
Alan smiled happily when he saw Bianca putting on a special glass of milk chocolate for pregnant women that he made for her. Since this morning, Bianca has been in the bathroom more than five times because of nausea. Even all the food that Bianca ate—risotto and the fruit that she prepared, ended up in the closet.
“You didn't go to work?” Bianca asked, looking at Alan. He was leaning on the head of the bed.
“And left you alone?” Alan exclaimed with a bit of annoyance. He again stroked the sweat on Bianca's forehead.
“I'm fine saj—”
“No! I've contacted Jimmy before and the guy doesn't mind working without me at all. There's still Lucy who can help him.” Alan said in the end. He had already decided that today, he would only stay at home while accompanying Bianca. Going to work is useless if his mind continues to center on the woman.
Bianca smiled happily. He clasped Alan's hand and kissed him for a long time. Thankful that the man was always by her side.
“Sayang.” Call Alan. Bianca opened her closed eyes at a glance to stare at the man. Before long, his smile broke when he found Alan directing his black polaroid camera to photograph him.
Since knowing about her pregnancy, Alan immediately bought a polaroid camera and a fairly thick album. The man told her he wanted to capture all the moments when Bianca was pregnant. After the woman gave birth. Not only when Bianca was smiling, even when she was asleep or lying limp because she continued to feel nauseous, Alan also did not forget to take pictures. Alan just wants, his son will know what his mother's suffering when pregnant.
“Bianca.” Call Alan softly. He had put his camera back on the nightstand and kept his photos on the album. Not to forget, Alan also wrote the date and day on the back of the photo Bianca he just took.
“Ya.” Answer Bianca briefly. His body was laid on the bed. Followed by Alan. After her womb entered the age of three months, Bianca felt that her body was getting tired more easily. Coupled with the *morning*sickness that is becoming.
“Do you better stop working?” Alan asked as he tilted his position. He looked at Bianca fixed with a hand that gently stroked the woman's stomach
“Alan, I can still work. I just need a little break.” Bianca rests her hand on Alan's hand, which is still holding her stomach. He smiled curtly as he landed a brief kiss on the man's cheek. Especially when Alan looked at her lovingly.
“Two days.” Alan said briefly. Now he switched to rubbing the corner of Bianca's lips.
“What?” Bianca looked at Alan not understanding.
“I just let you work two more days.” Answer Alan. He stared fixedly at Bianca, as if telling the woman if her words had just not received a rebuttal sentence. Bianca gave up—more precisely, choosing to obey all the words of the man.
Bianca is well aware that Alan is doing everything for the good of her and their child.
“Thank you.” Bianca whispers a brief kiss on Alan's lips. Next to his hand he put it on the man's waist.
“Only that?” Alan smirked small with a gaze that could not be separated from Bianca's face. His body was getting closer to the woman.
Bianca laughed a little. Then again kissed Alan's lips long enough. Accompanied by a short course.
“Alan!” Bianca shrieked softly as Alan switched to tucking her neck. Followed by a light bite on his shoulder.
“Bianca.” Lirih Alan's. He looked at Bianca with misty eyes—ful of passion. Both of his lips back he put it on Bianca's neck while sipping it strongly. Alan deliberately left some traces of redness there.
“Sayang.” Alan who was focused on playing around on Bianca's neck, suddenly looked up when the woman whispered a loving sentence to her ear. His lips returned a naughty grin.
Slowly, Alan brought his face closer to reach Bianca's lips. Next to his hand he put it on the woman's neck. Bianca smiled, quickly, she opened her mouth to let Alan explore the inside.
***
Jimmy, who had just returned home before dinner, was shocked when he just stepped in and found Jane out of his room alone, without help from Fiona. With impatience, Jimmy ran a little to get to his brother.
“Jane!” Jimmy couldn't believe it. Even to make Fiona who was in the kitchen, running towards the origin of the sound.
“Jimmy—Jane! Yes God.” Just like Jimmy, Fiona also has no power to hold back her shocked screams.
Jane chose to be quiet. Not because he didn't want to talk, but his tongue felt so hard to move. He could only look at Jimmy and Fiona in turn and smile knots.
“I have to call doctor James .” Jimmy quickly grabbed his pants pocket to grab his black phone from inside. His thumb moved agilely over the phone screen while continuing to search for the name of the doctor he entrusted to care for Jane first.
Got it!
Quickly, Jimmy called the doctor. It doesn't matter if he might bother her. Jane's situation is more important to her than anything right now.
“Mr. Davis.” Doctor James cried out in shock from across there. Jimmy's been calling him for a while.
“Doctor, I need you now.” Jimmy said briefly. Sure enough if the doctor understood what he meant.
“Twenty more minutes I arrived there.” Answer doctor James. After disconnecting his phone, Jimmy immediately took Jane to the living room and asked Fiona to bring him a glass of cold water.
***
Not exactly twenty minutes, Doctor James has arrived. Jimmy, who had been waiting for her, immediately took her to Jane's room. The woman had been lying on the bed staring out the window.
“Hai, Jane.” Sapa James is friendly. The man who was younger than Jimmy looked at Jane warmly while smiling gently.
Jane blinked. Feeling familiar with the face that is not far from him. Men with tall bodies, white skin—a little pale, dark brown colored hair as well as a pair of emerald irises looking at him fixedly.
