THE LOVE OF FATE

I'M NOT GOING

💌 LOVE OF FATE 💌

 

🍀 HAPPY READING 🍀

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...I love you sincerely that means unconditional. I declared it legitimately, using the seal of love....

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Early in the morning, the rain was still pouring heavily on this village. And until now the rain spots still accompany the atmosphere this morning. Alvin was not at all closed, he was still sitting in the corner of his room feeling sad. He sat on the floor leaning his back against the bed with his knees up and his hands on his feet.

Clumps of clouds that are arranged accompanied by lightning or lightning that breaks the silence with the remnants of rain that still faithfully accompany Alvin today. Alvin's room room was so gripping as if representing his heart. Today's weather represents his sad feelings. Knowing facts that are too painful for him.

"Aargggg.....!" Alvin growled while clutching his head. She squeezed her hair rough. Alvin tried to recall pieces of his memory. He hopes that life in his past will be re-played, which continues to incarnate into a tangled thread that never breaks down in his brain.

"Why is it so hard to restore these memories?" Alvin clutched his head so tightly. He let out a frustrated breath. His head grew heavy and his chest was torn to shreds, his heart dying. His defense is shaky, he needs someone to let go of the tightness in his chest.

Alvin looked out, He wanted to strengthen his heart, but he was increasingly unable, the feeling of the wound was increasingly scratching his heart and he could not express it with words. Knowing the fact that he was married. Alvin smiled miris.

Alvin tried to control his feelings. He breathed his breath out. The tightness inside his chest he could not describe. He loved Ele very much. To leave him was like a nightmare to him. It was different for that simple girl. The energy in his body seemed to be lost somewhere, now all that was left was a sense of sadness and helplessness. This pain was eating away at his soul. His entire body trembled and his fingers felt cold. He went back to grab her hair. Release emotions.

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TWO DAYS LATER.

Alvin still locked himself in the room and remained silent. Self-cursing. Curses around. Condemn circumstances. My thoughts are messed up, all feelings are mixed. Sad, angry, disappointed. Hate is the right word, but he is confused as to who he hates. Should he blame his amnesia?

Alvin took his breath, he knew Ele must have been hurt. He must have been devastated when he heard that he was married. Ele tried to avoid it. If they cross paths, Ele is silent and does not say hello. He even chose to sleep at Amira's house. Of course it makes Alvin tortured.

However, there is one thing that always makes Alvin can not help his smile. Ele always prepared a meal for him. She always wrote a sweet message on paper. He wrote down everything that made the food look special. If Ele prepared eggs, to be more enjoyable, He wrote the message 'Eggs; with a picture of the chicken laying eggs and a symbol of spirit. And when the food she made was not so special, Ele also pinned a message that read, "Sorry, we're out of food." But Ele did not forget to always include a smile symbol there. Alvin smiled, but his eyes glazed over. He breathed with his mouth open.

"How could I leave you Ele, you're making my life more colorful." Alvin's shoulders are shaking. He could not hold back his tears. Is this sick God? Alvin took his breath and exhaled it all at once. He tried to calm his feelings.

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While Ele paced in front of Alvin's room while holding the tray in her hand. Two days was enough for him to calm down. Now Ele must accept all this. Against all thoughts that slowly continue to weaken it. Circumstances made him realize that this would bring nothing in his life. Even happiness. For all he knew, the path he was about to walk would not be this small. Alvin has to go back to his family. He must realize that Alvin is married. Ele must realize and accept this fact, that Alvin was not created for her.

It should not be a burden on Alvin expectations without thinking about the feelings of the Alvin family. Letting Alvin live a happy life is the most peaceful path Ele might do well. This time not for him, but for Alvin, the man who once adorned his heart. Today Ele is ready to give up her love.

A few moments when Ele bowed, He was silent for a while, before long walking again. This is the second day Alvin locked himself in a room.

Tok...buttons..tok...!

"Alvin.." -..." Call Ele gently while knocking on Alvin's room door quietly.

There was no word from the inside, Ele knocked on the door again. "Alvin, can I come in? I brought you your favorite food."

Alvin smiled faintly, then took a short breath. He got up from his seat to open the door. The look on his face was dull, his eyes were puffy, his hair was disheveled. It was not the Alvin he knew. His body looks even thinner.

"Look, I brought you some food." said Ele with a sweet smile.

