The Conversion Means Nothing

The Conversion Means Nothing
Whose fault ?



I know this is all wrong


But I couldn't stop


Even though I tried


Just keep coming back


Because loving you is so beautiful


Happy I remember you


When I miss you about you


Many things are just you


Loving you is my biggest sin


For years I felt that love


Can't run


The power will stop


Always faithful to your love


Loving you is my most beautiful sin


The sins I have been guilty of for years


It makes me approach hell


You're presenting arid and rainy at the same time


I miss you in the lonely nights that shake my dark world


I love you when the jet black of the future is deprived of the old love I crave


I can't stop thinking about you


Stuffy......


Chest tightness because there is a lot of pain


My bahaga is you


A void and empty field in the heart


Immediately showered when with you


Stroking the heart wall


I realized I wanted to make you different


I want to have you


Loving you is the sweetest sin I have ever committed


A virtual line to scorch the rest of the sins of the past


Though tears shut my laughter


Though heartache lays bare my happiness


Love blindly in the chest


Rebellious books


But I can't


Can't stop loving you


Can't stop thinking about you


Circumstances forbid me to brush off my race on you


The circumstances asked me to submit and surrender


Circumstances also asked me to take off


I sinned myself to fall into the black hole of this world


I love someone I shouldn't love


I love people's wives


I can't erase your shadow


Who danced in my eyeballs


A shady look and reconcile me from the rest of this heart


Is it wrong to love a woman who belongs to someone ?


Definitely wrong !!!


The reality is wrong and insolent


Who wants to be like this


I don't want to


If my race is anchored to the wrong person


In containers that should not be occupied


Then.....


Who should be blamed


The owner of love ?


Or am I to blame ?


Am I so crazy that I dare to fire myself


Sillier....


I enjoy that pain


I enjoy the bitterness that keeps raining down on the heart


I tried to coat my veins with a handful of hope


That one day you'll be standing next to me


The wrong situation ?


Who fooled me with a happy sparkle


Disguised crying at night


Plunged me to the lowest of the happiest


Is it true that circumstances are to blame


The situation is just silent


He died and followed only the hearts


It's frozen


He only ran when the man took him away


When man leads him to a point of the chosen heart


Is it the wrong love ?


Too stupid I blame the purity of love


I was wrong.....


Wrongly carrying the wheel where I should have stepped


I put my heart on him


I love that woman


I play with the fire itself


I pushed myself into the abyss


I know you're not alone


But I closed my eyes


I can't stop putting my race on for her


I stuck my head out to not run towards him


I can't leave a trace of her smile


Hand over the eyes that blink ask at the deckap


He buried my sepulchre in his embrace


I was embarrassed


I closed my red eyes


Without a doubt I'm a molest pawn


Sorry bro....


I love your woman


I'm grinding it


How do you feel I became your third


The little partition between you and our woman is the lovemaking room


I'm becoming the darkest part of your world


He who always wanted me to spend the night in his heart


Accompanying a long thirst he did not touch from the touch of your heart


Bulldozing logic sprays down earthy fret when wet


Is there a third way of straightening this crazy romance?


I'm sorry, bro


He's yours but everything


Tasteful


The fall of sharp objects to see the color of the world is not able to


The dark.....


I want to end this


I don't want to be the man who ruined another man's life


But you asked me not to stay


You want me to stay by your side


You're too comfortable with my whereabouts


My brain is raw


Refuse all calls


Yet.....


The heart says another


He's lonely


He needs it too


Feelings cannot be lied to


And I can't be far from him either


Being third is wrong


Even if he has no future with her


Loving you was the most fatal mistake I ever made


Loving you is at once the sweetest sin and the most beautiful vengeance that has ever come


Thank you for giving me a rainbow and dark at the same time


I love you with all my sins


The haram face of lovers belongs to people


Just craving for the wind


Let go of the soul of the lonely soul


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Writing is just a lonely word


I need another word to accompany


Punctuation marks are always expected to merge at the end of the sentence


How with faithful paper waiting for the outpouring of pen hearts


It would still be empty if there was no pen to tell the story


Faithful is just a word to make yourself happy


There is no loyalty that does not suffer


I'm willing to be imprisoned inside my own head


While holding a black rose full of thorns


With a smile you drop in my eyes


Before I fell in your arms


And you killed me


Love grows in your eyes


Wounds grow in my heart


You're like dust


I can't hold it


I can only see in the distance


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I stabbed my prayer with an innocent dagger


All words are meaningless illusions


Nisan nameless I sat


The buried hope revolved out occupying a soulless body


Should I blind eye with rust nail stuck in


When the remaining despair crumpled up the cruel night


The numb body


Heart slashed sliced


This soul can still smile sweetly


Let this land bury me


For there is no use kneeling before time


Time has changed hearts


And we don't have to understand


Maybe it should be like this


Caught by her bedside the night


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I stand between passions


The shaking of the heart goes with time


Sukma dabbles in pilu


The song is sad


Shame ornament


The sins of the past


Sometimes you don't know which way to dock


Feeling the most right but crashing


Feeling wrong but innocent


Weary......


I feel tired


Don't know when


The road I took came to the end


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Hiding nothing


the sky is dark and not shining


Delirious during the day


Your scent smells for a moment


Dreams far away on the island


Where I'm taking cover


Sirna is always chasing shadows


I won't be able to remember


All my breath was buzzing


Really nothing from time to time


Where you go


I always wait


Your figure is no longer clear


My tears will not be flowing anymore


Dry as a waterless dry land


Singing without sound disappears in the agony


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The far one is close


The stranger becomes familiar


The one who looks closed speaks up


Who looks quiet to show off their teeth


Get a moment


Millions of benefits are available


This story doesn't want to get here


One day I want to go back


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