THE LOVE OF FATE

CREATED AN AWKWARD FEELING.

💌 LOVE OF FATE 💌

 

🍀 HAPPY READING 🍀

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...I get it, you always want to stay away, because I feel bored. But you forget one thing, the feeling of being born is not to be killed....

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The sun greeted in the morning from behind the mountain to the east. The light emanated shining on the bridge across the village to the existing rice fields were colored by the yellow of sunlight, the wind blew cool, the leaves also swayed by the wind. The birds chirping very melodious develop the spirit of work of the villagers who mostly work as farmers. No wonder Alvin likes to take a walk in the morning, increasing his endorphins. Being close to nature one increases the happiness hormone. Alvin walked through a shortcut.

The coldness of the air did not tear down the intentions of the handsome man. Morning walk is a habit that he does before doing the activity. This is probably the best way to recover his memories. Alvin smiled as people greeted him, Alvin walked at a slow tempo. Because his legs are not strong enough to run. The air is so cold. On the left is a tree. There are some people who also walk and row bicycles that are a good distance from the garden.

Alvin smiled for a moment, then resumed his walking activity. The cold temperatures made Alvin's breath billow, probably because he was in a mountainous area. Winter still leaves splashes of wind that really feels skinned skin that has begun to dry. Alvin still harbors hope that he can restore the remaining pieces of memories.

DEG!

Suddenly Alvin's heart raced fast, his blood rippled and oxygen seemed to have to break through various obstacles in order to reach his lungs. For some reason every time she saw Ele, her blood rippled and her heartbeat pounded irregularly.

Alvin stopped his steps, and immediately turned his body. In the pickup car there was Ele who just sounded the horn to greet him.

"Ele?" Shouted Alvin. His breath was billowing out of his open mouth.

Ele, it doesn't matter. He continued to drive his car until dust and leaves flew here and there.

Alvin was silent in his place, he was not eager to continue his path. Alvin was sitting on a chair by the tree that was there. He sighed again, as if that way, he could channel some of the resentment into the free air, sharing it with the world. But with each breath, the annoyance he felt was even more. His throat felt choked. He immediately gulped, even though his mouth felt dry. Alvin smiled, remembering Ele's words one week after he returned from the hospital.

The memory was so vivid, when Ele said that they had no family connection when it came to blood.

"You're just hitchhiking in this house, so remember, if your memory comes back you'll have to reimburse all your living expenses while you're staying with me. Don't expect to live quietly while staying here. You have to work. At least help me to restore my damaged garden that you've created." the look of his archery is clearly visible on every curve of his face.

After saying that, Ele immediately left and did not return for two days. He chose to stay with Amira. And at that moment, they never spoke again. More precisely created a sense of awkwardness and confusion up to this second. Somehow omitting those two words in order to open a conversation with Ele. On the one hand, he wanted to approach and be sure but the two words seemed to be an obstacle to start everything. At least Alvin wants to ask if he's okay. He is not good at words, was it before, Alvin was like that?

Alvin is eager to talk to her seriously and says goodwill to help Ele. Alvin does not care what Ele accepts or not, for sure he really hopes his relationship with Ele is good like a family who lives in one house. If Ele asks him to leave, Alvin can't do it. His heart is already in here. It's not easy to live like this. Behind all its beauty and the serenity it offers, makes it feel bound. Yes, Alvin feels like there is room for us to grow and learn. And that's one of the reasons he wanted to stay here. Very happy and soothing.

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The sunlight started to warm and Alvin decided to return home. As usual Ele does not go to the garden if it is Sunday. Ele chose to go to the chapel with Amira. And for today, Alvin wants to come along. His feet no longer hurt. On the way home, he passed through green rice fields and beautiful, clear river water until Alvin can reflect on it. The sky is so bright makes his heart happy and happy to live the days full of natural beauty around. His eyes were made comfortable when he saw the flowers blooming along the way.

Not feeling the time continues to run, Alvin was already home. The door is open.

