The Conversion Means Nothing

The Conversion Means Nothing
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****have passed all summer


But the sadness has not improved


driving on the road that has no end


there is a feeling left inside


Still remembered from your eyes dripping tears of despair


in the chaos there is delusion blistered by tears


the horizon separates happiness


Love is also gone


A song that was not finished


fatigue leaves dark circles


Love a difficult wound place in hindarin


no matter how beautiful


the night continued to be replaced by the morning


Until now still do not understand


why should we split...


no match .. This is just an entertainer's expression of a meaningless reason


Am I expecting too much ?


are there too many promises made ?


or is...


what I give is not enough ?


a thousand reasons to hurt...


Excessive love makes you uncontrollable


if freedom is happiness


love is the fault of small, mistaken accomplishments


too much justification


too many reasons


for the love of me I betrayed everything


don't ask me how I've been through the grief


maybe I will live well


it might as well disappear without a trace


Right now only regrets are left


sacrifice is inseparable from separation


only memories accompany


***go.......


three simple alphabets that can be as sharp as razor slashing feelings....


Maybe you should feel it with your heart to understand me


Shouldering alone the pain of longing


complaints can be spoken to whom


Bitter wine glass by glass


accompany the dripping tears


I want to dream about you tonight


Fill the emptiness of the heart


Building memories of love


among the ruins of soul fragments


If you hurt me, there is happiness in your life


do it because the more hurt I will forget the more it feels like pain


you are a face with a million memories and a million stories


A story that begins but never ends


and you're a name not capable


I lost it in my life


Loving you is there a deliberate heartache or I have been blinded because of your charm ?


often trying to get up


rise from loneliness


Yet.....


all efforts seem meaningless


vanished without a trace


Regret after understanding has been too late


the pledge.....


promise......


the vows...


still have meaning ?


or just a word ?


I am still the old me


still with a stupidity


and if...


There is still a possibility to return


I choose to leave all my world


just for one of you


Sepi singing...:


in the middle of the crowd was quiet


wind and love


sigh in silence


you put me in your love knot


which I could never find the end of


Make you my Queen


I shape my own world


I give you a soul that the dead think


And..


I just want to love you simply


with a signal that was not delivered


because I don't know if life will come and still see you?


I love you too much


love you too much


until my soul and my body are killed with my race


The lady.....


the gentle figure was like an elmaut


Present without error


and passed without cause


Soft in the night breeze


and...


hard in the waves


Happy you?


live well?


a few questions that are always on my mind


without ever meeting the answer


I miss you


so very....


miss the face I once kissed


I miss the face I once made


misses the smell of your body


Too deep in this slump


It was so far away in the water that I forgot I couldn't swim


Until I don't know how to get back..


returned as a full human


or return a name.....


IF ONLY............