The Conversion Means Nothing

The Conversion Means Nothing
Failures



The night passed so fast


Everything I dreamed


Disappeared when I woke up


It makes me fall and fall


Even if the world has changed


I stay the same


Still dreaming of the same thing


A dream that I lost when I woke up


The rain fell down hard


Moisten the sorrowful layers of the heart


Put out the flames of anger in the soul


Scrape the wound of excruciating failure


Immediately the wind blew


Raise your hands straight


Prostrate for a moment with determination


To shed the whole body


The wind was fast rising


take a step in the day


Leaf leaves bowed respectfully


While glorifying welcoming desire


Pulling drags throw of determination


Knowing the soul is not beautiful


I really did think wrong


I really did not think


Not marble not forging gold


What I saw was clapping one hand


I want to be in love with them


Nosedived the soul of youth


The line on the face clarifies the direction


Dusk marker age


Dry barren unkempt


The journey of man is full of twists and turns


Always different without any space and time limits


Failure can sometimes hurt your heart


There is no guide for a heart that is pure


Failure is not the end of a journey


Just a test in life


Longing will always be happy


For those who think life is a test


Sanubari constantly dhikr non-stop


When the end of the goal does not belong


Only sincerity helps the soul to suffer


Leave everything to the ruler


Look to the future through prayer


Nothing is in vain in every way of sacrifice


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Selfish and selfish


Made my instincts almost eroded away


It's not why I fell


Don't wake me up


I can still wake up by myself


Tears dripping enough do not wipe


Because I still have fingers


The soul owner


White paper now brushed written thousands of difficult


Now it is destroyed by the greed of a failure


Never complaining does not mean not tired


Never crying does not mean always happy


Never being sick does not mean being strong


Never getting hurt does not mean never falling


The beauty of the twilight seemed to disappear


Only gray is coming


It's like turning everything black


When the eyes wait for him to come


Disappointed as I may feel


When leaving without a reason


The heart is now silent


The mind keeps going


Make a question


Anger is created by demanding time


The bond of mind and logic never escape but fight each other


Tears invigorate the wait


What I'm thinking now I can't explain


Reluctant to slip between the focus of dreams


Throw buried with hope


Above ground under the sky


Memory as if forced to recall


The dark events are very clearly illustrated


I was wrong to leave him


The dawn is present whispers a taste in the heart


The heart begins to know


A feeling that wants to blend


Between asa and taboo


The expanse of the heart collided with the flakes of pilu


This is the taste of it


I remain steadfast in heeding the straying of the heart


Collecting broken liver fragments


Regret putting in inappropriate expectations


Spattered filled the empty heart space within the soul


Hope is just a fantasy


Dreams are just a sleeping flower


Sweet sugar honey grooved delicate liver


Delight every breath


Cold nights are not invited


Night hangs above the head


Legs stepped with a lonely accompaniment


The pain that spreads makes it wobbly


Hard destiny decides


This feeling will still turn on the master


Fill the feelings that have long died


With an uncertain hope


Increasing age


Increasing hope


Just think I can still live now


The lyrics of the song are not melodic


A poem does not mean


A brief, heartless story


As sincere as unrequited feeling


A hearty grudge is only armed with hope


Love is created by the word


Until one feels helpless


I stared at the sky with tears ready to plunge down both cheeks


Enjoy every pounding of pain at the sight of how happy it is at dear


This pikr is not a mistake


If it is wrong, it is just a coincidence


I believe despite being tired


Hoping for a false hope and trust


High ego makes thinking powerful


I'm a full-fledged n*su full of passion and ambition


Falling without a dark crutch is snatched to death


Spilled over with tears prostrating on the prayer mat


Falling in hope of a servant


Mercy when both hands are raised


I slowly assembled the word until it became an alphabet


Jemari cheerfully leads the word mempeduk asa memalun dream


In the midst of the pain that gripped me


In the midst of suffering that restrains my body


In endless silence


There are many wounds I have


Trying to cross the line


It will be fragile for the harshness of the world


This illusion delusions me


The rainbow did not come


Being sincere is like a joke


The wind of night hit me


It is like a firefly exhibiting itself during the day


” All but surely “