The Conversion Means Nothing

The Conversion Means Nothing
Ihhhh



Time counts don't fade anymore


January whispered on the edge of the veranda


Splashing thin water accompanies dreams


Wounds list full of hospitality


For the longing to be wrapped in your name


Which becomes the link of the real soul even though it is gone


A reminder that we were together


I thought you were a word-lover


I thought you liked to laugh


I thought you liked us


It turns out we are just words


The heart has numb


Torn apart by the poison of romance


The blood splash scented with anxiety


The wound has not dried


put the silent body does not flinch


Buried in grief nestapa


Wounds above wounds


Let's be a story digger


About the tarnished loyalty


In the mayan stage


You're the one I call love


The wounds become real


Smiling behind the scenes


Hide the death fangs


I tried to string the word up for you


The abandoned temple


All for you


On a word that was never beautiful to you


At the handful of hearts I want to give


But it never came to your hands


Because you were never there for me


Your shadow


Cuba's between my sepals


Among the stories we have left behind


Against my race towards you


Only my race is scattered


At the silent cheering


The yanking hampa


Only the feeling drifted


In your shadow


I you called us


Wrapped weather miss


wishing ancient longing


I'm cutting it to pieces just looking for your look


To fulfill my wish


Forget the dark that once incised a wound


Unite the broken taste


Our story is not just unknown


The dove symbol of loyalty


The pigeons never break their promises


Like a sacred promise between you and me that's just a word


The grief-breaker I thought was love


Unspoken by word


Immobilize the body and soul


I guess miss turns out to be sembilu


You make me like a poet


That poured the wounds in every melody


I painted your face with crying hands and eyes


I send taste with feeling


Yet you give a blasphemous sorrow


The shackles still tightly clenched me


As if all hope is asking to be cut down


Getting close as if preventing him from leaving


To be heart-breaking for your own satisfaction


The giver of wounds


I try to put a lot of words together


Culling the rhythm of love


The meeting is just a space


Between a point and a comma


A love that leaves will never come back


The suffering is getting worse


The soul complaints continue to burn


Tortured by the wounds of feeling


When I said I would let you go


That's my worst lie


Restless continues to haunt me


The longing comes to my soul


The silent whisper of longing scratches my silent soul


Whimpering grievously in the depths of a desolate soul


Leave pain in the heart


Screaming when I miss visiting


Ordered the soul in lamentation of pain


Suffering despair at the irony


A string of characters with no meaning


Line of the temple died in the word


Yesterday's wounds were still not healed


I tried to write lara


Scratch the script about the wound with tear ink


The outpouring of feelings wasted by love


But I am not able


I was in a bed of love wounds


I fell silent within Nestapa's walls


I'm locked in a mess of romance


I shed tears of pain


Mute...


Sliver.....


Silence....


Vacuous.....


And solitude.....


Desperate in uncertainty


Night trumpets became lara's humming


Sharp blows not when I breathe


Desperate longs to be unraveled expressions of regret


Blasphemy longs to encroach on the heart


It's hurting......


Disappointed.....


The swearing of the serapun is cynical


My body was buried in tears


The limits of patience are eroded


In a never ending grudge


Orange spray on memories


Wound slashing drip tirta


The twilight wind swerved over the pedestal


Wet the gap of longing


Pushing hard on the silence