The Conversion Means Nothing

The Conversion Means Nothing
Not who who



Gracefully......


enchanting....


is beautiful....


charmings......


smart........


the best of nature's creators


The figure that is flattered like a queen of kahyangan


a figure who fights with all the flavors available


even....


a figure who can be in the ash-ash zone because


rinsed by style and perception


Figure with all the advantages without any less


figure with all the truth without any wrong


*figures with all pent-up forces that cannot be exceeded by the original rib owner*


a figure too difficult to face


with all ego and emotion


And.....


I fought with all my soul


bet everything that exists


Break some hearts


betraying my world


for the person who was ever present


Turns out....


the ones who struggle are wasted compared to the ones that are always there


I'm like a hero of misfortune


Fight and fight


take and defend


The unclear thing


Sometimes hopes..


Let's just say this is a good sleep and dream


Do not wake up so that there is no disappointment with the reality


A graceful figure like a silent killer


I consciously gave it all up


Without you knowing the pain I feel


love comes and goes as it pleases


Leaving behind a scar


Love is more frightening than love


more intoxicating than arak


Silence is gold ?


silence in this figure contained a million meanings


the gold in this figure is the cure for lara


suppose this figure puts logic more forward than feeling


maybe this story will be different


This dark world


this life's meltdown


Played at all costs


without being able to turn away from stupidity


The one who poisoned life


With smiles and all the falsehoods


love's......


Hates....


grudges......


Blending into the ghost that is always present in every sun begins to dim


Others are guilty


But I'm the one who's introspective....


a play that used to be lived


In the name of an attack


A stubborn figure with an exorbitant ego


which always demands to be understood


who prefer to be controlled by emotion and prestige


Yet....


still this figure is in miss


whatever pain I feel is still


unable to turn


Love slave ?


maybe maybe.....


Regret ?


No !!!


because it has to be the story


we just play a role


When reason suggests to stop


the heart keeps telling the way


an endless intersection


Asa who was there looks run away


said there is no feeling


Give fully


received by half


Trying to make whole


From fragile debris


I am I


Who tried to stand up straight


with wounds that have not dried


whereas....


he is wishful


The more pursued the more distant


When the beat of the rhythm of intimacy was heard from a distance


The beautiful full moon adds to the crowd


The heart is empty without hope


Nestapa became a stepping foot companion


Loving you.....


It makes the heart feel more lonely


it is empty and...


HOLLOWLY......


it even feels pointless....


As sincere as any request


There is no other pardon than one


the torture felt


A piece of love is still floating


there is only a piece of regret left


THE LIVER....


sorry, it was never friendly


Go home.....


it's time to give up


peace with heart and soul


leave all the pain lara


let the soup stop for a moment


let the twilight accompany a tired soul


and...


dream big in a long sleep


as if tomorrow the story is over


the beginning of a beginning is finished


Actually was.....


you're too cruel


Or I'm too weak


or the....


we are being played by fate ???