
๐ LOVE OF FATE ๐
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...I should have just taken off. There is no need to hurt his feelings or be cold and thin. He is innocent and knows nothing....
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Ele clutched her hand so tightly. It is like being in a vacuum. Full of pressure, restraint and coercion. Ele closed her eyes and held her breath for a moment. He strengthened his heart to face Alvin.
"You should go back Alvin." Said Ele with trembling lips. His voice was almost inaudible.
Alvin's face stiffened. "What do you mean, baby?"
"You have to go back to your family."
DEG!
Alvin strengthened his heart. He really can't do that. She looked at Ele with teary eyes. "I have to go back?" alvin's eyebrows swooped sharply. Look at Ele with a million feelings.
"Yes, you have to go back!"
"I can't do it. I can't leave you, Ele. And that never occurred to me. I love you so much." Alvin confirmed his words.
Ele kelu, throwing her face, staring into the distance. Alvin cannot accept his decision. Like Ele also can not accept the shocking reality about Alvin. That Alvin was married and his wife was none other than his own half-brother.
"Yes, I know it must have hurt Alvin. But if we don't end it, it will add to the wound for both of us. So we better stop this."
Alvin nodded again. "To part ways is not possible. We can talk about it well. I beg!" His words were raucous and trembling.
"But I can't Alvin. I don't even want to continue this relationship."
Alvin tightened his jaw. His heart was like it was being hit at this moment. He closed his eyes with a million pains in his chest.
โWhat are they threatening you dear?โ the sound of the flow keeps the shakes.
โNobody threatened me. It's about my heart,โ said Ele.
โWhat is my status? haven't we talked about that?โ his pursuit. โOr are you getting bored? I can fix it. Whatever I do for you. I'll make sure to make you happy Ele.โ Alvin was soft and smooth suddenly emotionally. His voice is rising.
Ele glared, staring at Alvin with a biting fury and pain. Alvin still looked at Ele and demanded an answer.
Ele was still silent, still finding excuses. It's also hard for him. But if he rocked, this would not bring good.
"Ele, I said, baby, we've been through it together. Don't be like this, please!"
Alvin still stared at the frozen Ele and the mute who did not speak. There was a clear shadow in his eyes, which was ready to fall in a single blink.
โYou are not the right man for me. You ... just a mistake,โ denounced Ele later. The pain came back to bite him.
Alvin laughed but made no sound. He rubbed his face violently. โCannot be!โ his hissing with a wounded face.
His words must have been silenced in Alvin's heart. Ele turned her face away not wanting to look at Alvin. Ele must not be weak, must not feel pity. Alvin was a mistake in his life. His past mistakes are beyond repair. It's been stored too long in the fold of time. There are many hearts that will be hurt. Ele hates this fact. Allura is one of the reasons that this relationship cannot continue.
โAfter everything we've lived together, you can say that,โ the sound is soft and flattened. Almost like a whisper.
โI just realized, you are a man who does not deserve my love,โ stressed Ele. He felt he had become a heartless man. The desire to hurt his feelings was so strong, that Alvin could let go.
โWhy should you lie to your feelings Ele?โ
Ele tergugu's. His tongue was too thick to speak. Ele could only sigh. Unraveling the restless bond in his heart. She was still silent, Ele still felt the tremor in her heart. The feeling he hates. The feeling that hurt his heart. To be honest, he was so hurt here.
"I told you, if you really love me. Unhand me! You have to go back to your family. And you can't hold me, Alvin."
"But I can't. I can't get through it without you."
Ele shook her head, trying to strengthen her heart, she couldn't lose to this feeling." I'm sure you can get through it and you can move forward without thinking about me. Destiny is not on our side and we can't be together."
"Don't be like this Ele, I...." Alvin couldn't continue his sentence. His eyes looked red withstanding all the arcing feelings. Sorrow, pain and disappointment. Everything mixed into one. He himself did not know how else to do it. This reality is too painful.