"Thank you, baby."

When he heard the words, his heart rippled. He closed his eyes while squeezing the tray in his hand. A few seconds later, Ele smiled.

"Eat yuk!" Ele walked up and sat down on the side of the bed.

Alvin followed her and sat down beside Ele. He took a heavy breath as Ele behaved like nothing had happened. Alvin took the tray from Ele's hand.

"Hmmm.. You can feel the smell of my cooking that immediately absorbs the sense of smell, right? Really drugging the mind to quickly enjoy it. So, you're gonna have to spend it, yeah!" ele smiled gently at Alvin.

Ele frowned, "You don't like it?" Ele's face turned sad. "You know, I went to the market early in the morning just to get these ingredients."

Alvin took a deep breath. He knows it. Because Alvin couldn't sleep at all these days. When Ele went in and out, Alvin knew.

"So eat! I'll prepare your favorite meal before you leave the village." Ele said smilingly as she showed her row of teeth.

DEG!

Alvin's face changed. His heart immediately skipped a beat inside his chest. He looked hard at Ele.

"What do you mean?"

Ele smiled faintly. "You have to go back to your family Alvin." He took one and gave it to Alvin. "Eat! you know my heart hurts if you don't touch it."

Alvin lowered Ele's hand from the front of his face. "I don't want Ele back, I'll stay here with you. Whatever the reason is." Alvin said firmly. He put the tray next to her and got up from his seat. Alvin stood behind Ele.

Ele clutched her own hand while exhaling her breath through her mouth. He knew that Alvin would have a hard time accepting this. Alvin has to go back to his family. Ele couldn't help it, let alone being given seven days. This kind of atmosphere made Ele even more uncomfortable. He got up and stood right behind Alvin.

"Alvin, I know it's hard for you. But your family is waiting for you. They're worried about you, especially your wife. You don't feel sorry for them?" When saying the word wife, Ele confirmed the sentence, so that Alvin realized that he was married.

Hearing that, Alvin let out his breath violently. He turned around and locked his gaze towards Ele. Not guessed at all.

"I told you I don't want to go back. I never married Ele."

Hearing that Ele took a breath with her mouth open. "How do you know, if you haven't married Alvin? you're just a man who's lost his memory and doesn't remember your past. You should be aware that your wife is pregnant with your child." Said Ele firmly suppressing her words.

"Then from that, wait until my memory returns. I'm gonna leave you."

"Are you crazy? Don't make things worse Alvin. I beg!"

"Whatever! obviously I won't leave this village, before my memory returns."

"But we can't be like this Alvin, I can't hold you back like this."

Unable to stand it, Alvin stepped forward, held Ele's waist and pushed her until her back stuck to the wall and squeezed the body of the woman he loved.

"But I love you Ele, I can't leave you." Alvin said firmly and brought his face closer to Ele.

Heeeeeee, Ele was wide-eyed and sighed nervously. His heart immediately pumped faster. Alvin's breath blew on his face.

"Alvin, what are you doing?"

Alvin did not answer, he drew his face closer. Without waiting, Alvin immediately kissed Ele's lips with a strong and deep pull and lmatan. Her breath also attracted the scent of Ele's face. Alvin tightened his arms and took all of Ele's merciless lips. Ele's hand clenched. Alvin gripped Ele's waist and continued to play the lips of the woman he loved.

The kiss was hunting more and more, making Ele sigh and close her eyes. The entire muscle feels tight and tight. This taste is back again.

The rumbling in his chest was becoming more and more. His body shook violently. The kiss really felt smoldering. Unknowingly Ele enjoyed it. Alvin again plays the deepest part of Ele, tasting all parts of his lips without rest. Both breaths are hunting. Alvin seems to declare that Ele is his. Alvin finally gives up his kiss, freeing Ele from the torment of pleasure.

Ele eyes sayu, did not dare to look at Alvin. He tried to catch his breath coming out of his mouth. The sound of panting due to the heart being triggered still sounded in rhythm. Ele dropped her body on Alvin's chest.

"You are mine Ele. I don't want to leave this village. Ilove you. I hope you understand. Don't make me waver to do more of this. I beg Ele!" Alvin said firmly as if to say that his words cannot be disturbed.

Ele just bowed down unable to say anything. He was still trying to catch his breath hunting due to the pounding of his heart.

SERIATE.....

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