The Bond of Our Love

CHAPTER 88 - Honest or Not huh??

"Be careful. Later when you get there, please tell me" Pinta Fajar who is trying hard to release Zahra to go with her husband.

"Yes. You're serious aren't you, I don't have a problem going with Rahul?" Zahra hesitantly tried asking to make sure once more. Because he still felt strange about all these decisions.

"Yes of course. Because I'm sure Rahul won't bite you" Jokingly Fajar smiled sadly to hide and cover up his unbearable heartache.

"Let's go" Timpal Rahul asked Zahra. Zahra turned and nodded slowly. Both of them also walked to Rahul's car parked right in front of the terrace.

Dawn stared at their departure with hearts broken into pieces. Until Rahul's car escapes his sight. It felt like he was chasing and stopping Zahra from leaving him. He told her that he loved her so much! And don't want to lose it!

But he had to hold back. Because he doesn't have any power to do that. Because she is neither his wife nor his. Especially after Rahul managed to dismantle his identity as the real husband of the woman.

The Olive who had been standing next to Dawn could only look at her with compassion and empathy. He truly had no heart, having to see his young master feel heartbroken and lose the woman he loved for a second time.

Though he thought, Mr. Fajar will find his happiness again through his fake wife. He had already placed too much hope on the woman. Hoping that the woman will be a figure who is able to replace the position of Madam Shreya, to make Mr. Dawn happy. Until he always tried in various ways to unite them.

But now, all his hopes and efforts ran aground. She really did not expect that Rahul, the man she had always prevented from getting close to Madam Shreya, was her own husband.

It seemed now impossible to separate them, and unite the woman who turned out to be Zahra's real name with Mr. Dawn.

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"What's wrong? Why are you quiet?" Rahul asked as they were on their way. He was surprised to see his wife who had just been silent and daydreaming.

"I was just confused by Dawn's attitude. He simply told me to go with you. Isn't that weird? Keep him my husband. How could he ask his wife to go with another man? Is he in trouble?"

Zahra replied and asked back with a confused expression and a glaring gaze.

"Why? Aren't you happy, come with me? Do you want to be with Dawn?" Ask Rahul lirih. He was jealous to know Zahra who had been thinking about Dawn.

After all, they have been living together for months. And he also knew that Dawn had more feelings for Zahra. So he believes that if all this time, the man must have been trying to get the heart and love of Zahra.

Frankly, she was afraid, if a little bit of the woman was feeling lethargic with the attention that Dawn had given her all this time.

Such negative thoughts made his heart burn with jealousy. He is not willing if his wife has the slightest feeling for other men. He wants Zahra's heart and love fully reserved for him. Without even being divided by another man! Is it too much, if he wants the love completely from his own wife?!

"I've told you so many times, right? I can never be comfortable and warm except with you. Nothing can make me happy except you. But the thing is, we're not a couple. We have a life, and a couple of each.

I have Dawn as my husband. And you have Zahra as your wife. Think about it, if your wife comes back. Maybe he'll call me an actor. Because I had dared to keep the feelings for her husband.

Thinking about it always made me feel like I was already a bad woman. I'm also very sure, later if your wife comes back, you will definitely forget about me and return to her right? You'll never think of me or care about me again.

And I, I have to go back to living with Dawn. A husband I can't love for some reason. Although I admit, he was a good husband and always treated me like a queen"

What Zahra is feeling right now, she has felt before she knows who she really is. Feelings of being a traitor and a cheat. He really could not bear because such feelings continued to haunt his wife.

Should he be honest, that they are husband and wife so that this complicated problem ends immediately? But, could the problem be that simple while Zahra still had not remembered anything?

What if what Fajar says is proven? What if it worsens his wife's condition? He couldn't have done it until it happened! Is it really the best way right now is that he remains silent? Heh. Rahul is really in a state of concern.

On the one hand, he was eager to dismantle everything. And put an end to all forms of misunderstanding that caused the creation of distance between him and his wife. But on the other hand, he was afraid that his actions would actually make him regret for life.

Should he be quiet and patient for a while? While he tried to restore Zahra's memory slowly, without the need to force it to hurt him? Is that the best way for now?

Slowly Rahul stopped his car on the side of the road. Then he gently summarized Zahra's face, and wiped away the tears that had soaked the beautiful face.

"Listen to me. Weren't we always comfortable with each other? Do you know why?" Rahul asked in a soft voice answered with Zahra's head.

"Because we love each other. And who has given us such feelings?"

Zahra nodded and looked at Rahul in silence.

"Lord. So it's not all our fault. Because everything happens by God's will. And God is never wrong with what He has given to His servant. After all.... have we ever been doing anything that crosses the line?"

Zahra.

"Then why should you be afraid? Let's just follow the plot. We enjoy what is in front of us right now. Yep.... If later we have to go back to our respective partners, maybe it is also part of God's will.

We follow and live it all. I'm sure that, no matter what happens, it's the best and we can definitely live it. So you should, do not think too much about something that can be a burden on your mind. Remember Boy"

Rahul pointed at Zahra's distended stomach. Suddenly Zahra yawned. It seems that woman is sleepy.

"You sleepy?"

Zahra was embarrassed. Rahul smiled with anxiety at her.

"Yes, get some sleep. The journey is still far. It's not good if you get tired. Kasian Boy's"

"Yes, I slept first" Zahra leaned her body against the car seat while closing her eyes. Slowly he fell asleep.

Gently Rahul flicked the strands of hair that covered his wife's face. He looked at Zahra with a warm smile. Staring at the beautiful face that was mingling with the dreamland.

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