
Zafira's tears kept flowing. That feeling of tightness again enveloped his heart. But it felt like this time, the tightness was so strong that it squeezed his chest. And again the pain of abandonment filled the day of Zafira.
"Fir, are you okay?" ask Kiya
" Fir, that's strong. You are not alone. There's us. Plis don't cry" said Syfa.
Zafira just kept quiet and kept shedding her tears. Hoping that the feeling of tightness in him could disappear. This feeling is very painful. It makes it hard for him to breathe.
"Fir, go home. We're anterine." said Kiya.
Syfa and Kiya decide to drive Fira home. Along the way Fira just kept quiet. Looked outwards. But his mind is empty. This made his two friends worried.
For the second time Zafira felt the heartache of losing the left behind loved ones. Although both have differences, they both leave wounds in their hearts. Zafira continued to condemn his mistake all this time. The guilt of not treating Almeer as worthy of her husband made Zafira feel like a bad person.
When they got home, Zafira Syfa and Kiya came in. They feel uneasy leaving their best friend alone in this condition. Upon entering the house they cross paths with Bi Iyam. Seeing the state of his mistress who had massaged out of tears, the Aunt asked. But Syfa gave the code so that Si Biibi did not ask anything at this time.
Upon entering his room, it was somehow as if Zafira smelled the scent of Almeer in his room. He hopes that there is not only the smell but also the person. But that's all impossible. Now only his memories and fragrance are still left in this room.
Zafira walks towards the sofa, Almeer's favorite spot. Almeer often spent time there to finish his work. While sitting on the sofa it was as if Zafira was clearly smelling the scent of Almeer. And it seemed comfortable when he sat on the sofa where Almeer used to live.
Syfa and Kiya can only observe the friend. Now they are convinced that Zafira already loves Almeer. Genuine love that is not mixed with obsession or feeling of wanting to have.
Geck.. Geck..
"Fira. Want Mommy to come in?" the voice of Mother Ratna came from behind the door.
Syfa opened the door for Mother.
"There are you too. How's fira?" my mother said as if she knew what was happening
"Lock Mother" said Syfa
Mother went inside. saw Fira who was silent on the sofa while fingering the sofa. Which Mother's heart is not sliced when she sees the beloved princess hurt and down. Mother Ratna approached Fira and sat down beside her.
"Son." said Mother, Zafira awakened from her seagrass.
"Mother." Zafira realized and immediately embraced the Mother. The most comfortable place for him.
"it's a pity that if something that is missed does have us then He will definitely return" said the wise Mother.
"Have Son. Don't blame yourself" Mother advised
"Even He never demanded his right over Fira, Bun. He always helps Fira in any circumstances. Always try to fulfill his obligations without demanding his rights. While Fira lakanin no Bun" said Fira again.
Syfa, and Kiya sit on the couch listening to her best friend's heart.
"Even until He's gone he never touched me Bun. He does not want to force Me even though He has a right to Me. Even to make my hijab in front of her in the room I can't Bun. I'm evil Bun. I am Bun's unfaithful wife" said Zafira, weeping with regret.
"No dear. Nak Almeer is a good and responsible man. He knows the portions. He does not demand You not because You do not expect Him. Because He wants you to accept Him with all your heart" Mother said.
Zafira looked at Mother Ranta. And b
Mother nodded as if confirming her words.
"You know Almeer went to see Dad yesterday and handed you back to Dad. And the reason He is because He wants to fulfill His responsibility to his family. Besides because of his ideals the reason He left because He wanted to find the existence of his father's extended family. In Russia. Because only they are left" said the mother.
"You mean Mother?." asked Zafira
"Almeer's life is full of mystery. Even Abi Rahmat alone could not read his heart and mind. You know Abi Rahmat continues to compete in order to open a hijab that prevents him to know Almeer. Yet difficult. It's hard to understand Almeer and figure out the ins and outs of his life."
"Kang Almeer is indeed a person who is closed Mother. Whenever we ask about his family He will answer as necessary and often times divert the conversation" said Kiya, along with chiming in the words of Mother Ratna.
Just got a little pinch in his hand from Syfa. By looking at the code from Syfa, Kiya finally stopped talking.
"Don't blame yourself, you for the loss, son. He left because of his dreams. And with this he can achieve his goal of meeting his family. You know mom, Dad, Abi also did not want to be tempted and release you. But we understand that we can't help it to achieve its goal" Mother said.
"Mother. Why does it feel so tight this chest when you hear the word kramat coming out of his mouth. I'm even willing to wait for him to come back. Why didn't He ask me first? Why did he decide it right away? " ask Zafira
Mother can only be silent. Karen Mommy does not know the real reason.
"Bun. When a Reyhan left me. I feel like I'm gonna lose everything. My hopes and dreams will be shattered. But Kang Almeer comes up offering to build a new dream. He came not to offer happiness, but he assured me of hardship. He always had a way of bringing in new winds that slowly removed old wounds" Fira said
"Mother wants to ask, have you been building a new relationship over your marriage relationship?. Have you never loved Him?" ask mother
"He always said we were friends. He wants me to make and treat Him like a friend. I don't know why he said that. Mother knows the tightness that I feel today is much more painful and painful than when A Reyhan went to leave Me." and this time Zafira cried in her arms.
The mother felt sad because when Almeer had gone the princess just realized her feelings. For the second time the princess was abandoned by her loved ones.