The LOVE Of Guardian's
Chapter 5. My Flower Is Falling
Today the body of Syafira will be returned to the homeland. And to wait for the time of their departure, Alfin took the time to go to his lover's flat to clean up the belongings of Syafira.
It had been ten minutes Alfin had cleared the belongings of Syafira. He included books, stationery and even Syafira's favorite painting tools. Alfin tried to toughen up even though his heart was still tight.
And the flat was the most stifling place for the man. Because this is where all longings that are held for a long time can be channeled. Frequently seeing Syafira's smiling face welcoming him, Alfin's fatigue during the direct flight dissipated. And in this flat, traces of Syafira's life can be found.
Alfin stopped his activities. He looked around Syafira's flat. Nothing has changed. Alfin took a breath, the faint scent of Syafira even still smelled in his sense of smell. Nothing had changed except the owner of the house, who was now peacefully lying in a coffin.
Alfin somehow felt crowded so much more. He repeatedly took a breath and exhaled slowly. Dispel pain realized with tears.
After calming down, Alfin returned to tidy up Syafira's belongings into the box. Until his hand took a pink diary, Syafira's favorite object. Alfie decided to read it a little.
On the first page, the beautiful writing of Syafira is visible. And the girl's self-data is written neatly there.
This book belongs to Syafira Azalea
**Date of birth: 06 June 199**5
Status: Lover dr. Alfin Adendra is the most handsome
(Psst: it was Alfin who wrote it himself-_-)
Alfin chuckles. He remembered that he was the one who wrote the words of dr. Alfin's the most handsome.
After that he turned the next page.
Barcelona, Spain 18^^^
I'm really sad. And apologize to Alfin because of me, our relationship should be at a distance. Although Alfin drove me, but I felt unable. Long distance relationship for many years. What if Alfin seduced the woman there? I can't imagine it!
Alfin is a handsome guy who has a lot of fans. Obviously I'm worried. Because what? Because I'm not a pretty girl. I can say I am lucky to be loved by him. Oh, my God, my guy is so sweet!
But I have a solution. If Alfin is tempted, I will immediately lift my foot from Spain and drag him to KUA!
Alfin chuckled, reading Syafira's typical penuy ngegas writing. He still remembers in the first days of their separation, Syafira often called him. And do you know what the first sentence is when their connection is connected?
You're not tempted by chili women, are you?
And upon hearing his question, Alfin laughed out loud. It's so funny the way Syafira keeps her from losing her.
After satisfied nostalgia on the first page, Alfin continued reading on the second page. This time, Syafira told about their first meeting after separation.
Barcelona, Spain 18^^^
Finally Alfin came to see me! I was so happy that I almost fell out of my bed. He'll be here tomorrow morning. And I, as the happiest woman in the world, have to take care of my face so that when I meet Alfin, she is not ashamed to hold me, hehe. Usually I don't really care even though I have a plain face without makeup in front of him. He still loves me, doesn't he? It's just Barcelona, Spain. Of course I have to have a little face and self-esteem while traveling with the most handsome creatures in the land of people, right?
Anyway, I'm very happy. Alfin, I'll see you tomorrow! I'll hold back my longing in 12 hours
"When did Syafira senarsis?" murmured Alfin tickled.
Alfin immediately regained his senses, "Ah, so that's the reason, he went berserk as I tried to read his diary. So here's why. She was ashamed that I knew how much she loved me." she smiled.
But before long, Alfin again let out his smile. Behind his happiness knowing the true feelings of Syafira, but he also felt sad at the same time. Because the owner of this diary is gone. And there is nothing to be told and mocked for this outpouring of hearts when the person is no more.
Alfin sighed loudly. He closed the book and put it in his jacket pocket. He will read the rest at home.
***
Departure time is almost here. After taking care of the last administrative requirements, the plane finally departed from the airport to Jakarta.
A dozen hours later, they arrived at the airport. And the family of Shafira and the family of Alfin were waiting for their return. And as soon as he saw the coffin containing Syafira, his family immediately cried hysterically. While Alfin who looked lethargic was held tightly by Alan.
"It's okay. Everything will be fine." comfort Alan rubbed Alfin's frail back.
After that, Syafira's body was immediately taken to the funeral home. Alfin and his family and Satya were also there. They sat in the front seats after changing into all-black clothes. At Alfin's head, a black peci was also worn.
The sound of yasin echoed throughout the courtyard of the great house of Syafira. And Alfin could only sit weakly with an empty look. Alan also approached his brother who looked frustrated.
"Drink first to be refreshed" said Alan tossed a bottle of drinking water in front of Alfin.
Alfin just took it without saying anything. Alan sat down next to his sister.
"Everything is not eternal. Everything is just a gift from God. Will be taken again at any time without having to know when. God has the power to give and take without our permission. We can only take it."
"I knew. What I regret a little is that Syafira just died. He killed himself? I'm not even sure it's real" said Alfin Pilu.
"You don't think he died because he ended his own life?"
Alfin fell silent with teary eyes.
"According to the news that Mas heard, Syafira was poisoned by strychinine which resulted in his immediate absence" Alan said in a cautious tone.
Alfin stared intently at Alan, "He's an artist not a farmer. Why would he poison himself with such pesticide drugs?" press Alfin.
Alan remained silent. He no longer opened his mouth so that Alfin would not get emotional.
