The Destiny of Love The Substitute Bride

Dilemmas

Provid. Zaphira

My wait is finally over. But I myself do not understand the end of this waiting. His figure that makes me know the meaning of Miss. Now in front of me. A single glimmer of hope watered the barren wait.

But who can guess destiny?

I was happy with his presence but it turned out to be just pseudo. Now that hope is just leaving a grim. Pain that adds old wounds that never heal.

I was pensive to think about all the things that happened a few minutes ago. I didn't think he was the one I thought was coming for us. He came to propose to me for someone else. How can I accept it. When my own heart is still his.

Unable to stem the feelings raging in my heart. I decided to resign.

"Dad, Mother, Fira to the restroom first huh. Kebelt. Excuse me." I'm leaving too.

While trying to hold back the crying. I quickly stepped into the bathroom. My crying broke too. I wish this cry could break my heart.

"Dad, Mother I came here to propose to my father's daughter and mother for my cousin Elmeer Sham"

Those words kept ringing in my ears. It carries a deep wound.

"why Kang?. Why did Akang come just to release me?" I asked as if he was here.

"Didn't Akang ever love me? Is it so easy to ask for someone else?" I said again

I remember when he said the sacred words that bound us before God. Witnessed by my parents and relatives. His calm demeanor made me instantly fall for him. Although at first I could not accept it wholeheartedly.

after feeling calm I rejoined the others. I sat next to my mother.

"Are you okay, son?" ask mother

I tried to smile to display my true mood.

"Fira is nothing bun" I said.

Seeing him was something I always waited for. But now dealing with him is something I never imagined.

"Before I wanted to ask why Nak Almeer came here to propose to my father's daughter for Nak Almeer's brother?" ask Dad.

Hearing Dad's question. Kang Almeer who lowered his head. He looked at his cousin who looked very anxious. Kang Almeer gestured to his cousin.

"Dad, Mother. Without diminishing respect. I know my father and family very well. Same with my cousin. He was a very good man, a hard worker, and a devout man. A good man is not for a good woman. And Fira is a good woman. Besides of. Because my cousin is already in love with my father's daughter" said Kang Almeer.

"Son Almeer himself knew before Dad's daughter had twice failed in a relationship. It's just that the two left father's daughter. Even to this day the heart of the father's daughter is still carried by her husband. Then what guarantee can make you sure that Fira's father's son will be happy and will not be left gone again?" said Father.

The look on Kang Almeer's face changed instantly. But it's hard for me to understand.

"Om, I've been through the same thing before. It's just in a different case. I was left by my fiancee for good in an accident. I felt how ruined my life was. It took 7 years to get up. And my meeting with Fira made me feel like Fira was the one who could make me forget my sadness. I won't leave Fira no matter what. Maybe I was in a hurry because our meeting was still new. But I do not want to lose again for the second time.I want to join Fira to be able to live with him, make him happy. accompany me in joy and sorrow." said Mr. El.

"decision, leave it entirely to you son. What's your answer to this proposal?" father said ask.

O Allah. I'm rattled. My heart is still adrift for him. But how can I accept others. I don't want to hurt anyone. I'm speechless.

"how's Nak?" ask mother. While rubbing my shoulders.

"Dad, mother. Fira can't answer now. Fira needs time. It's too sudden for Fira" I said.

"How about El. Son El can hear the answer of Father's daughter. is El Nak still willing to wait for Fira's answer? If Nak El can not wait anymore then the decision remains in the hands of Nak El. Son El can decide now" said Father.

After hearing my answer and my father saw Mr. El consider her briefly with Kang Almeer and Nadira.

"good Om. I'll wait. Until Fira is ready to give the answer." said Mr. El

The conversation continues. Light chatter fills this living room. It's just that the one who was worried couldn't focus on this conversation.