Ele let out a short breath. From his face he tried to be calm. Ele exhaled her breath. Locking his gaze to Alvin, assures the man that they can't be together. "Your wife is my half-brother, Alvin." Finally, Ele was honest.
Time seems to stop. Alvin felt a gripping silence. That sentence so quickly slipped into his heart. Alvin tried to understand and understand. No way! all she knew was that Ele hated her half-brother so much? and they have a bad past. Alvin took in his breath which felt tight. Right now his heart was like it was scratched by a wound sprinkled with lime.
"Did you hear that? your wife is the dark past of my life. I hate him so much. I think you know that. I don't even want to get into my past circles that hurt me, Alvin."
Alvin closed his eyes, he took a deep breath that felt so stifling. "Why should it be like this? We can go far away, so that everyone can't find us anymore."
Ele folded her hands in front of her chest while exhaling a short breath. "I'll go far away Alvin, but not with you."
DEG!
Alvin's heart skipped a beat inside his chest cavity. His eyes were straight at Ele. "What do you mean Ele, go far?"
"Yes, I'll go far and I won't stay here anymore."
The sound of even Alvin's breath was stuck in his chest and choked there. Alvin swallowed his saliva repeatedly. His face stiffened and could not speak. All he could do was catch his breath that felt tight.
"Don't be like this, Ele." Alvin looked sad.
"You must know and understand that imposing the impossible will not do us any good in our relationship. Will we hurt each other and hurt each other? parting and taking it off is the answer to ending this relationship. You have to choose one. Stay put but your family keeps hurting me? or parting for the good of all?"
Alvin Heeeeeee exhaled as she closed her eyes, trying to calm her feelings. He took a deep breath and swallowed his saliva repeatedly. How could he part with the woman he loved so soon? Alvin opened his mouth, took a breath and looked up. He is so frustrated at the moment.
"Back Alvin. You have to live your life. We start well and we have to end well too."
"Does it have to be like that?" alvin said in his lowest voice. His nose and eyes began to turn red, withstanding the pain that began to be felt in his nose. Alvin took his breath back. Her watery eyes held back tears, she looked up to hold back her tears from coming out.
Upon hearing that, Ele could only clench her hands so tightly. I feel like crying. But Ele held him back. He could only catch his breath while closing his eyes. It hurt so much that he could not breathe.
"Ele,, I beg you we can..."
"Please stop! why are you being selfish Alvin. I told you I can't continue this relationship anymore." Ele raised her voice and cried there. He can't take it anymore.
Alvin took his breath, strengthening his mind. Is this sick? His heart is beating fast. He got up and faced Ele. Locking his eyes on the woman who made him weak. Weak for love and crying Ele.
"Well, if that's what you want. I'm gonna let you go. But for me it might take some time to stop this feeling."
DEG..
DEG
DEG
Ele's heart was racing. All the sense of instantaneously raged within him. He could not breathe properly while listening to those words. Ele looked at him with a pushy look. His feelings are now uncertain.
Alvin's eyes are glazed. "I'm going to go back to my family and start a new life the way you want." Alvin lowered his head. Tears of pain dripped on the floor.
Ele was getting harder to breathe, her heart was getting hit hard.
"Take care. Be a strong woman." Alvin was unable to stem his heartache anymore. He immediately turned his body around and left Ele there.
At the sight of Alvin's arrival, Marvel quickly bent his torso. Some of his men pulled the lid marks and gave way to Alvin.
While Ele was still there. Eyes glazed. Oxygen supply seemed reluctant to enter his lungs. He was getting harder to breathe, when he saw Alvin's shadow getting further away from him.
Ahhhhh... Her tears rolled down her cheeks. Head lowered. He let the feeling in his heart break into pieces. Desperate as not the way to recover his heart that is not intact. His heart is now numb.
There is nothing bad about a goodbye. God must leave a meaning that we have not realized the purpose behind it all. Just like the story of Ele and Alvin who had to run aground when the flowers of love flourished in their hearts.
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