The Conversion Means Nothing

Xxxx

The circle of fate is not as beautiful as the ring circle

Fate has always been good at playing magic

Expensive weld ring as dowry

Make him who is not rooted

Is there anything more dagger than the heart?

For your sake, I dare stab myself in the heart

When the tongue is too barren by lies

No apocalypse is too close but treachery

Is this sick ?

If life gives pencil

But we never had the right to write destiny

The love....

I stick with you

Attach me with the failure to have you

Love is just a word

Hatred germinates behind the dark eyes

Wounds after wounds were embedded in the heart

Sorrowing tormenting the soul

The mountain stood

As if I didn't care about my fate

The roar of great rolling waves

Scrape corals stand firm

Worry to look at the sky without edges

Lonely and empty left behind

No tone no rhythm

The only remaining love story that was hurt

Love has gone unfolded

The promise of certainty has been given

Betrayal is the answer

It feels quiet in the soul

Passing through swallowed by time

The soul complaints continue to burn

Tortured by the wounds of feeling

It is immersed in a sea of sadness

Remembering a betrayal

On top of the gentle sweet promise

A bit of coffee I enjoy

Lembayung dusk greet lunglai

As if I knew my heart

Pain and disappointment become an unending wound

The suffering that never healed

I want to forget everything

I want to stop loving her

Without any shadow and memory of him

But I couldn't

Wants to forget you

Someone who can slice a heart

Pain felt for years

Love is so deep

Hard to forget

Worsened in the darkness

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Steps don't go far

You can't hold me

But love still grows

I'm weary.....

Tired as if nothing

Your love got me killed

With a sharp sword

Killed by stupid feelings

Stabbed by the love I crave

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Millions of unreal words

Saru thorn for one word

I just drooped helpless

Every breath is a struggle

There's no word I can say

Crying among thousands of feelings

Breaking hearts of enthroned love

If this rain were thousands of swords

I'll let it stab in the heart

It was releasing blood that kept flowing

Sadness binds the soul

stuck in the increasingly painful

Clinging to a lonely crest

Remembrance of you in the pill

You leave when the affection peaks

Like the wind and dust flakes

A million unanswered questions

A million misses are unrepresented

Loving that love is heavy

To love but a lie I can

I know it hurts

Leaving you and I

Broken in ruins but this can’t be where I die

Debris of love fly

Dreams are never real

This story never disappears

I keep this taste on the edge of fret

In the wet rain

I complained and complained of grief

To take love without rest

Sorrowful tears dripping unfortunate

Sorrowful hope slowly worn out

A cut of a wound on the body

As sad as a fragile heart

And...

As happy as I love you

Waiting for the moon over the grave

Waiting for death to come

The eternal wounds you gave

Sluggish...

You'll miss me in the gut

I cannot feel another presence

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Scratch the paper with a heart pen

So that the writing is full of meaning

If love is destiny

I want you to be my destiny

If love is a wound

I don't know what makes me love that person so much

The figure often makes me feel sore

And often makes me feel homesick

Though he was tired, reminded

You are a reason in itself

Why I am waiting in wait

Morning coffee reminds me of that figure

About where we made memories together

About my longing that was never timid

This miss is always kept tidy

Your presence is one thing I always will be

There is a feeling I have deliberately kept

in silence

The care I intentionally ignore

I'm so drunk misses every time

I was blinded by love

A wound so deep

Wading a dark day

I am still waiting here for that figure

With a lonely and longing soul that unfolds

Loving you is the most real memory of my life

Love should end with betrayal

Yet......

I'm happy

Because I once had you

Because I ever loved you

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Your shadow looks real in the corner of your eye

Could I love you so much ?

Silence pierces the soul

Regretting the time blaming joke

Asa and hope locked at the end of the roaring nestapa

Sweet promises beautifully wrapped in poison

Injuring all the haunting lies

Bound memories pseudo inner decoration pierced thorns

Dream illusion strikes the heart

Life has no meaning

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I am fragile and give up

Destruction is happiness in itself

I am sick without a heart

I am rubbish

Our world is different

Loving me you have to be trash

O joy cry

When black coloring the veranda of the heart

Until the sadness dies

I fell in between asa

Grinding the flavor in a safari of taste

Sobbing with the buana of love

Wailing moans in a miserable soul

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I found silence on a tired soul

Night tasty flowers meranum

Shy princess blushed manners

I stood alone staring at the foam

The lyrics of the song senandung pilu

Songs of lirih despatter

For you far away

Warm your breath encapsulates your heart

The nostalgic asmara fever

You have become my candlestick

Listen to this heart

The turmoil of silent romance

When you are not here

Increasingly disturbing the mind

Taboo drumming vibrate furnace soul

The smile of love reaps the taste

I'm missing the net of love

Opaque blurting wistfully

I miss...🥺🥺🥺🥺

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Licking a hot-nosed body**

Blanketed romance blaring

Shake the heart of romantic decorate

Sukma embraces the love of hope

Engraving longing docked at the edge***

Beautiful starless night

The desire to overflow emotions did not stop

The body shivered in silence

A drop of stain was hidden behind the curtain

Fate is not buried in the untold ground

Trapped in a taste called love

Getting lost in the circle of time

The heart is not locked but knows where to go back

The separate hearts are always together

Not to remove but tied to a knot

They are moving each other within the distance created

Although never said

Your name I always say in every bow

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I-i know...

It's not just me in your heart

It's not just me you love

There is him you love too

Have you ever thought about

How my heart when you're with her

How I feel...

You think I'm okay ?

All this time....

I'm my jealous bully

I can stand my pain

Know it...

I'm not as loud as you can see

Not as strong as you imagine

I want to end it but my heart is powerless

Too much love I have for you

Tears wet my sepus face

Can't you choose between us ?