The Destiny of Love The Substitute Bride

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The wedding ceremony is over. All the guests have left the venue. All the families have entered their respective hotel rooms that have been rented for them to spend the night.

Almeer looked confused in front of the door of the President Suite room that had been rented for the bridal room at Zafira's wedding. Almeer looks agitated. His hands hesitated when he wanted to touch the doorknob of the room.

""sister. How come it's still here? why not come in?" ask Ali

"ehh. emmm yes. This is going in" said Almeer misbehaved.

"Come brother. Poor Zafira's waiting inside. Why are you afraid? ask Ali.

"No. yes, this is going to enter now.you go to rest" said Almeer voiced his usual attitude.

Almeer went inside. While Ali decided to keep an eye on Almeer.in case suddenly his trauma recurred so he came out of the room.

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In Almeer's room he tries to control his nervousness. Almeer walked up to the bed and sat down beside him. Looks Zafira who is trying to clean the rest of her makeup. Zafira silently watched Almeer from the mirror.

Almeer looked down. It was obvious Almeer was thinking about something very heavy. Zafira realized that what Almeer was thinking right now must be about her marriage. Although there are many things Zafira wants to ask to keep hold of him.

"I look very tired. It's good to clean yourself first to make it fresher. Fira has prepared the warm water in the Bathtub" said Zafira.

"Thank you." Almeer walked into the bathroom with a pajama stellan.

Shortly after Almeer finished the bathroom, it was Zafira's turn to go into the bathroom, and Almeer waited in bed. Almeer was getting nervous. It was already 1pm and he was still in the room slowly the flash of his past appeared. Almeer was as strong as he could to calm down. He didn't want to worry Zafira on their first night.

Zafira came out of the bathroom and now he felt much fresher, but Zafira saw Almeer's face turned moody and scared. Zafira approached Almeer and sat by his side. Almeer raised his head to look at Zafira. Zafira smiled as if giving confidence everything was fine. Zafira saw Almeer who was afraid.

Zafira touched Almeer's hand and held it. Almeer looked at Zafira, and Zafira replied with a smile.

"Don't worry. I am not alone. Fira believes Akang can definitely get through this. Fira promises to always be by Akang's side.we pass this all equally yes" said Zafira.

Almeer. Seeking the honesty of every word of Zafira behind his eyes.The words of Zafira made him much calmer.

"We pray Isya first Kang. Fira has not prayed either. Have you prayed yet? zafira.

"Not yet." Almeer.

"we pray well. I take ablution first Fira prepare a place for us to pray" said Zafira.

Almeer nodded and went to the bathroom to take ablution.

after They took ablution They began to perform Islamic prayers with khuyuk. After the Almeer prayer.

"O Allah, the destiny you have laid out is never expected. Servant is a creature who runs this life with your scenario. Then strengthen the servant. Give the servant guidance and strength to stay in the way of goodness. and it may be good for the little family of servants, but if it turns out that Zafira is not for the servant then I leave him to the one whom You think is worthy of his company." Almeer Prayer.

"O Allah is your destiny I do not expect. You recite the prayer of the servant.to be the wife of the man whose name the servant always calls in every thread of prayer.Ridhoi us in this marriage.make me worthy to be his companion.and give us happiness, and give us happiness, rahmt and ishomo.Only to You do I surrender and ask for prayer." Zafira's prayer thread.

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Both are now silent. Almeer and Zafira sat on the edge of the bed on different sides. Zafira was still waiting for an explanation from her husband for what happened. Indeed, even marrying Almeer is one of his prayers. But considering that Elmeer who was supposed to be her husband was now replaced made her confused.

Almeer. How should he start? remembering for the second time the groom left without clarity. How does Zafira feel about knowing this? abandoned the second time by the future husband on the day of his marriage. Is Zafira willing to endure her grief?.

"I'm sorry "that word finally came out of his mouth.

"For?" ask Zafira.

"Syam go. And I didn't manage to find her because my failure couldn't find her, leaving you stuck in marriage with a man like me" Almeer said.

Nyessz.it felt tight when Almeer said that.

Why did Kang Almeer say that? (the inner voice of Zafira).

"what exactly isn't Almeer really accepting this wedding? why did He marry me. If this guilt is definitely not his fault.What exactly did Kang Almeer think? zafira said in his heart.

Zafira was disappointed because she thought her feelings were never avenged. Zafira thought that her feelings were only one-sided. Zafira can only be silent because she knows, it is impossible to force love on others.

Without Almeer realizing his words it made the wife feel sad.when Almeer turned around he saw Zafira bowed. Almeer noticed it seemed like something was going on with Zafira. Almeer walked over to Zafira. Almeer was a little surprised because Zafira was crying.

"O Allah, what am I doing? there hasn't been a single day of her husband, but I've made her cry" Almeer said in a heart full of regret

Almeer approached Zafira and crouched down before Zafira

"Fira" call Almeer.

Zafira raised his head. His gaze met with Almeer as soon as he removed the rest of the clear jar that came out from both of his neutrals.by gathering his courage Almeer rubbed Zafira's tears gently.

"Sorry. has made you cry. Please don't cry.sorry if the words of my actions or words that made you hurt" said Almeer sincerely

"May I ask?" ask Zafira.

"Yes. What's?" almeer said softly.

"Did I never love me even a little bit. Is Akang tortured to marry me? Was this marriage we never wanted in our lives?" tana Zafira's.

Almeer. How did he start answering? How he said that since the beginning he had loved her and loved her very much. But he felt it was inappropriate to accompany a heavenly angel like Zafira. he was afraid he could not give happiness to Zafira. he was afraid that living with her would only make Zafira suffer.

"Sorry for making Akang suffer. stuck in a marriage that I never wanted. stuck marrying a woman like Me who never loved and never will. I promise I'll tell Dad this. Fira wants to end Akang's suffering, and let this marriage be here enough.Tomorrow Fira will tell everyone" Zafira said

Zafira wanted to calm herself down. He also wanted to berbabring in bed hoping that he would fall asleep and could forget the reality he was facing at this time even if only for a moment. saw Zafira who was about to lie down after saying that Almeer felt hurt. why hearing when Fira was about to end her marriage tomorrow made her chest tight.

"Fira. Wait." said Almeer, holding Zafira's hand.

Zafira also abandoned his intention to lie down.

"When you ask if I love you, the answer is Yes. Even I love you so much and love you so much that I forgot how to stop loving you" Almeer said.

Hearing Almeer Zafira's love statement is happy but also confused

" I don't know how to start. I love you so much that I'm afraid that I won't be able to make you happy. You know about my trauma and my weakness.I'm afraid of dragging you into the suffering I've been through. So I think letting you go to be happy with others is the best way.". Almeer.

"But does Akang know what makes me happy?.The thing that makes me happy is being the wife of Akang.the man I love. despite the trauma of Akang. Everyone has their weaknesses because no one in the world is born perfect without any flaws" said Zafira.

"I'm sorry for hurting you for everything I've done for you. But please never cry.if I'm wrong you can immediately anger me. want to hit me or the law I can also. but one thing never cry like this. " said Almeer.

"The evil one repeatedly cried because of akang.why do I leave me and let me go.!" lat Zafira tearfully beats Almeer in the chest.

Then Almeer immediately hugged Zafira tightly, while continuing to say 'sorry'.