The Conversion Means Nothing
Gata Akara
I realized that paramita is not void
You are like a paradise I cannot reach
I was trapped in akara kala afsunmu only able to feel through the prison
The more I want to forget the more you baswara in the heart
Now I realize
You're gata no matter how I am
Forgetting you is hard
Remembering you're sick too
A thousand dews in the morning, eaten by her mother
Enough of me in my sadrah
It's not enough to be just as brilliant as your soul
When the cittas declare a pedar
Muditta comes megar
But asa requires gata once again
You've gata left lakuna in my heart
In the past you have made me a newsletter with your words
Your presence is like a ringleader in the bumintara deck
Although the asmaraloka I feel is not as beautiful as kirana,
At least thank you for coming like Arumi
The passing carried the beautiful story of Nan Nirmala
On the dark day, I went in silence
Ephemerally? No. gabe.
My sentence may not be that simple
Even though I know
Your deck is not for me and your presence is only real
in a little book called my life
Don't blame how the universe and destiny work
But can I ask to repeat time?
Please breathe this melankolia
Like I was ready but there is still a sense
As if I was sincere but still expecting you back
All the gray stuff feels sad
Between pain and happiness, you are in between
I disbelieve
I get so stunned every time I see you
I just stay quiet when you speak softly
All about you I like very much
Can't say much
Just want to enjoy a moment
The beauty of God's creation
Right in front of me
Accompanying my every day
But his destiny is not with me
My heart feels longing
Who keep coming every night
Feels lonely but washed away
It feels soft but makes you feel sad
Night humming in desolation
My mind was stunned at the mortal
But it is beautiful to feel in the heart
Your gaze touching the soul continues to carry
Your words are stored forever in memory
All things about you
It just ends in a longing
Can't yet be owned
Maybe it's not time yet
I'm tired of looking for true love
Only the ones who came to me
Tired of this heart hurt
By false beauty
It looks real but empty
This search is heavy
But patiently, everything can be passed
Love cannot be predicted
Come as he pleases
I can't resist or evade
My heart just wants to be with you
Don't want anything else
Because you're so perfect for me
In my silence I pray
So that we can continue together
Even though friends hope to be familiar
What does this world mean
If you can't see your smile
The day feels empty
When you're not by my side
In silence I thought of meaning
About the sacrifice of finding true love
Every night I look at
About love I can't hold
It looks so far away feels so close
It seems my presence is just a decoration
What you saw for a moment
Then you'll turn it on again
A little bit disappointed but I've already loved
The chest tightness felt to hold the unspoken love
So heavy I want to say it immediately
But I choose to be so deeply trapped
I can only admire from far away
Even though I realized I had to step away
But my mind and heart continue to be broken
By your perfect beauty
Until whenever you will still be the winner
# by Dawn Lover
