The Conversion Means Nothing

Me is injured

L'm......

It is a body that remains intact but is not the same as the heart and its contents

I don't have much to share with you

I'm a happy person for you even though I'm not happy for you

I too am a person who loves you so much that I forget how to stop

And I dive too deep when I don't know how to swim

I'm a prostitute for forcing cuts

I'm a knitter but not a knit

In silence every night I asked

Who lives more often in your night

Me or your past ?

And who ?

The leaflet on the chest is very far in taste

Love for whom to prey

You broke me before I grew up

The rest of the flavor is no longer what

I don't know until when I have to endure the pain of patience

Until finally falling down trying to get up

Your sweet word was once the most beautiful thing

Now it's gone just a bullshit

To you I am just a meaningless sentence

And the extent to which you have gone that sick is also my heart

Why am I stuck like this ?

Took me into the moans of Nestapa

Bitter pain enveloped

Netra is holding a dam of tears

I'm just a human being who wants what I want

I need what I need

Is it wrong to ask for too much ?

Or is it not allowed ?

The heart is not necessarily where it is going

Tiredness trumps my happiness

For the sake of endless relationship

Too far to go back

All the promises that have ever been made

Disturbance and hope

This Asmaraloka makes me lose my mind

Like a glass without secrets

With all my vices that must drain your patience

Awake only to keep

For yours....

The name that's there

Even though I didn't know I'd see you first

Or die who meet me

Waiting for you is a wound in the soul

Waiting for the end of sweet

The sweet ending is just a fairy tale

Lost soul lost memories

Tears have decorated the soil

Decorate a room with a million memories

In the dark the never ending night

Showing hope to an illusion

Sliver......

Silence rubbed my veins

Torturing hearts to gray

I'm scattered because love doesn't come

Stabbed broken heart when trying to compose

I once loved someone who never loved me

I used to beat someone who laughed over my tears

I have been and still am....

All about you is a name

Similar thorns piercing raga

Thousand words sweet babes spoken

A dagger that sticks bones

Go home away lonely in the heart

Although the heart is torn to itself

My wounds are bruised at night

Fragile can no longer be repaired

The sweet word made me believe in love

Shed a heart-wrenching wound

He left without sin

As if I was just a dream in her sleeping flowers

Is that as bad as you are ?

Promise unlimited happiness

Then leave without a trace

For reasons I'm not good enough for you

My heart breaks because of you

Destroyed my mind with your sweet word

I love you without you knowing what it is

my inner fatigue is fighting without you knowing

Aaaakkh.....

Easy to love you but hard to forget

Behind the taste I have

I'm not asking you to do the same

And if I go later

Not because I stopped loving

I'm just scared

Fear too deep in my race later

Until the very thing I get later

Either true or not

We're not as good as we used to be

Eyes melt tired themselves

The shabby body hugged the pain

The soul of ranum sanubari

Lara's flakes rub off the mute paper

# Thanks MD #