The Destiny of Love The Substitute Bride

The Heart of Almeer

The night is getting late. Almeer looked agitated in his room. His body temperature became hot. Sweat pouring. Body shaking. The look on his face was radiating fear.

A shadow of childhood is present. The piece of dark time seemed to look real in front of him. The face of fear grew.

"No.. Don'tdon't... Don't kill papa.. Don't please. Don't take papa's eyes. No. gabe.. No. gabe.. Papa.." said Almeer while crying.

"No.. No. gabe.. Go awayl.. Go.." said Almeer fearfully.

Almeer slowly walked to the terrace of his room. Looking outwards all good.. But when he looked into his room the shadow continued to be present. It feels useless if he stays in the room until morning. It will only make him tormented in the shadow of the tragic events of the night.

The day is getting late. The clock on the wall is 11:15 p.m. Almeer took his car keys and left his room.

Almeer crept down the stairs. He didn't want anyone to see him out when it was getting late. After walking slowly, Almeer finally came out of the house. Almeer drove his car somewhere that could make his mind calmer.

The omabak hit the beach. The gusts of the night wind carried the piercing cold all the way to the bone marrow. With all thoughts raging Almeer set foot on the edge of the sand of the beach. The sweep of the waves makes each step disappear carried away by the current.

"Aaaaaa......."" Almeer shouted at the shore facing the sea.

"Father, Mama, Almeer misses" said Almeer shouting.

"Let's...."

Almeer continued to overflow the emotions in his chest. As if the burden disappeared.

Feeling Tired after shouting. Almeer walks to the beach. Almeer sat facing the high seas. With the legs tucked away that are used for head focus.

Again. Almeer crying. Felt fucked. Regret should not perch in his heart. He asked Zafira to be his brother's wife. Why does he feel hurt. Why can't he be happy for them?.

"Well, Pah. Almeer's tired. Almeer wants to live a normal life like everyone else. Almeer. Can Almeer survive a life like this?" muttered.

Almeer continued to bow his head and cry.

"Don't Zrin deserve to be happy?" Almeer.

When the tightness was increasingly felt to burden his chest. Almeer teingat to beristighfar. Almeer continues to be privileged to hope to get forgiveness for blaming the fate that has become the enthronement of God.

Almeer's feelings slowly improved. He is much calmer and can control himself.

Patience and patience are the two keys to happiness. But in fact, doing it is not as easy as turning both palms.

Suddenly someone stood behind Almeer.

"Sit down" said Almeer.

he sat down next to Almeer. Without looking Almeer already knew who was next to him at this moment. Smelled from the scent of perfume that was already very familiar imindra his smell.

"It's very late. You shouldn't have followed me. You are a woman" Almeer said.

That guy just shut up.

"I'm doing fine. Go home. You need a break. I'll be back later" Almeer said.

"No. I'll go home if you come home. Point !. No objection !" the man said stubbornly.

Almeer just shut up. It was free to argue with him.

They remained silent for quite a while. For almost an hour they sat quietly looking at the night sky. Without any more talk.

After feeling enough. Finally, the man dared to speak.

"How are you feeling now?" ask her.

"Much better" said Almeer.

"I think it's your decision this time. Not only hurt him, but hurt you. Isn't that right?" said the man again.

Almeer looked at the man.

"Until when do you want to keep pretending with your heart?. Think of your heart as good when it's completely broken" she asked again with a bit of emotion.

Almeer.

"Enough. You have tortured yourself enough. Learn to be at peace with your life. Let you fight for your happiness" he said again

"Do you know how?" ask Almeer.

"Tell me. How-to. When all the ways I've tried, it's as easy as when you say it." said Almeer. Almeer sighed.

"You know? I was tired and wanted to stop and give up. All the ways I tried. But renouncing all and making peace with destiny is not as easy as I imagined it to be" Almeer said.

This time it was the man who was silent.

"You know. I've always been smart. If only I could live a normal life like he did. If only I could get rid of all my trauma. Maybe I've been living happily." said Almeer.

"The word of people seeking knowledge is sincere in pesantren where we know religion. And I've gone there to find him and study, but I haven't found it."

" The best teacher is experience. And it's been a life experience, bitterness and tears. But it only leaves trauma. Now what am I supposed to do?" Almeer.

"Say Hana. What should I do now?!. When old wounds do not dry up, they must be scratched again by new wounds" said Almeer

Yep. The person who had been following Almeer was Hana. His companions. Who was worried so decided to stay. But at midnight he heard the sound of people sneaking around. He knew Almeer was the one sneaking out. Because he was worried about his friend who was very hurt. He followed her too.

Hana cried when she heard all the outpouring of the heart of the friend. This is the first time he has heard firsthand the feelings of his best friend. Almeer has never said anything about his feelings to anyone. Almeer always held all the burdens and feelings alone.

It's just that Hana is very concerned and can understand and know Almeer personally. So that he can know what Almeer feels and thinks. That's why it's no wonder Almeer nicknamed him 'darling' because Hana did know everything even though Almeer never said it.