
Jimmy, who had just arrived at the office, smiled wryly when he saw Bianca and Alan not far from him. The two of them walked hand in hand. Every now and then, he saw Bianca greeting some of the officers who were passing by her. Alan himself nodded his head.
“Nona Bianca.” Greet Jimmy when he was just next to Bianca.
“Jimmy!” Bianca was shocked when Jimmy was suddenly next to her. After a few days of not meeting, he felt that the blue-eyed man actually looked happier.
“Tuan.” Jimmy's greeting to Alan was answered with a brief nod. As always.
This morning, Jimmy looks more handsome in a blue dongker shirt whose arms he rolls up to the elbow. Combined with black jeans and matching colored slip on shoes. Usually, the man always wears a suit.
“Sayang.” Whisper Alan when the three of them were in his study.
Hearing her name being called, Bianca who was intending to step towards the sofa immediately turned to look at Alan. And instantly get a brief kiss on his lips.
“Alan!” Scream Bianca in a soft voice. Afraid that Jimmy would hear it. Lucky the man was turning his back on them both because he was busy picking up some files on Alan's desk.
“Morning kiss.” Said Alan while smiling knot. He walked back to his great chair. Leaving behind Bianca who could only look at him in disbelief.
Morning kiss? The man had even gotten more this morning.
No matter how handsome Jimmy is, for Bianca, Alan is still number one. He does not want to be hypocritical by rejecting the good looks of other men. But in his eyes and heart, Alan had occupied the top spot. And it happens forever. Under any circumstances. Until they both get old.
“Jimmy.” Jimmy immediately turned his attention from the file to Alan. The black sliced man looked at him fixedly.
“Ya.” Jimmy answered briefly.
“How about your wedding preparations?” Jimmy's face instantly turned cheerful after hearing the question from his master. One week later, she and Fiona will officially be married. Even though he is busy working and replacing Alan who did not enter for several days, Jimmy also remains focused on taking care of all the needs of his marriage with Fiona.
“Everything went smoothly.” Answer Jimmy steady. Bianca who was sitting on the sofa, in front of the man, suddenly smiled amusedly at Jimmy's reply. It is clear that the blue-eyed man is very enthusiastic about taking care of all the needs of his marriage.
“Did Fiona find a wedding dress?” Ask Bianca. He really hopes that Fiona looks stunning while making Jimmy can not turn away from him at the altar later.
“Yes. We both have also chosen a dress for Jane.” Jimmy carved a smile full of happiness as he recalled Jane. As she and Fiona show the woman some dress models, Jane looks enthusiastic. Both of her eyes were beautifully shining. Although still not very eloquent to speak, but Jane can point with agile some dresses that he thinks beautiful.
Alan who heard Jimmy's reply, only responded casually with a nod of his head. Before long, his gaze turned sharp as he saw Jimmy pull out something from inside the front pocket of his jeans.
“You can wear it as much as your heart.” Jimmy could only stare at Alan in shock and disbelief. The last time he visited his house with Bianca, Alan had handed one of his debit cards to Jimmy. Now, Jimmy intends to return it. But Alan had already refused.
“Tapi—”
“I don't accept rejection, Jimmy. And you know very well of it.” Said Alan with a flat face. But able to make Jimmy nod obediently when he heard his words.
Jimmy breathed deeply. Honestly, he felt bad. Especially when Alan forbade him to refrain from using his debit card. Alan wants Jimmy to prepare the best for his happy day, without having to worry about money.
“Thank you.” Jimmy said at the end. He prefers to give up because he knows that he can never win against his master.
“Have you got a place for honeymoon?” This time, it was Bianca who asked the question. He looked at Jimmy curiously.
“I don't know.” Jimmy replied weakly. It's not that they don't get a good goal. It's just, he thought about Jane's situation. Jimmy couldn't have left that woman alone. On the other hand, he is also not sure to take Jane with him with Fiona because he is afraid that the woman will get hurt out there.
Bianca and Alan were both silent. Slowly, Bianca turned her attention to Alan who was also looking at her fixedly. Jimmy, who felt the air around him turn strange, looked at Alan and found the man grinning meaningfully.
