The Destiny of Love The Substitute Bride

Do you love her?

Hannah understood what Almeer was feeling. His past trauma made him hold back. Almeer did not dare to take an important decision for his happiness. He's too scared. Even He himself was afraid to make her happy.

Hannah could not hold back her tears. The bond of friendship between them allowed him to feel the pain of each other. He felt very close to Almeer. Like a family bond.

"Don't cry Hana" Almeer said as she rubbed Hana's eyes.

"Never cry the misfortune that befell my life. I don't want to be pitied" Almeer said.

Hana leaned her head against Almeer's shoulders. And they fell silent while enjoying a moment of time to dive into their minds.

"Say you really love her, don't you?" said Hana.

"Is it worth someone like me to love someone?" ask Almeer.

"Everyone deserves to be loved and loved" Hana said.

"But being loved by someone like me will only make him feel tormented" Almeer said.

"Then what about your feelings ?. Aren't you hurt to see it together with the others." asked Hana.

"My happiness doesn't matter compared to her happiness" Almeer said.

"Everyone deserves to be happy. Even you" said Hana.

"I was quite happy when I found out the people I loved were happy" Almeer said.

"That's not enough" Hana said.

"You know even being able to get your best friend and bike is more than enough" Almeer said.

"Stop thinking that your happiness doesn't matter. Or I'll be mad forever at you" Hana said resentfully.

"I want you to start thinking about your own happiness. Tell him you love him. I'm sure he loves you the same" Hana said.

"Then what about Sham ?" ask Almeer.

Hana's speechless.

" Fira received a proposal yesterday. Then what would happen if I told you how I felt. What will Sham feel" Almeer said.

"I'm sure he'll understand" Hana said.

"Then Fira ?. He will be confused and in a dilemma. Because he couldn't possibly leave the man whose proposal he had already received. I can't be a barrier to their relationship"

"But he had to accept Sham" said Hana

"Yes. I-i know. But he has also made up his mind" Hana said.

"I'm going to talk to her about her decision" Hana said.

"You know. When I said our relationship was only a friend, how did Fira hear it ?" said Hana

Almeer.

"He's shocked. But his feelings became sad. You know why ?" ask Hana

Almeer.

"That's because he was sorry because he only knew the truth after he gave the decision to Sham. He looks so sorry. You know what that means?" said Hana

"I know" said Almeer.

"What ?" ask Hana

"I know he loves me. Yeah I know that. Even when we first met again. I already know that he still loves me. She cried when she saw me that's why she went to the kitchen to wipe away her tears. I-i know. Yes I know" said Almeer.

"What do you do now ?" ask Hana wonder.

"I let go. Because I knew Fira wouldn't be happy living with someone like me" Almeer said.

"It's not you who deserves to make someone happy or not. Not You. Not even one person can decide who he or she will be happy with" Hana said.

"Tell me if he can be happy living with someone like me. Who is always afraid to be in the room when night falls. Who can't control his fear. Who kept on fidgeting while closing his eyes. Even how can I fulfill my responsibilities as a husband. I couldn't even accompany her at night" Almeer said

"If this trauma had never existed. Of course I'll never let go. But this trauma is present as a very terrible figure" Almeer said.

"Yes. You're right I love her. Love her so much." said Almeer involuntarily crying.

"Let's fight. I'm sure you're cured and you can be happy living together" Hana said.

"Impossible. I don't think I'll ever get well, all the ways I tried. But the results are nil. ", said Almeer.

"You can't give up. I'm sure you can." said Hana

"you know what people say. The highest level of love is. When we love someone we cannot reach. But we keep trying to make her happy by letting her go to live happily, to live together with others, and this is what I'm doing" Almeer said.

"Zein..?"

"I'm happy when I see him happy" Almeer said.

"You're a good man. I'm sure one day you'll find your happiness. And only lucky women can have you" Hana said

Almeer smile.

"yeah, you are my next door. You know and understand me. You will be happy" Almeer said, joking.

"likeable. I don't want to" Hana said with a laugh.