Ele was sitting staring at the food in front of her. Mind fucked. How not to mess up, Amira says her brother will come here. She must want to talk about that matchmaking again. Plus the beekeeper had canceled the cooperation, after the event of damage to his garden.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh.... Ele's frustration. He took a short breath. Confused what to do. He was frozen in the kitchen with an empty look. His eating activities still continued, his gaze straight while chewing the food that little by little entered his mouth.

“Ele, it's a charred food. Who told you to eat that food?” Alvin walked closer to Ele. The man that Ele always thought of wanted to know. Sucks.

“No.” Ele answered, without looking at Alvin.

Very unsatisfactory answer, far from expected. Alvin took a breath, he had already promised in his heart, in order to make peace with Ele.

“No one wants to eat food gosong let alone this is not worth it.” said Alvin softened.

Ele was annoyed, still maintaining a flat face. "Did she think I wanted to eat this too? finding money is hard, so I had to eat it. It takes struggle and it feels like crying."

“There. I'm the one.” said Ele finally.

“Ele, this kind of food is not good for your health." Alvin tried to give advice.

"Of course I care about Ele, I can't ignore you because we live in one house. I've looked at you like my sister."

“Where are you my brother's ways? You're just an amnesiac guy hitching a ride here.” Ele's voice rose and immediately left the dining room with a look of annoyance.

Ten minutes there was no sign of him following her to the front of the house. Ele sat in the front seat of her home porch. The wind this morning was really cold. Ele closed her eyes to enjoy the breeze that greeted her facial skin.

“Ele, I'm sorry if it burdened you.” said Alvin in his lowest voice. "Now answer me, why do you hate me so much?"

That voice again. Really disturbing. Ele opened her eyes and saw Alvin sitting right next to her.

“I have no obligation to answer your question.” Ele could see Alvin's gaze soften. Leisurely, Ele folded her hands in front of her chest. Ignoring Alvin. Let it go, Ele doesn't care.

“Questions exist and to be answered.” Alvin said again. Trying to melt Ele's frozen heart.

Ele took a rough breath. “I won't sin if I don't answer your question.” Ele was stupid.

Silence in minutes. Ele was grateful she wasn't noisy anymore. He can enjoy the morning quietly.

"Ele, as you said before. If my memory returns, I will compensate for your garden's loss. For now, don't throw me out of this house. I don't know where else to go, Ele. I promise to help you cultivate a strawberry garden. I beg you, Ele." Alvin's face squeezed the joint. Ele can see that.

"Sad.. Looks like he's confiding." Umpat Ele did not care.

"Ele," Call Alvin again.

"Yes, I heard. Do not repeat and repeat that sentence. I'm bored. My ears are hot." said Ele protest. Every day those words were like a surefire to melt his heart.

Alvin smiled faintly. " But don't eat that again. The food is not good Ele. If I have money, I'll take you to town for a good meal. I promise"

"What's? Oh my God, he's dreaming too much. He is living. Where do you try, get a lot of money? Strange man."

“There is no good food. But, it would be much more unpleasant if the food was wasted. Satisfied?! And I won't die if I eat it. If I throw it away, I don't appreciate my own efforts.” Ele could not understand why her eyes were hot and wet.

"Hew...I cried? Why am I crying in front of this man? It's laughable." Ele cursed her stupidity.

“But it's charred ele and not worth eating!” Alvin persisted with his stance, that what he said was true.

“Without you even telling me I already knew it was gosong.” Ele rubbed her cheeks that were getting wet because her tears were happily freefalling.

Alvin froze silently as he watched Ele wipe his tears. "You crying?"

Ele stood up and walked a few steps back to Alvin. He didn't want Alvin to see it. “I want to go.”

"Huh? where's Ele? Aren't you in the chapel in half an hour?" Alvin stood up.

Ele took a heavy breath, "I want to meet someone. Don't wait for me. If you want to go to the chapel, go with Amira." said Ele stepped towards her car.

"But Ele?"

Eleanor did not care, she immediately took her car away from home. Honestly Ele wants to avoid Alvin, a chatty man who likes to take care of his life.

SERIATE.....

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