The Destiny of Love The Substitute Bride

Feelings for him

Provid. Ali

My feelings are not feeling right now. It feels free if I force it to do my job. It'll just make the job a mess. I decided to go out for some fresh air.

This is where I am now. Sitting in the city park. Reflect, and remember. I saw many street children who were resting for a while sitting under a tree while eating a packet of rice eaten together.

Remembering 17 years ago. Difficult times for us the children of the orphanage. Who fought together to survive after being left behind by a father who had to lose by his illness. And the mother continues to struggle to find money to pay off the debt used for the father's treatment. Which almost made us have to live hanging on the street.

Until brother Zein came into our lives. A child with extraordinary abilities. We didn't expect a 9-year-old to have such incredible intelligence. His efforts and his desperate hard work during the night were finally able to get us out of debt.

It's not just releasing us from debt. But his incredible ability made our lives and homes turn 100 percent. I remember very well the hard work of Brother Zein during the night. He was awake at night for us. Even in the worst of times he always put our interests above his.

The thing I am most grateful for in my entire life is my meeting with Brother Zein. And lucky to be his adopted sister. Like Brother Zein who always attach importance to our interests. I also promised all my life will always be faithful and put the interests of Brother Zein before my interests.

I remembered one request from Kak Zein when he asked for help so that I could find his sister whom he loved dearly. And after I found her I was so happy to be able to do such a small thing for Brother Zein.

It feels happy to make Brother Zein happy. That's why when Kak Zein asked me to take care of Nadira I didn't think long to agree to it. Because whatever I'm gonna do for Brother Zein.

This brings me closer to Nadira. These brothers have something in common. Both have almost the same nature. Equally hardworking, stubborn, kind, helpful, indifferent, and never want to be considered weak let alone pitied by anyone.

Being near Nadira made me feel like I had a little sister. Like family like being with Kak Zein. I always want to protect her. Take care of her and don't want anything to happen to her. Unfortunately, this made Nadira hate me.

I who was too afraid of not being able to take care of him made me unconsciously overdo. So that makes her feel constrained. Limiting his space of movement. Until finally he who was bored also began to show his rebellious attitude because he was restrained.

Now all I feel is fear. I said I would hate Nadira. I can't imagine what it's like to hold back any hatred from Nadira. It feels like the fear of being hated by Nadira is as good as the fear of losing Kak Zein.

'o Allah what should I do now' my inner self

it felt like I had been in the park for almost 3 hours. The clock now shows at half-five in the afternoon. I have to get to the airport to pick up. Grandma, grandfather and Kak El are none other than Kak Zein's family who have been found.

Being bombarded after almost half an hour I waited for their arrival finally appeared. I'm approaching them right away. Grandma and old man still look fresh and healthy. And Brother El is also very handsome and dashing his face is almost similar to Kak Zein. This is the first time we have met in person.

"assalamualaikum tube. Cake, Brother El. Welcome to Indonesia" I said to welcome them.

"you must be Ali, right? Zein's foster sister, right?" my grandfather tried to guess.

"you can do this" said the happy grandfather

"don't praise your grandfather too much. Later he flew because he was too praised" said grandma

I smiled at Grandma's comment.

"let's just say you're jealous because this one grandchild just praised me. Aye right?" said grandpa.

It is nice to see those who look harmonious, small debates make them look more romantic and harmonious.

"emmd.. Grandma is also very pretty. Even the beauty of Grandma was not just hypnotizing grandfather. But I'm also stunned. If allowed to be the same Grandpa, I want to be a grandmother's companion. How can I be Grandma's companion?" I said that I seduced grandma and seduced grandpa.

"uh.. You little semprol boy. Just delicious. This is my beloved wife. Even though it is old and wrinkled, Grandpa loves to die with this old woman" said grandfather

Grandma blushed in shame. El and I smiled at the romance of this old couple. It's so beautiful. I hope I can get a couple like them. Who love each other until old age and even until death separates.

"oh, what granddaughter is Grandma? Is he not coming?" ask grandma who's looking for Nadira.

"Nadira's still in Grandma's office. I picked you up on purpose not to tell you. The intention is to give a surprise later at home nek." I said trying to find a logical reason.

"oh yeah, come on. Wait what else we go home now" Grandpa and Grandma excitedly invited.

It is common in the capital city with congestion. We were stuck in traffic for almost 2 hours. So that made us arrive at home at 7 pm. Our arrival was welcomed by the pata waiter and garden workers. It seems Nadira is still teaching in her room. There was a faint sound of Nadira's voice in speech.

After introducing them to the servants of this house. I drove Grandpa and Grandma into their room downstairs. While the El ka on the top floor. While waiting for them to come out, I helped the aunt prepare the meal at the table.

Before long Nadira came out of her room and went to the kitchen. I saw him trying to greet him. And trying to apologize. But unfortunately Nadira was still reluctant to talk to me.

Everyone gathered at the dinner table. After before the atmosphere became haru because of the meeting of two families who had separated a long time ago. It was great to see Nadira reunited with her family. And now the atmosphere at the dining table is no longer as quiet as before. Now I hear small talk, stories to each other.

I tried repeatedly to apologize to Nadira. But he seemed reluctant to talk to me anything. Does Nadira hate me now?. I keep trying not to think badly. I will keep trying to get Nadira to talk to me again.

Because the day is getting late I decided to say goodbye to them, and again Nadira again looks not care. With a sigh I walked away from home.