The LOVE Of Guardian's

Chapter 58.

You're pregnant, but a miscarriage.

Kenanga was speechless hearing the statement from Alfin just now. His brain stopped operating. But a second later, he felt his chest throb. His heart hurt for some reason.

But instead of directly believing it, the woman looked back at Alfin. Now with an incredulous look. Face shrinks.

"I what?" re-tanyanya.

"Pregnant." replied Alfin.

"But?" kenanga.

"But miscarriage." Alfin said.

Kenanga's forehead is shrinking deeper and deeper. It felt impossible and strange about how she got pregnant, even though she and Alfin..

Wait

They've done it.

"The doctor said your stomach was hit by a lot of hard collisions and that's what makes the fetus unsafe. But I got it. And no one blames you for this. After all you can be like this because you are struggling to defend the country." continued Alfin with a calmer tone even though his face still looks confused. It was clearly undeniable that grief was trailing his tyrannical face. Moreover, seeing Kenanga who was silent, Alfin became more unbearable. However, the man felt that he had failed to take care of his family until something like this happened.

And Kenanga was clearly shocked after hearing Alfin's repeated statements. His heart began to believe everything.

And Kenanga knew, thanks to Alfin's statement, her world seemed to just collapse.

"Kenanga." call Alfin when Kenanga is silent for a few minutes.

Kenanga's lips twitched, "Is it because of Satya's pursuit?" tanyakanya. "I realized I was beaten a lot. And stupidly I didn't realize there was anything else in me. Stupid me." he continued to curse himself.

Alfin quietly wiped his tears down from seeing how fragile his wife was now. The man clasped Kenanga's hand on his stomach.

"It's not your fault. Everything has become His decree." said Alfin.

Kenanga immediately shook her head, "No, Alfin. If I could be more sensitive to myself, if I were not selfish, none of this would happen. I know our relationship is still not at the point where we can be a loving couple but the presence of a child is very important. I'm sorry." Just the time Alfin saw Kenanga speaking at length without her flat expression. And all the words of Kenanga contain a lot of pain for them.

Kenanga turned her face away from Alfin, "I want to be alone. Can you leave me for a minute?" suddenly doors.

"Yin' yin..." Alfie suddenly panicked.

"If you think I'm going to poke my veins or hang myself then throw your mind away." said Kenanga understood what Alfin thought.

"You sure?" ask Alfin.

Kenanga.

Alfin somewhat hesitantly proved he did not move from his seat after that until Kenanga turned back and saw clearly the expression of concern that was visible on her husband's face.

"Please Fin, I just want to calm down." Pinta Kenanga was weak and slow.

Alfin finally nodded, he realized that his wife needed space to digest and accept everything that happened especially a bitter incident like this.

"Please promise that you will not do anything that goes beyond your limits. You must understand and know that I will always be there for you. We're going to get through this all together" Alfin said firmly.

Alfin sighed slowly, then started to get up. Swiping on Kenanga's soft hair, something she had never done before then walked out of the room.

Chequelek

The door was closed from the outside by Alfin and now in the all-white room it leaves only Kenanga. Kenanga who was initially silent now began to close her eyes, unconsciously the melt of tears that had been held back from earlier slid down. The woman cried without a sound.

Women as strong as Kenanga can also cry. His heart which he said was as hard as a rock was also only the heart of a human being.

Today she is not a respected lieutenant. But today she is a mother who failed to look after her future child. A mother who is inhuman.

Forgive mom, son, said Kenanga with a line of regretful sentences that she hoped to hear her son who had been in the arms of the Creator.

***

The banner sat with Bagas in the hospital garden. After the revelation of the astonishing fact, Bagas chose to go and be alone in the hospital garden. The pitying banner finally caught up with him.

"Kapt, are you okay?" ask Panji.

Bagas sighed and smiled, "Who makes you sympathize? Am I the one who is so pathetic? Or the current sad state?" a line of questions slid from Bagas' mouth.

Panji fixed his sitting position then looked at the garden fountain with a distant gaze, "Both. But to be honest, it's Kapt who looks the saddest."

"Why?" ask Bagas.

"Kapt knew that kapt had many questions about what was happening, wanted a reasonable explanation for why this could all happen but Kapt chose silence. Kapt let everyone focus on what to focus on first: the health of the Lieutenant. Kapt holds Kapt's own ego. And if Kapt wants, Kapt can demand an explanation today. But Kapt didn't do it. And that's what makes Kapt look even more pathetic. Kapt was stuck alone with a million questions in Kapt's head." Panji explained at length.

"7 years ago I liked it. Always adore her in silence and keep praying that God would ask her to be my partner. When I first met her, I fell in love with her. I put my taste on him and hope that someday it will reach him." said Bagas smiling.

"If Kapt has liked the lieutenant all that time, why not just say it first?" ask Panji curiously.

"If I could do it, I would have done it a long time ago" said Bagas. "But then there were some things that prevented him from saying it."

"What is Kapt?"

"This past few years Kenanga has been in trouble with her papa. Since the death of Captain Nike, Kenanga and her papa's relationship has been strained. It's all because Kenanga knew about her papa's affair. That's why Kenanga withdraws from everything about men because she doesn't want to be like her cheated mother. That's why Kenanga also decided to become a TNI so that she was getting busy and did not need to think about romantic relationships." said Bagas.

"If it is like that then why can the Lieutenant marry Doctor Alfin? Moreover, his marriage is also kept secret from us? I'm not even sure besides the boss, all the members in our unit must not know knowing." penni penni was confused.

Bagas sighed, "On that I don't know either."

"What's the captain's next move?"

Bagas was silent for quite a while.

"Kapt, just a reminder that Kapt should not pursue the Lieutenant again. He already has a life companion." continued Panji in a cautious tone.

Bagas stared at the fountain that stood majestic.

"I know." replied Bagas with a pushy, empty look.