The Destiny of Love The Substitute Bride

Thankful to marry her again..

Almeer is still in the bathroom. trying to calm himself. continue to wash his face so that the cold water can divert his mind. slowly the shadows began to disappear and Almeer can control him more.

when it felt much calmer Almeer turned off the faucet in the sink.he recalled the Zafira he left when they almost did it.

"Yes Allah. How about Zafira? How does she feel about being abandoned by her husband when we almost did the first night?. stupid Zein. now Zafira must be very sad." said Almeer monologue.

Almeer recalled their eyes.lovingly. and Ci"man was their first ci*man.and they almost did their duty. enjoyed the beauty of penetrating nirvana in the beauty of love. they had almost fused with each other, and the look of disappointed eyes clearly emanated when I suddenly stopped them.

"Oh Allah, again, and I hurt him, but I am at a loss as to what I should do now. One side I want to fulfill my obligation to provide an inner living but one side I fear.fear later I will not be able to maintain this household because of the trauma that still continues to disturb. What if later we separated but the condition of Zafira is no longer a virgin. God help me. I'm confused what to do?" almeer said to himself.

after feeling calmer Almeer also came out of the bathroom. Almeer saw Zafira sitting on the side of the bed. Almeer felt guilty. Almeer approached Zafira and sat down beside him.

"Ra." said Almeer.

"Kang" said Zafira, hiding her grief.

"I'm sorry" said Almeer.

Zafira shook her head with a smile as if saying everything was fine.

"What about akang? Is it calm?" tanya Zafira looked worried.

Almeer felt guilty. After what he did Zafira was still worried about his condition.

"drink first so that I am much calmer" said Zafira while giving a glass of water.

almeer took the water and drank it. Then after Almeer drank the water Zafira took back the glass and then put the glass on the table. Zafira sat down next to Almeer. Zafira held Almeer's hand.

Almeer felt much calmer hearing the words Zafira said. Not expecting to marry Zafira after Zafira knew her condition had a much more positive effect on her. Almeer was already able to control himself more when the trauma suddenly appeared. Almeer leaned his head against Zafira's shoulder. Leaning against Zafira's shoulder made him feel comfortable.

"We're resting, kang. I tried to close my eyes" said Zafira.

Almeer was unsure.

"Don't be afraid of kang. Fira's here. Fira will always be the same akang.here Akang sleeps on Fira's lap. Fira keep Akang. while Fira murojaah memorizes the Qur'an." said Zafira

Almeer seemed to think.

"We are husband and wife, right? we promised our marriage together. Fira promises never to stay akang.please love Fira the opportunity to be a good wife for Akang.who will never leave any akang condition. I want to give Fira a chance?" zafira said expectantly

after thinking for a moment Almeer fulfilled Zafira's desire.She gently rubbed her husband's hair while starting her reading. his eloquent recitation of the Koran also made Almeer's heart become much more peaceful, until slowly his consciousness began to disappear carried into the dream realm.

all night Zafira woke up while sharpening his Quran recitation.he was afraid if suddenly the husband woke up because of a nightmare. seeing the husband's peaceful face in his sleep makes him happy.at least tonight the husband does not relapse and can fall asleep soundly.

three o'clock at night. Almeer's awake. Almeer did not expect the wife to stay awake to look after him, and when Almeer opened his eyes, Zafira was smiling to welcome the husband who woke up after falling asleep.

"Alhamdulillah Akang can sleep quite soundly. now we pray sunah tahajud yuk. mumpung there is still time" said Zafira.

they also began to prepare to perform tahajud sunah prayer.after the tahajud circumcision prayer they also prayed.after which they continued with a dose while waiting for dawn.

Almeer was grateful that after what happened in his life God still gave him the opportunity to feel happiness. She is grateful.it turns out the woman she loves.that she once let go of for fear of not being able to make her happy because of this trauma. but who is the Lord of Destiny made us united after the wound and all the secrets were revealed. Almeer is grateful Zafira did not leave him after he knew the dark childhood of Almeer.

now Almeer promises this fight.want to survive and fight for his marriage.whatever happens he will never leave Zafira.he will divide Zafira.