
The night ended with Azharin's silence and Bernard's failure to reassure Azharin's heart. Regret due to the indecision of his attitude made the thread of love become tangled.
The next morning Azharin's cold attitude that he did not cover invited questions in the eyes of the two families. Breakfast was normal even though Bernard repeatedly greeted and offered Azharin something, but Azharin did not touch him.
Azharin did intend to ask for his in-laws' opinion if asked. What Azharin planned to do. After breakfast was over, Azharin headed to his room.
Emilia who usually does not want to interfere, can not stay silent. She believes something is going on and Emilia doesn't want anything bad to happen in her child's household.
"Azharin, you want to talk, can you?" emilia held Azharin's hand. A fleeting smile of satisfaction was imprinted on the curves of his lips.
"Good Ma. In Mama's room."
Axton's instincts were also moved curiously with the coldness of Azharin's face. "Can papa come find out?" he said behind Emilia. Azharin. Bernard just looked at Azharin. A speck of regret was present in the corner of his heart over the indecision of his attitude in understanding Azharin's mindset.
Bernard's will only pity one innocent life, but he forgets the life of his future baby despite the fate that chose it.
Bernard had indeed decided his parents knew and whatever the three of them decided, Bernard would accept and hope that Azharin's heart could return to him. Bernard knew very well how hard Azharin's heart was if it did not match what he wanted.
Meanwhile, Armian and Sonia also learned of Azharin's cooling attitude and chose not to interfere. He invited Bernard's two spears to play in the front yard.
In Azharin's room recounts with nothing she has hidden. "That's the story Ma, Pa. So I decided I wouldn't come back. I'm steady to be here if he's still not firm on his past. I was thinking maybe it was his flesh and blood and I didn't want to be among his past." Azharin said firmly.
Emilia and Axton looked angry. "It turns out the woman never got tired of getting into Bernard's life!" Axton. Emilia agreed with a nod of restraining emotions.
"No need to blame anyone else Pa. I'd rather blame Bernard for having no attitude. I'm quite receptive to her lies at the beginning of our closeness."
"You're right. Papa will talk to her." Axton's looking for a way out.
"Please Pa. But I still won't go back with him."
"Rethink well, son. Marriage is not for ego fights." Emilia said softly.
"I know Ma. It's just that I'm not holding back the ego. Honestly, I'm afraid of his attitude to go back to your country, Ma."
Emilia fell silent and tried to understand Azharin from another point of view. Emilia realized Azharin's fear. However, the bule woman was not willing if her daughter-in-law could not return with her.
"Then do you have any other plans for your future?" ask Emilia.
"I haven't thought far away Ma. Yesterday I was so devastated by everything that happened, that I was at Ma's lowest point."
"Ohh yes Ma, I think we'll forget about this. My two nieces, probably can't wait to get around. Let's go on a tour, Ma, Pa." Azharin felt like she didn't want to discuss him coming back or not. For him it was enough his in-laws knew what the reason was, if he did not come back later.
"Come, great idea." Axton gently patted Azharin's shoulder. They rushed back out of the room and headed for the courtyard of the house.
"Bwetn ... Rodney, let's go on vacation." Azharin called out excitedly, as if nothing had happened. Axton and Emilia let out a small sigh after looking at each other.
Bernard sat down on the front porch bench and looked for an explanation for Azharin's cold attitude towards him but remained spirited towards his two nephews. Emilia shook her head softly and Bernard seemed to understand, now he sighed.
Azharin returned to the room to change clothes, as did the others. Before long all had been in the car and slid into the streets that began to look crowded.
Happy laughter was present in the car hearing the chatter of two boys and sometimes arguing even with Azharin. The only creature that remained silent was Bernard. Azharin didn't give her the slightest room to be nice to her. Azharin said as necessary to Bernard.
Today they go to the history museum and continue to memorable places around Jakarta only, such as to Ancol, Tugu Monas and others if there is still time.
Do not feel around the destination according to plan, the day is getting dusk. They're back home.
When the night after finishing eating, Barbara pulled Azharin's hand and moved away from the dining table. Barbara pulled up to the living room and took Azharin to sit down. Azharin simply kept quiet and followed.
He was used to being pulled by Barbara and invited to play. "Quite a pretty boy. I'm tired and tomorrow we continue playing. I can faint Little Girl." Azharin said while stroking Barbara's blonde hair.
"Then?" tanya Azharin did not understand.
"I don't know about Auntie and Uncle. I just saw Aunt shut up on uncle."
Azharin kept quiet and Barbara continued saying, "Whatever the problem is, I want Aunt to come with me. I like you a lot. I miss you when you never call."
Barbara said as she walked into Azharin's arms. Whether it's the drama or the contents of his heart, but a clear circle is present on his white face that is tanned. He looked up and looked expectantly at Azharin.
Azharin could see the earnestness of the little girl's words. There was a tightness in Azharin's heart watching this scene. She recalled how she wished when her mother did not leave her. The difference is, Barbara just wishes she didn't stay here and come with him.
"Please promise me Auntie. I don't care if you're with uncle or not. I want you near me." Barbara still continued to say when she saw Azharin just silently looking at her.
Azharin wiped the tears of Barbara who was still rolling one after another. "Don't torture me, baby. You don't understand our adult world yet."
"You're right, I don't understand the adult world, at least you can understand the child world" Barbara said, turning her words intelligently.
Azharin smiled at Barbara's words. Azharin was not surprised by Barbara's skill in saying.
"You smile, it means you agreed to my request" Barbara said expectantly.
"I smiled hearing you say."
"That means I can't expect more?" answer Barbara.
"I may look cruel in your eyes, but you're right, I can't give you painful hope." Azharin said softly but full of firmness.
"All right, I get it."
"You hate me, Ara?"
"I'm disappointed, but I don't hate you."
"Thank you, one day you'll understand the reason today."
"Yes." Yeah."
Those in the dining room could quite hear the talk between Azharin and Barbara. Armian finds out that his sister is planning on not coming back. Although he was happy that Azharin was nearby, Armian knew that it was not the best for Azharin.
Armian looked at Bernard and Bernard nodded, as if they were telepathic. Armian got up from the dining chair and headed towards the backyard.
"What's the matter again?" ask Armian without further ado even without anger or resentment. Bernard said what happened.
"Then is this what you want?" ask Armian.
"Of course not. But you know how Azharin. Whatever now, I think I'm too late to convince him.
"You may be late, but not with me" Armian said. Bernard felt a breath of fresh air.
"You sure?" bernard asked for new hope.
"I know how to soften my sister's heart."
"Thank you."
"Not a word of thanks I want to hear. Your man's promise I'm taking. What will you do in the future, if my brother stays with you and returns to your country together?"
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