“Tuan.” Jimmy. He looked at Alan pleading. Feeling sure that the man must be planning something.
“What? I didn't do anything, Jimmy.” Alan was quick. He immediately turned his attention to the laptop screen in front of him.
Jimmy remained silent. Again, he breathed deeply. His master must be planning something. And this time, Bianca was involved in it.
***
Hearing his doorbell ring, Jimmy quickly stepped towards the door to open it. Not far from him, he found Doctor James smiling kindly while waving briefly.
“Goodnight.” Sapa James is friendly.
“Ayo.” Jimmy. He immediately invited the doctor to step together into Jane's room without bothering to talk.
Arriving at Jane's open door, James was unable to distract her from her. Not far from her, Jane was sitting leaning on the bed with both knees slightly bent upwards. The blue-eyed woman was in focus looking at the star above the sky from the open window.
“Jane.” Mumbled James. Jane looks so beautiful in a long-sleeved white nightgown. With unraveled hair.
Jane, sensing the presence of someone in her room, immediately distracts her and finds Jimmy with a man standing a short distance away from her. Both of his eyes blinked. Before long, he smiled wryly at the two men.
James stunned. He could not take his eyes off Jane. That woman's smile really imprisoned him.
“Jane, I brought something for you.” James said softly. He immediately handed Jane a bouquet of red tulips, mixed with some purple tulips. Both of his lips smiled happily.
After a moment of silence, Jane slowly raised her right hand to grab the flower. Jimmy preferred to stare in silence.
Jane smiled again as she placed the bouquet of flowers James gave her on her thighs. Both of her eyes were beautifully shining.
“Is she okay?” Jimmy opened his voice. Quickly, James turned his attention to the man.
“Didn't you see the response earlier?” James looked back at Jane. But this time, he looked at the woman with a doctor's gaze at his patient.
Two days ago, Jimmy called and asked him to come back to check on Jane.
“I know. But, Jane still doesn't talk too much.” To be honest, Jimmy still wants to hear Jane's voice. I wish the woman would tell him so much.
“Everything needs a process. For several years, Jane kept her heart and herself shut. He also forced his brain nerves to stop working in a way that doesn't respond to all your words. Jimmy, he needs time to start everything again from scratch.”
“I can't recommend any medication. It all depends on Jane. The only thing you can do is keep waiting until he himself chooses to open himself slowly.”
For James, each person with depression has a different case. There are some people out there who suffer from major depression but still look normal. It's just that, what other people don't know is, they should always take drugs and also see a psychiatrist. Not infrequently, some of them hurt themselves. Or worse, it ends in suicide.
It is different with Jane. The woman preferred to remain silent while building a solid wall within her. And James is convinced, even very, if Jane does it all to protect herself. The only thing James doesn't know is that Jane is depressed.
Even Jimmy seemed reluctant to tell him.
“Ya.” Jimmy answered briefly. He nodded in understanding while looking at Jane sadly.
“I'll find a flower vase first.” James could only stare at Jimmy in disbelief as the man unhesitatingly left him alone with Jane. Suddenly, James felt his heart in there pounding.
“Jane.” Call James softly. Jane who had been staring at the tulip, slowly looked up and stared back at the man. The look of both of them. And James can't lie to himself if he's interested in Jane. Since their first meeting.
James recalls the first time Jimmy came with Jane to the hospital where she worked. The blue-eyed man begged him to be willing to deal with Jane. Unlike other patients, who often tortured themselves, Jane seemed quiet. The woman only occasionally cried out hysterically while staring in fear at him.
James smiled. He raised his left hand up to gently stroke Jane's right cheek. Suddenly, the two women's eyes closed slowly. As if, Jane enjoyed a touch from him.
Nah! Nah!
James reassured himself that Jane might think of him as Jimmy. Undeniably, James was shocked and saddened when Jimmy decided to take care of Jane alone. He had no reason to go see the woman. After waiting for quite a while, luck finally sided with him. Jimmy called her and asked her to go back to check on Jane.
