The Memories That Carry Wounds

Restless

I came home happy. I kept thinking about the thing Dean did to me. Dean was full of surprises I could never have guessed.

My phone rang, I who was washing clothes immediately rushed to lift the telvon, with my hands still slightly wet I raised my telvon.

I thought it was from Dean, but apparently it was a phone call from Bian.

" Hello Taa "greet me Bian

" Hello Bi, tumben arrived late, what's wrong? "

" Yes, I want to know if you are invited to his fiancee Sky, tomorrow after tomorrow "

Whataaa?! in what order did the heavens invite me. He wanted to show off his relationship with the woman.

" Daah Bi, I don't have any business with him anymore, why he ngundang I cobak, tell him I won't come with "I replied in a resentful tone.

" Don't do that dong Ta, if you don't come up with that sign you haven't moved on "

" Ihhh good, I'm the uda move on from the first yes Bi "

" Yaudah if so come dong, it's not ordinary uda just Ta "

" Look at it, think of it first "

I instantly turned off the phone from Bian, I sighed deeply, what feeling this was, I did not understand, what purpose Heaven invited me to, and why he did not invite me directly, why did it have to pass Bian, why did it have to pass, what does.

Everything rages on my mind. I thought I was completely free from Heaven, but when I heard that Heaven was going to be engaged why I felt so upset like this.

I kept thinking, if I could if I had to see the sky again. Am I up to it?

But didn't I forget about it, then why was my heart so unsettled like this?

The question kept haunting my mind. I was really worried about coming or not to the show.

I continue all my pending homework. But no matter how busy I do something, my mind still can not be separated from this, the engagement of Heaven.

Ahhhhh............ Why is it that when I have moved on with my life, the thing about Heaven must appear again before me.

I called Dean and asked him to meet. I forget that I haven't told you anything about my past. Dean deserves to know about this, because Dean is a man who is currently close to me.

We met in the city park, where I saw the Sky affair before me. Uhh...... I think every place in this town has memories of the sky, which sucks.

" Haii De, old uda? I'm sorry if you wait "I say hello to Dean who is sitting on the park bench.

" Not really Ta, I also just nyampek, why not ask to pick up anyway Ta, why should I meet here "

" Gakpapa De, occasionally "My answer is short.

" What's wrong Ta, tumben arrived to meet like this? "

" Yes, there's something that I want to talk to you about De "

" What is Ta'an? Dean asked me. " Ohhhh wait wait, don't tell me if you want to shoot me, aihh don't dong Ta, that's my ration pliss don't precede dong "

" Yeah?! Dean ifh what the hell, not thatu "I replied with shame.

Eitt but wait, even though I was restless because of the Sky problem, but why so another thing I think, jagaaa hatiiiiii😳

I tried to focus and started telling Dean everything.

" Emm so gini De, you may be wondering about the past of my relationship?, So tonight I want to tell you this "I'm getting serious about my talk.

" You mean about your ex? " Dan answered me with a bit of surprise.

" Yes more or less so De, this is just different. You were horrified first "

" I must have heard Ta " Dean put on such a serious face.

" So this afternoon I asked me to come to my former fiancee's show, her name was Sky "

Dean was a little surprised

" Emmm, yaudah dateng aja dong Ta, after all uda is not papa right? "

" The problem is that he is my ex who cheated on me after 3 years of my relationship with him De, how can I come to his event, engagement event also "

" why? you are afraid not to look strong, Ta, or you still have the same feelings as him or also you have not moved on from him? "

Dean replied with a slightly grim face, did Dean feel uncomfortable with my talk just now.

" Ehh no De no that, I'm the uda move on. If I don't say anything about you, besides you're the one who made me move on from him, I managed to escape him since you were present in my life, only you know how it feels, I'm sure you understand, it's hard to explain "

I explained to Dean, I tried to convince Dean.

" I understand Ta, I understand. Relax, I trust you, I know what you mean. We come there both yaaa, I will show to your ex that he is the most stupid man who has mistreated you. You'll see proof of my talk later there, at your former loser's fiancee's show"

Dean looked at me with a very serious look.

I was surprised by Dean's words, what did they mean.

" But what do you want to show, you want proof of what De is at the Sky fiancee event? "

" Aaaa dehhhh, kepooooo " Dean pulled my nose and laughed.

" Awwwwww Dean ihh what's "

" You'll find out later, calm down. The show is tomorrow the day after, okay I'll pick you up and we'll come there "

Dean makes me very curious. What Dean would actually do at Sky's engagement. I'm afraid Dean will do something bad.

Dean didn't tell me anything either, he just drove me home and talked about something else that had nothing to do with the show.

How this is, Dean's got me confused tonight. His attitude is hard to guess.

He looks ordinary, he can even joke with me. But I could see there was a restless look on his face.

What are you gonna do, Dean?

Did I have to go wrong about this with Dean. Has my past disturbed Dean?