THE LOVE OF FATE

I AM A STRONG WOMAN

💌 LOVE OF FATE 💌

 

🍀 HAPPY READING 🍀

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ALVIN SMITH'S

...I tie the word in my inner eye, I feel in my heart, I swallow the dominating pain and I must say firmly, I am a strong woman....

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Eleanor sped up her steps as she went down the stairs. While in the corridor of the hospital Ele even half ran.

"Ele wait," Amira decides to go after him.

With the pace getting faster without looking back. He did not care about Amira's calling. Ele took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. He ran out through the main door of St.Maria hospital to the car park. Ele quickly entered and hit the door of her car firmly.

He turned the key inside the contact, then turned on the engine of his car. Ele stepped on her gas pedal in a hurry, resulting in a tire squeak that swiped the road.

"Ele, don't leave me!" Shouted Amira.

Ele can only see Amira from the rearview mirror in the middle of her car. He did not care about the screams of Amira. Ele kept her car away from the hospital.

Amira exhaled while holding her knees. He tried to run after her. But the car was gone. He really can't stop it.

Along the way Ele just pondered. I don't know why this incident made her heart so sick. Tightness makes it difficult to breathe. Remembering her tough life journey. Ele was like a desperate woman and there was no hope of rising again.

"I bind the words in my inner eye, I feel faint in my heart, I swallow the dominating pain and I must say firmly, I am a strong woman."

The words he deliberately strung together like a spell for him, so that he was always strong. But he was not as strong as expected. After all this was created, it was just the flow of pain. The pain that had hardened which then made Ele's soul petrified.

Can't take it anymore, he pulled his car over by the lake. That place is deserted. Ele got out of that car. He walked on until he reached the lake. His head looked up. His face shriveled as it held back the crying. His breath gushed and entered through his open mouth. He bends down and holds his knees, trying to stabilize the breath that goes up and down so quickly.

Ele stood up and looked up at the sky. His heart was claustrophobic, his mind was in chaos. Why does life have to be like this? Not as beautiful as he imagined. Excommunicated and must be in this village.

"Is it wrong for me to dream of real happiness?" Ele cried while crying as the tightness filled her chest.

"I'm sick of all this." Ele shouted there. His hands formed a mouthpiece in front of his mouth. His face was pursed, holding back his tears from coming out. But her tears were always free to fall on her cheeks.

Ele closed her eyes with both hands. He really cannot control his current emotional feelings. Ele just wants to share her grief. But I don't know who he can lean on. Angan is the bud of a asa, a delusion is a dream and a desire. After all this time Ele lived in the mud of pain, in a small house that should have made her happy. But all is not as beautiful as his wish.

"Would it be wrong if I fantasized that I wanted to be loved by my brother? want to be fully appreciated? And was it wrong of me to do that, as a result of the terrible treatment of my stepfather? I have to go that far?" Ele's voice was getting quieter. He could not continue his sentence. His shoulders were trembling because he could not hold back his cries.

"I am a helpless child, I am also human. My feeling is as a whole woman who wants to be cared for, given affection."

"I feel lonely, you always let me be cold for the night. I feel hurt when you always come to laugh at me and take away my rights. Then after you got it you threw away my feelings as a useless sister."

"I am not a robot created to meet your needs. I am not a volunteer who should always pay attention to it and should not expect a little reward. That the life I've been living is not so pleasant that I wish someone would come to get me out of this drab uncertainty."

Ele kept moaning and crying there. Crying so badly. Because of his ruined plantation, all the pain of his life was again. His face shriveled, he tried to breathe even as he pleased. Ele's body trembled more and more, her tears continuously flowing down her chin. He crouched down while keeping his mouth shut. Both of his brothers did not care about him at all.

Ele remembered her mother's words. And all of that is true. Time goes on, but time never follows. Slowly, slowly. Enjoy every second. Ele wants to calm down and enjoy every process. Not wanting to remember that bitter incident.

One thing keeps Ele hopeful, because she believes in miracles. Feelings that never get tired even though they are often beaten. Repeatedly wounded and empty. But choose to stay strong. Even when he was killed so cruelly, this feeling still lingered. Pain is not something to be explained. It's just that Ele was forced to become stronger that can't be described. Something that is not visible, but makes it last despite repeatedly falling awake. Although tight filled the heart space. However, he believed, that is what is called life. Must stay, no matter what happens.

After being quite calm, Ele took a deep breath. He got up and looked ahead. Then he stepped into his car. Now the feeling is calm and much better. He took his car out of the lake and went back to the hospital. He could not leave Amira there. Only Amira was always there when she felt sad.

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WHILE ON THE OTHER SIDE.

"It's all over..." Inner Arlo.

An hour has passed they have traveled. Tired not to recede. Arlo was even more excited. A smile of victory clearly flashed on his face. They stopped again. The scenery of natural beauty and green expanse from the mountains immediately welcomed Arlo's arrival.

"You keep an eye on the surroundings" said Arlo, exiting the car and walking towards a hut on the side of the road with a suitcase in his hand. Edric was already waiting for Arlo's arrival and smiled when he saw Arlo had arrived.

"Hey dude, how are you?" said Arlo smiling sumringah.

"Where's my payment?" Ask Edric to the point.

Arlo immediately handed over the suitcase he had brought earlier. Edrick checked it out and it was all worth the pay.

"How is he doing?"

"As we agreed, he's not dead. But he seems to have lost his memory."

"I don't care, the important thing is that you clean him up." Proudly and powerfully Arlo smiled smrik. "Do you do as I tell you?"

"Everything's safe and I've paid the hospital bills as you ordered."

The corner of his lips immediately curved upwards. Edric is always reliable, both in any case, he can help him quickly and anytime when needed. "good. I hope he can't remember his past anymore. That shanty place, suits him."

Edric just smiled thinly there.

"Thank you."

"Together dude, call me anytime. I'm ready to help you. But on one condition, the pay should be appropriate."

"of course. You don't have to worry about it." Arlo further refined the curvature of his lips. Now all the plans are going well. The Smiths won't be able to trace Alvin's whereabouts. A haughty man like Alvin would be destroyed in a matter of seconds. The plan that has been laid out so neatly so far. Arlo smiled again. Until Edric realized it.

"You look happy dude. Do you have any other plans I don't know about?" edric asked, looking at Arlo for a long time. He sees Arlo now not as Arlo knows him.

Arlo smiled with a thin grin. "I'll get what I want" he said flat and cold.

Edric knitted his eyebrows together, "Getting how dude, explain it well, so I understand." Edric was a little curious.

"I'll be in power in a matter of seconds in the Smith family." The answer was short but managed to make Edric laugh.

"Hey dude, what do you mean?" Edric laughed again and realized Arlo's sense of humor was getting better. He laughed until his shoulders were lifted. "You really are a dude's dream, how did you get the Smith family fortune. You're just a kid who was taken to an orphanage." Edric laughed more.

"You don't believe I can get the Smith family's fortune" Arlo said with his eyes crossed.

Edric's eyes are perfectly rounded, "so you're serious, dude?"

"Do you think I've ever played around with my words?"

"Gosh," Edric was so surprised, "What don't-don't that guy be...?"

"I don't have time anymore. Next time I'll answer all your questions." Said Arlo coming out of that shack.

"Arlo, answer me!" Call Edric constantly yelling out to Arlo who keeps moving away from him. He did not expect that the man he was harmed was the son of the Smith family. He knew the Smith Family was a very powerful man.

"Well?" call again.

But Arlo did not answer him, he only responded with a wave of his hand. Not looking back just looking straight ahead. He put on his glasses and kept stepping on his car.

SERIATE.....

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