The Conversion Means Nothing

The Conversion Means Nothing
MEANINGLESSLY



Yesterday....


you're still with me


We make out and seduce


Today.....


we keep going through together


and


tomorrow is just a little bit of hope


From memories that have been engraved


Without a grandiose imagination but a dream that will take me


I'm standing on my feet on this footwear


stretching out all the available despair


I'm not offering sweet honey


but...


Give the sweet essence of real life


When the miss comes torment


living feels dead


And as if delusions were often approaching


Letting go is not as easy as it says


Giving up is not easy to do


Your happiness is my happiness it's just a speech of hypocrisy


All just the falsity of every speech


Why


it's so hard to get out of your shadow


Which always comes to haunt


If only this heart was a playground


it probably won't fall so deep


it has been too long to walk alone


tears are not stopping


a glass of wine is added with flavor


it's still clear when the last time I kissed you


White clouds drifted in the sky


love is too exhausting


messy heart


flower petals flying in the wind


Disrupting the sea of hearts


Love in this life


or the...


debt in the past


gotta let you go


Or


ask you to stay on the side


Silence.....


Sliver.....


quietest.....


It hit me when the night started saying hello


Living in your shadow


living with a feeling of sebak in the chest because of longing


The wheel of life is being crushed by time


day by day passed


you can only wait for an uncertain certainty


Ask a question that has no answer


will this wait be in vain ?


A vacuum in the heart and soul


Just let it go


without any purpose for all this


it floats like a dust grain


Plunged by the groove of melodious melodious tormenting the recesses of the heart


played by a destiny that knows no sense of taste


Is this the life you want ?


is this the life resolution that we have achieved ?


is life given without the right to choose ?


1001 black roses


1001 possibilities


one answer is uncertainty


Tired of increasingly covering hypocrisy with falsehood


Which says everything's gonna be fine


apparently not....


shapelessly destroyed


drowning in a heartache


If.....


Suppose that.....


For instance....


Time machine can be turned back


And there are choices to choose from


not meeting each other and knowing will be


A hidden desire


The clang of the piano sounded like it was slashing with succumbs


kick the rhythm of welcoming death that comes to greet


collect the pledge that has been dashed


Time to make it back ?


I heard a whisper in silence


Make loose stuffiness in the chest


End all the suffering that exists


Do you make a sacrifice?


what about the reality that exists ?


Tears full of sorrow


every drop of heart screams


The world is not as beautiful as a stage


the real role is only play


Which is set in an event


when living without a backrest


drifting in the stream


Toyed with by destiny at will


In this imbalance


Pass each sheet of paper painfully


The crying in the heart


I want meaningless steps


With a definite intention


strong desire to die


A whole life wrapped in a crate


against a relentless destiny


From the ground back to the dust


lie down peacefully to pass


great memories of dancing on the breast


It turns out that life is just a sham


If you don't feel like you have


Losing will not feel so painful


# Too much love will kill you #