Both of Jane's eyes, which had been closed, have now opened again. He looked at James. The man's touch on his skin did feel so foreign, but it was able to make him feel calm. There was a warm feeling running through his entire body.
In her heart, Jane unconsciously hoped, if the touch could be felt again.
***
“What is this?!” Bianca looked at Alan protestingly as she looked at the photo she had just taken by the man using her black polaroid camera. Alan deliberately photographed her while she was yawning.
“You still look beautiful.” Alan replied casually as he kissed Bianca's forehead.
Bianca. But still submit the photos to Alan for the man save in the album. Bianca didn't even know how many self-portraits she had taken.
“Alan.” Call Bianca soft. He held out both hands towards Alan. I hope the man hugs her immediately.
Alan smiled knot. Immediately, he stepped towards the bed and kept Bianca in his arms.
Alan was on top of the bed with a sitting position. While Bianca was in front of him, on his lap, by making both knees as a pedestal. So that he didn't actually occupy both of the man's legs.
“Did the doctor tell you to do another ultrasound test?” Ask Alan. He gently stroked Bianca's stomach that had not yet appeared enlarged.
“Yes. But after my womb enters the age of five or six months again.” Bianca smiled happily as Alan peeked long into her stomach from the outside of the nightgown she was wearing. Both of the men's eyes were closed at a glance.
So that makes Bianca raise one hand up to stroke Alan's hair slowly.
“How about our child's gear?”
“Nanti.” Answer Bianca briefly. Alan had invited her to go shopping together to buy baby supplies. But he still refused. Not that he was not excited, but Bianca wanted to do it later when her stomach was a little enlarged.
Unexpectedly, Bianca landed a brief kiss on her lips. Soon, the woman cupped both of her cheeks and then***** her lips. During pregnancy, Alan felt that Bianca's desire for him was growing. And of course, he liked it a lot.
Alan smiled knotingly in the middle of the link of their lips. In a slow motion, he replied****** both lips of Bianca while putting one of his hands into the woman's nightgown to gently stroke her back.
“Alan.” Bianca Whispers. He immediately looked up when Alan's lips were on his neck.
Both Bianca's eyes suddenly closed as Alan stroked his neck and left a reddish trail there. With a few small bites. Then he returned to locking his lips.
Alan kissed her tenderly. After feeling a little content to play around on his lips, Alan chose to kiss Bianca's forehead, then switch on both cheeks, followed by a light peck on the tip of his nose. And lastly, the man gently bit his chin.
Bianca smile. He never thought if Alan—man with a sharp gaze and cold face that he had met, now turned into a romantic man.
“Bianca.
Both will dissolve the lips full of pleasure. Not infrequently, their tongues clashed so as to produce a decapitation sound. The unlucky thing, the more makes Alan's passion smoldering.
“Are you guys going to be okay?” Alan asked in a soft voice. He wants Bianca. But the condition of his wife and child is much more important. Therefore, Alan chose to ask Bianca first.
“You?” Bianca looked at Alan not understanding.
“Yes. You and our son.” Answer Alan. He again landed a brief kiss on the corner of Bianca's lips.
Suddenly, Bianca remembered that she had not yet provided a name for their child. After all, the content is only three months old. He still has plenty of time to think about it.
“Have you prepared a name for him?” Bianca said as she stroked her stomach. He was curious about the name Alan would give to their son.
“Yes. But I won't tell you now.” Alan quickly*******Bianca's lips before the woman asked him again. He has already prepared a name for their children. Not just one, but two at a time. From the first time after knowing that Bianca is pregnant.
A small sigh escaped Bianca's lips. He groaned stifled as Alan stroked his tongue. The man did not even intend to let go.
“Sayang.” Lirih Alan's. He stared at Bianca intensely with hunting breaths. His body couldn't wait any longer.
“My dear, Alan.” Bianca Whispers. He took a small bite of Alan—'s earlobe intentionally wanting to tease the man.
With one slow motion, Alan managed to make Bianca's body lie on the bed.
Tonight, just like any other night, Alan will return to keep Bianca under his confinement.