
Zafira. Trying to control his feelings at this time. I want him to feel crying. But his little heart asked if he should cry for someone who never understood his feelings.How much his feelings still only have one.
Kiya continues to pay attention to the attitude of Syerly and also Vania who continue to seek Almeer's attention. Kiya understood what her best friend was feeling right now. He who did not love Almeer felt hurt when he saw Almeer who was so attentive to Syerly and Vania. What about Zafira who clearly still loves the man.
"Fira, Are you Okay? Kiya asked Zafira while whispering.
Zafira nodded.
"Loe's sure?" tanya Kiya made sure.
. And again Zafira nodded.
"But the cave is not sure. We'll go home, okay?" take Kiya
"Yes. We say goodbye to them" said Zafira, not excited.
Zafira and Kiya walked over to Almeer's bed. Elmeer who saw Zafira and Kiya walking towards Almeer also prepared.
"Kangs. We both say yes. Hopefully it will heal soon." said Kiya say goodbye.
"Let me take you guys?" said Elmeer volunteered" Zafira smiled.
."Not broken Brother. We'll get a car. We don't want to take care of brother. It's better to be with Kang Almeer Aja" Zafira said.
"But you two can escort them from behind in your car. At least you have to make sure they get to the front of their Apartment safely, because it's your job to look after the people you love. Can't Fira?" almeer told Elmeer and Althaf.
Zafira Silence. He was confused as to why Almeer's attitude was so concerned about him at times. Makes him feel inflated, but instantly also knocked down by reality.
"Where can I love?" ask Elmeer.
"ekhemm.. cie cie. now have a call to love ya. " said Althaf teasing Zafira and Elmeer.
Almeer was silent.from the look on his face was difficult to guess.
"Sister Althaf can't be?!" said Nadira.
"Yes sorry. yaudah so how can we follow this from behind?" Althaf.
Zafira thought for a moment.
"Yes. Yes" Zafira said at last.
"Thank you" said Elmeer looking pleased.
"All of us say yes first. Kang Almeer may get well soon. Assalamualaikum" said Zafira
"Thank you for looking up and thanking him for his prayers. You guys be careful on the road. Waalaikumsalam" Almeer said
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"Thank you, my sister, we went to the front of the apartment" Kiya said.
"It's the same" said Althaf.
"Fira, are you okay?. I noticed that while you were in the hospital you were quiet. Are you sick?" elmeer looked worried.
"Yes Fira. I noticed also you are silent.if sick why not say. right in the hospital can check first. do we want anterin again to seek treatment at the hospital?" Althaf.
"Yes. We're getting some medicine" Elmeer said.
"what are you thinking about?" ask Elmeer.
Instantly Zafira looked towards Kiya, he was confused he could not answer the truth. But he also doesn't want to lie.
"Kat Habit. Privacy Girl. But it's not too important either. And actually it doesn't need to be thought of either. Yes, Fira?" kiya is trying to make an alibi.
"Yes" Zafira said with an awkward smile.
"oh yeah, that's it. Don't be tired. Don't think of anything that doesn't need to be thought of. But if I think about it, it's okay." said Elmeer.
"Yey.. That's also a belom can doang. It is still not muhrim. Get married first, new"
"Yes.. I'm ready but ask dong same friend You are ready yet jai madam Syam?" Elmeer.
At once the look on Zafira's face became pias. Kiya noticed the change in Zafira's face.
"If so I also have to be a bride you dong let you continue to think of Me and Me too" said Althaf.
"What the hell Brother" said Kiya misbehaved.
Looking at Zafira who was trying hard to hold back her cries. Kiya took the initiative to ask them to come home soon.
"Honored gentlemen. Sorry, that's not polite. But this seems like we want to go in now to get ready for prayer as well. So I was forced to ask Gentlemen to please leave" Kiya said
"oh yeah it is. We say we go home, if there is anything directly to tell us. Assalamualaikum" said Elmeer.
After they returned, Zafira went inside. He walked up to the sofa. threw his ass over the soft sofa. He bowed his head and covered his face with both hands.
After closing the apartment door. Kiya turned around and saw her best friend bowing. Kiya approached Zafira and sat down next to her. Zafira's voice was crying.
"Fira." Kiya called her best friend.
Zafira looked towards Kiya and immediately fell into Kiya's embrace. Kiya also welcomed the embrace of her best friend. Zafira crying needed a friend. And Kiya also let for a while for Zafira to feel calm.
"Gua felt like a fool and a bad person at the same time" Zafira said with a hiccup.
"Fira" Kiya said softly.
"Gua fell in love many times the same person. The cave itself also knows. Many times the Cave fell in love with him repeatedly also Cave disappointed. And no matter how big the love of the Cave as big as that, the Cave will be hurt. Stupid Cave, right? sugar is stupid." said Zafira, crying.
"Fira" said Kiya.
"And the Cave is not just stupid but the Cave is also evil. The cave made Kak El as an escape. Gua thinks the cave can learn to love Kak El so that it can forget him. The cave actually hurt him and also hurt himself Gua himself" said Zafira again
"Why the Cave must fall in love with the same person anyway.the person who obviously will never be able to reach Cave. Gua thought her attitude and attention were good all along because she had the same feelings. Gua thought when she wanted to be a substitute bride because she did not want to see the honor of the Cave destroyed in front of the Society. But in fact the cave is wrong" said Zafira.
"It turns out that all this time the cave misinterpreted his kindness.emang basically he was a good person.so he was good to everyone. There are many people he helps. And he always helps people who need help.and maybe out there there are other Zafira-Zafira. who fared the same as the Cave.He also helped" said Zafira
"Udah Fira is enough. Do not think about the things that actually make you sicker. There is nothing wrong here, we can't blame any of you. Love that comes without guessing.we can not choose the luck why we will fall in love.e both loe, Cave, and, or He even everyone on this earth no one can choose Whom We will fall in love" Kiya said
Suddenly Syfa entered.he just came after finishing catering for her wedding. Syfa is confused when she sees Zafira crying and needs Kiya. Syfa asks Kiya with sign language, and Kiya answers her with sign language as well. Then Syfa sat beside Zafira.
"Gua feels guilty about Brother El. He sincerely loves the Cave. She's so good. But why can't Gua return the slightest feeling. It's near Kak El for Gua to feel more guilty. The cave shouldn't be an escape. The Cave should not accept His proposal when the Cave's own heart is not ready. Gotta get to when the cave nyakin Kak El. And must be until when Brother El is hurt waiting. While the cave itself does not know if the cave can love Him.
"Sorry to Fira. Kia yangin loe to learn to love Kak El and accept his proposal. We think that by doing so you can learn to love Kak El and forget how you feel for him, but instead we make loe so kayak gini. Feeling guilty and depressed" Syfa said.
Syfa and Kiya embrace Zafira.they can feel Zafira's heart injury.Hope they may soon heal Zafira's heart wound. and give Zafira the joy of living together with the one who loves and loves Zafira.