“How are you doing?” Ask James. He gently clasped Jane's hand and gasped in shock as the woman responded with a smile. Especially when a pair of blue eyes Jane looked back fixed.
“Jimmy.” Call James and turn to Jimmy. He asked the man to step a little away from Jane.
“How is it?” Ask Jimmy impatiently. He and James are in the corner of Jane's room.
“Did you take care of him all this time? I mean—after you decided to get her out of the rehab center.”
Initially, Jimmy decided to treat Jane in a special hospital for depression with supervision by an expert doctor. One of them is James. While he was working, Jimmy entrusted James to take care of Jane as well as become the woman's personal psychiatrist. It doesn't matter if he has to pay a lot.
But after two years of treatment, Jane showed no signs of change. Jimmy decides to take care of Jane alone. It wasn't easy for him. Because sometimes Jane suddenly went berserk. But Jimmy did not want to give up, just like Jane who also never gave up to continue to be by his side even though the state of the woman was far from okay.
“Ya.” Jimmy answered briefly.
“Then what about the drugs? Did you routinely give him?” James was still not satisfied with the answer Jimmy gave him.
“Yes. But it's been almost a week I've never given it. I just feel like Jane doesn't need it anymore.”
James stunned. Even without taking the drug, Jane's condition can improve. Enormously. Before long, James smiled wryly as he looked at Jane who was still faithful staring out the window. This time with a sitting position while leaning on the head of the bed.
“How about the circumstances around it?”
Jimmy did not answer. He was confused by the question the doctor had just asked him. But then, Jimmy smiled.
“Jane is surrounded by people who care deeply about her.” Jimmy answered without hesitation. After Fiona's presence, little by little, Jane's condition begins to improve. And when Alan and Bianca first came to her house to see Jane, she responded. Not just winking, not infrequently, Jane always winks a smile or nods slowly when Bianca invites her to speak. When Fiona asks him something.
“Jane isn't the only patient I've ever dealt with. I can't even count how many depressed patients I've had under my watch. Most of them were simply thrown away by their families. Or not infrequently, they leave everything to the doctor without having to bother him. And the only reason they were ashamed of.
Jimmy remained silent. He could not imagine how the patients felt. Just thrown away and ignored. Without a single family. Just because of shame.
“You know, no matter how expensive the medicine. Whatever the hospital. No matter what the doctor handles it, nothing can replace the sincerity and warmth of a family. Even those who have no blood ties, sometimes much more concerned. And I'm sure, that's what indirectly motivates Jane to change.”
James smiled happily as he patted Jimmy's shoulder lightly. From the moment he first met Jane, James knew she would not be cured by drugs. Because she knows, Jane's not a crazy woman.
Jane closed her heart. As well as forcing one of the nervous systems on his body—otak, to reject everything. He never responded to anything anyone else said to him.
“Jane.” Mumbled Jimmy. He can never forget the first time Jane responded to his words by winking. No matter how Jane is, Jimmy will be by her side. He never felt the slightest shame. The only reason he never took Jane out of the house was because he didn't want her to get hurt. Especially to get insulting sentences from people he met.
“Jimmy, stay by his side. Don't ever do the things that make her think you don't want her anymore.” Jimmy stared at James in disbelief. How could he possibly do it. Jane's the only family she has.
“I'm sure, Jane will return to being herself with the support of those around her. To be honest, I can't wait for it.” James and Jimmy both smiled. The two of them returned to Jane who was asleep.
“Jane.” Ogre James. He raised one of his hands up to gently stroke the woman's hair. He hadn't looked at the woman's pair of blue eyes. Undeniably, he felt a little–yah, a little miss.
After saying farewell words to Jane, James and Jimmy immediately stepped out. Don't want to bother that woman any longer. Through the corner of his eye, James again steals a look at Jane before the woman completely disappears from her sight.
***
“Jimmy.” Fiona, who had just changed clothes in the bathroom, gasped in shock when she found Jimmy sitting on the edge of her bed. The man stared at her intensely.
“Fiona.” Jimmy. Fiona smile. With a slow step, he approached Jimmy and stood right in front of the man.
Jimmy looks up. His blue eyes stared fixedly at Fiona's face. Gently, he placed one of his hands on Fiona's nape and pushed the woman's head gently down slightly.
One kiss he managed to land on Fiona's lips.
“Is Jane okay?” Fiona asked, she gently stroked Jimmy's hair. Jimmy's eyes were closed. Enjoyed every touch of the woman on her hair.
“Very good.” Jimmy replied with a smile.
He beckoned Fiona for the woman to sit next to him immediately. He wanted to control the woman's lips.
“Jimmy.” Whisper Fiona. Her lips have been taken over by Jimmy.
The man was******* both of his lips alternately. Sipping slowly. Then it is punctuated with a few small bites.
Tonight, it's going to be an intoxicating night for Jimmy and Fiona. The sound of a sigh or sigh of restraint that escaped from Fiona's lips became an early sign, if Jimmy would not let him sleep just like that.
Sorry if something is wrong. About this depression I get only through the internet with limited info. So if there may be experts in the field, please comment and give input, advice or correction so that I can improve.
Thanks~~