The Conversion Means Nothing
Word set
WHY.........????
Every day I spend my time thinking about you ?
And it's a wonder you're pretending to be innocent in my every look.
THE KACAU.........
I'm like a crazy person who's addicted.....
Addiction to your body's distinctive aroma...
You're like poison and medicine to me......
What's addictive is like playing a movie
long with crying and laughing by yourself
Turns out.....
I turned out to be so pathetic
Looking for your body there to embrace
Just to ease my crying
Then.....
If dusk comes
I'll chase your shadow until it's lost in the night
And thereafter...
I will drown myself in a sea of memories
My soulless collection of words
Losing life when longing comes torture
The ink that should paint love with happiness you seize and replace it with suffering
On a night that was getting farther away brought me into wishful thinking
Love me who always cries in silence
You never know that my sleep is just dreaming of you
then....
Wake up just to remember you
Your trail leaves a longing that increasingly whack the succum
I stick with routines like this
Your back is always in the spotlight
BLANK.......
The room was empty and dark
No more light to warm me
I'm freezing.....
I'm deficient.....
And....
I'm lonely......
I was lost in my own world
Without knowing where to go
Losing you made me know 1 thing
It turns out that longing can be more stifling of the chest than lack of oxygen
Inability to explain
Come and disappear into one piece
Only the cold of the night can greet the uncertainty
The melodious sounds shahdu
Singing a battle song
The red moon spurred the arrow
Thousands of characters are imprisoned
Complicated military force wounds
The heart space is not as it once was
Screaming for the terka
I gave my heart to be hurt again
To the people who are trying to get into my life
My wait is at the end
AND.......
When you don't exist
Who do I want to ask for a hug for ?
To whom do I complain ?
The pain entered my heart
All the laughter and crying were half my soul
Can I without you ?
When you don't exist
Everything went wrong in my perspective
Ego bandaged me
Hiding a faint smile
Under the dim lights
In that light bias I lay sorrow
Deep sorrow about the heart that is in stay gone
It's not about desperate love
It's about happiness and pain at the same time....
A heart that lives because it is happy but forced to die in pain
I once loved
I really appreciate you
Flattering you....
Admiring you..
To make my vow of death
BUT.....
I am neglectful of the limitations of my heart
Wounds and sadness take part
There are tears that will tell this story
BUT....
Who knows ?
Every morning I wake up
Scratches are still there with the whole sane almost gone
There were sobs hiding behind the blue clouds
Why.....?
Why force a hand when God no longer writes destiny ....
Why is it as if something is holding back from leaving ?
Why......?
Why should I ....?
Why not the other...?
Should I pull you up for the umpteenth time ?
A question that does not require an answer...
To you who soar in my mind
Memories that make me fall over and over again
Dragged me back to the place where the wound was on the thigh..
Orange covers mega
These incisions create hundreds of drops of blood and tears
And....
I almost lost my life.............