Alfin turned his body again forward, "I'm sure this isn't on Syafira's will. He must have been killed, this accident was no coincidence. And I will catch the culprit." sizzled Alfin with a sharp highlight.
***
Syafira Cemetery is being held. Alfin, Satya and Alan are in charge of burying him. And from that moment everyone's tears kept on pouring out. No exception Alfin, who desperately held back tears until his face turned red. He tried not to dirty his lover's shroud by her tears.
Alfin trembled to lay Syafira in his final resting place. After Syafira's body was placed in a burrow, they buried it. And it didn't take long, Syafira's body was covered in red soil. At the end, a headboard has been plugged in.
...Syafira...
...bint...
...Nurmans...
...Died: 18 September 2020...
After that, various colorful fragrant flowers are sprinkled in Syafira's new home. And Alfin had no power to hold back his tears when he doused his beloved's grave with rose water. He cried as he pleased and was immediately hugged by his mother.
All the family members who were there also felt Alfin's sadness. A man who is said to be a leader who must be strong and tough is basically still a human being. A man who will be sad and feel broken when his most loved ones no longer breathe the same air. Men have the right to cry too. Not to show how weak and frail, but as a sign that the departure of the most loved person is very valuable in his life. Like the most precious and fully embedded Shafira in him. When to be assumed, Syafira is a beautiful flower that must fall because of malay. And Alfin as his tree, could only be firm and continue to stand even though his heart was heartbroken.
Alfin, the tree, has lost its most beautiful and meaningful flower.
But that doesn't mean he'll fall forever. The departure of Syafira is only part of the phase of his life that must and will certainly occur. And Alfin had to accept it sincerely and walk back to see his next life.
***
On the other hand, Kenanga was walking with her hands grasping a basket of fruits. His face was so flat it even felt like he was about to eat people. He walked straight in search of a room.
Guess where Kenanga is now?
He's in the hospital. Although he said he did not want to come but his legs were unconsciously here. And inevitably, he had to visit the new family of his father who was happy because of the arrival of the first child.
Kenanga finally arrived at the intended treatment room. After adjusting her breath, Kenanga knocked on the door and went straight inside.
Inside, there is his father, Rafa and his new wife, Linda and their newborn baby. And Linda's mother, Mayang, hated her.
Everyone inside was shocked because they did not expect Kenanga's arrival.
"Kenanga." call Rafa in disbelief that his daughter's coming.
"Don't misunderstand me. I'm here on Om Akra's errand." said Kenanga flatly.
"Please sit down" said Rafa was unable to cover his happiness. Despite Akra's orders, he was still happy that his daughter would come after not seeing him for a year.
"I was just for a moment. It's a parcel from me." Kenanga handed over the fruit basket. He stood in his place.
"Thank you Kenanga." said Rafa.
"Either. Excuse me." said Kenanga suddenly.
"Eh, you're not sitting down? Meet your sister?" prevent Rafa's.
Kenanga was about to open her mouth when Mayang interrupted her cynically.
"He certainly would not want to see his sister let alone admit it." he said.
"Mom." said Linda.
The corner of Kenanga's lips lifted, she then turned to look at Mayang.
"You are good at guessing. I really don't like families picking up trash."
"Kenanga." rebuked Rafa.
"I'm sorry if I'm not polite" he said casually.
Mayang screeched, "You should be destined to be abandoned. Your behavior without the grammar is truly unfortunate. When your family is taken, don't blame anyone else. Blame it on you and your mother" said Mayang spicy.
Kenanga smiled more and more. He didn't seem offended but he was very emotional.
"I was equipped with martial skills with black belt predicate in each different flow. And martial skills among them were used to punch a useless mouth that was shameless." cynical Kenanga.
"Yet, don't act disrespectful!" rafa's reprimand is much louder.
"Sorry, because my mother said, don't be polite to people who are not polite to us" said Kenanga.
"Yang.." hiss Rafa.
"Oh, I'm busy. Excuse me." Kenanga just walked out of the room.
After coming out of the crowded room, he fell silent as his body leaned against the wall next to the outpatient room.
After getting rid of the tightness and upset, the woman immediately left without looking back again.
***
Alfin, a heartbroken man, ran for the afternoon around the park which was far from the house of Syafira. This is how the man dispels stress, by running small in the afternoon.
The black hoodie man continued to run around the park. He had already run fifteen rounds nonstop. His face was flat without a smile.
Alfin continued running until the park was quiet. One by one people left him who continued to torture his feet nonstop. Until the golden afternoon cloud turned black. The sound of thunder and lightning was heard.
Duarr
Tests
Tests
The rain immediately fell heavily and immediately soaked the garden courtyard. Alfin's clothes got wet. The man stopped to wipe his face after pulling his hood over his head and ran back. He was lazy to have to avoid the rain.
***
Kenanga, a twenty-six-year-old woman, ran around the park around her apartment building.
After she came from the hospital, Kenanga ran straight to the apartment garden. His dark green hoodie was already drenched in sweat. But he did not want to stop and continued running.
Until Kenanga stopped running when the sound of rain drops accompanied by lightning echoed. Kenanga raised her palm, feeling the raindrops gradually getting bigger.
"Lately it's been raining a lot." muttered Kenanga.
After that, Kenanga pulled her hood into her head and ran inside the apartment building.
