, take a break on the cake, uda is ready "Arga pat Dean on the shoulder, tell Dean to sit with him.

" Yes yes it is ready " replied Dean while cleaning up the messy paper on his desk.

" Nyantui we used to, after all, clock back" said Arga while drinking a cup of warm coffee in his hands.

" Yeeee you are so, you always haunt Ga" replied Dean who also sat next to Arga.

" Hahahaha life has to be it De. Ehhh btw you said that Malem wanted to go eat with Zeta, right? " ask Arga.

" Yes that was Ga, just not so, the Zeta went to his party so it was canceled. But why really tumben ya kepo about me with Zeta, why emang Ga? " Dean who was not used to seeing Arga suddenly asked about Zeta, immediately confused him.

" Why?! cook anyway?! my feeling was that I saw Zeta deh " replied Arga who increasingly confused Dean.

" You mean Ga? Ohhhh....You were at Zeta's party too, right? " answered Dean who still did not understand Arga's intentions.

" No, I saw him in the hospital. I don't know who else looks at who "answer Arga who suddenly makes Dean surprised.

" Ahhh no way, the guy he told me he was again at his show anyway. How could he be in the hospital, wrong time Ga "ansaid Dean who still does not believe in Arga's words.

" Ahh cook the hell Ga, there is no way dong Zeta liedin me "answered Dean who put an anxious look on his face.

" Yaudahlah De, the person he lied to also take people to the hospital, not a lie to make the way of other men, right, relax "Arga answered so casually. While Dean, all the words Arga had become a wedge in his heart.

**** at Dean's House

" Bro I immediately took a shower yaa sultry nii" said Arga so set foot in the house Dean.

Because tonight Arga's staying at Dean's.

Dean just shook his head towards Arga, while walking towards his room.

He spread out his body, looking up at the sky of his room. His thoughts were still fixed on Arga's words regarding Zeta last night. He keeps thinking why Zeta lied to him. While Arga's true belief is that Zeta's lie is not to go with another man, but still, what sticks in Dean's heart is, what's the reason Zeta lied to him.

Dean took a roll beside him. He hugged the roll very tightly, in his heart he still kept thinking about Zeta, while also continuing to hope that Zeta's lies were not for something bad.

****

Kingggg....

I turned my gaze towards my phone lying next to me.

I saw that there was an incoming call from Dean, as soon as I could pick up the phone from him.

" Hello dear "

" Hello Ta, what else? " sapanya after hearing my voice.

" No more sleeping, what are you?, tumben telvon gini?" my many.

" Emmm.not that I just want to say, ntar malem go yuk, replace the previous malem, can you? "

" Wooh, how is this, if I refuse what my reason is crutches, but if I do not refuse I will go to the place of the sky, how dong "murm in my heart.

" Eee..mmm, g.gi.ma.naa yes De, I can't be afraid of the mallem "my answer is brick, which makes me show more nervousness.

" Em why? you got an event or something? " ask Dean after hearing my words.

" Haa? Emm.l..yaa. A. I "my tongue seems more twisted to talk to Dean, I am confused to think of my reasons.

" Why are you confused, he replied? Wh why? do you want to go to the hospital again? " question Dean who had suddenly made me who had been lying down was now aghast to rise because it was so shocked.

" Yeah?! emmm mak...sud, you ? " my answer with the right heart is not controlled detakannya, how Dean can know.

" I know, you didn't go to your tea, but you went to the hospital" replied Dean who made my heart beat faster, how is this, how is it, what should I say to Dean.