The Journey of Jinan

Chapters. 7

It had been one week that Jinan felt a sudden dizziness, and suddenly disappeared just like that. That afternoon when Jinan was preparing the clothes he had just folded, Jinan's eyes accidentally stared at a large bag filled with pads on the inside of his closet. Suddenly Jinan remembered the last time he had come to the moon. It seems like he's late for the month.

Feeling something strange, Jinan walked quickly to the hanging calendar in the living room. He began to count how many days he was late for the moon. And it turned out that he was five days late from the previous date he came to the moon. Jinan looked at his skinny stomach, then he rubbed it slowly.

"Am I pregnant?" ask Jinan to herself.

Jinan shook his head slowly. "I better wait another week, it could be that this month my menstrual schedule is indeed late. Usually it is also 'that way, ten days late is also not a problem," said Jinan with his shoulder. Indeed, the girl's menstrual schedule lately likes to go back and forth a few days, so Jinan is not too dizzy for this kind of thing. But Jinan also had to be more careful in acting, who knew she was really pregnant. If she is really pregnant and does not take care of herself, it could endanger her pregnancy. After all, she had already had that relationship with Romi, so it did not rule out the possibility if she was really pregnant.

The day went on as usual for Jinan, there were not the slightest signs of pregnancy on her body. Just the dizziness he used to feel in the past week, though, and Jinan did not think too much about it because he still thought that it was just a regular headache because he was sleep deprived due to the order of sponge cake that was more and more than the previous day.

The next day at eleven o'clock in the afternoon, Jinan was already looking neat with his plain black robe to deliver a sponge cake order with Ria. Ria, who has just finished school a few weeks, is now volunteering to help Jinan trade sponge cakes online. Because thanks to the promotional services of the social spirit of the red-haired woman, it is also what makes the order of cakes made by Jinan become more and more every day.

Jinan was grateful, behind the sadness he lived, it turns out that God still gave him pleasure that he did not expect. Yes, the help of Ria is a pleasure for Jinan from Allab SWT. How not, Ria who incidentally is the son of a young couple whose economy can be said to be middle to upper class, willingly helped him trade without a penny. Jinan sometimes likes to be surprised, why does the child not busy himself to continue his school alone? Why should he bother to help him, even though 'the prospective students/i have now started to enter the ospek period.

When he was about to drive his second wheeled vehicle that had been parked on the porch of the house, suddenly dizzy in Jinan's head came attacking. Jinan slouched his face on the head of the motor to avoid the firefly in his sight.

Ria who saw Jinan like that felt unbearable. He had asked Jinan to rest at home, let him deliver all the cakes to the buyers, but Jinan always did not want, the hijab woman always said 'you're my sister, not my courier.' .

Ria sighed, leading Jinan down from the motorbike and sitting the skinny body on the wooden chair next to the door of her house. "Sister, take a break, let me just take all the orders. Later if Brother until why-why how?"

"No papa, Ri. Soon also lost his dizziness. Wait a minute, yes" said Jinan without changing his position which is currently leaning on the back of the chair with his eyes closed.

Ria rolled her eyes lazily, always that's what Jinan told her.

"So what exactly is it? I've had one week old brother often dizzy-dizziness continues, I'm afraid that later Jinan there is a dangerous disease that loh," said Ria worried.

"Sister doesn't hurt, Ri. Maybe this is the effect because soon Brother wants to come to the moon."

"Coming moon?" batin Ria while thinking.

"Emang usually Brother comes in the month on what date?" ask Ria.

"Normally around the second seven to the third."

"It's date nine, brother."

"Yes, I'm used to being late."

Ria was silent for a moment before uttering her guess.

"Is Brother pregnant?" asked Ria suddenly.

Jinan opened her eyes, she looked at Ria with an expressionless face. "Sister doesn't know either, Ri. The plan is to check out the next week alone, at this time Brother is still not sure."

"Not sure what?"

"Sister is usually late for the moon, so according to Brother things like this are only natural. And this dizzy Brother may also be due to lack of sleep, since the cakes made by your brother promoted, the order became more and more. Brother should start making cakes from the night before bed."

"But Brother, after all Brother must check now, Brother. What if my sister is pregnant? If you are pregnant, you can take care of yourself and must spend more time to rest" said Ria enthusiastically.

"Fear why?" ria asked confusedly.

"What if you're pregnant?" ask Jinan lirih.

"Good dong, Brother. Don't you really want to have children? How are you scared anyway?" ria began to wonder.

Jinan turned her gaze, she looked straight ahead without even hearing Ria's words. He seemed to be thinking in silence. A look of sadness was clearly visible on the tiny face of the hijab-wearing woman.

"Is all this because of Romi?" ria suddenly said.

Jinan turned her head to look at Ria, she looked at Ria for quite a while in silence. A few seconds later Jinan let out a long sigh.

"Sister was left behind by Brother's parents at the age of fourteen years old, Ri. If Big Brother is really pregnant, how is his fate, Ri? Her life could be heavier than Big Brother, Ri. He will live without a father, even from his age still in the womb. A mother's presence alone won't be enough for her, Ri. He ... he needs the figure of a father," said Jinan as he hugged the belly of his queen. I don't feel any tears falling from her eyelids.

"When Romi admits it, will Romi love him and be fair to his two children?" batin Jinan lirih's.

Ria wiped her tears as she saw Jinan begin to gulp in recalling her husband's betrayal. Ria rubbed the back of Jinan's hand, she smiled wryly as Jinan looked at her.

"So patient brother. Before you get married, you always say to me, right, that God always has other plans that his servant never thought of? And God's plan must be better than man's best."

Jinan looked at Ria in surprise, she even forgot about God's kindness to her just because of the sadness she could not control.

"I'm sure, Brother. Right now God must be planning something extraordinary for Brother. Brother should be eagerly waiting for that day. God willing, I will always be next to Brother to witness the process of happiness that God gave to Brother" said Ria with tears.

Jinan smiled at Ria's words, she hugged Ria tightly, expressing her pride in the woman she had considered her younger sister.

Long enough they cried with a hug, now Ria took off her embrace with a smile.

"Wouldn't you check it now?" asked Ria expectantly.

"Sister's going to see him at the doctor next week, Ri. Right now Brother must strengthen himself Brother first. If indeed Sister is pregnant, sister does not want the child in the womb This sister can not be accepted sincerely just because of the fault of her biological father."

Ria nodded in understanding. "May all be well, brother. I'm sure Big Brother can get through all this well."

Jinan smiled sweetly, I hope he is strong through all this.

"His dizziness has subsided?" ask Ria.

"Udah, let's go" said Jinan then moved from his seat.

"Let me take the bike, brother. Please do not refuse," said Ria quickly at the end of the sentence, he pulled the key of the motorbike in Jinan's hand, then rode the matic legend bike in black.

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