The Bond of Our Love

CHAPTER 70 - I Miss You So Much

If he didn't remember the restrictions, he would have hugged Shreya tightly. But that desire must be endured. Because he can't go too far.

"Shreya? Hey?" Dawn fluttered her hands in front of Shreya's face. Makes the woman jerk as well as Rahul.

"Mmm, huh?"

"You why? How come you see Rahul like that?" Dawn looked at Shreya and Rahul alternately with suspicious looks.

"Nope-no. A.... I was just shocked to see you coming home with Rahul. Because as I wish, doesn't he live in Jakarta? How come it's here?" Kilah Shreya. Then he glanced at Rahul.

"Yes, I happen to have some business here. Actually that's Gala's job. But because he was having problems with his wife, so he asked me to replace him" Rahul replied nervously.

"Oh....so?"

"Yes. So for the next few days, Rahul will stay here with us. You don't mind, do you?" Timpal Dawn.

"Doubt? Ten-of course not. Yesterday when we went to Jakarta, they welcomed us very well" Shreya tried to make his voice sound normal. Though in his heart jump for joy, hearing that he will be at home with Rahul for the next few days.

Dawn smiling. "Thank God then. Yes already, then continue talking. Now let's go in first" Take the Dawn and then walk in.

"Yes, come on please come in" Shreya invited.

"Yes thank you" Before stepping foot following Dawn, Rahul looked back at Shreya who was also looking at him longingly.

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The clock shows twelve o'clock at night. All the residents of the luxurious house, including the servants, were already asleep in their dreams.

Shreya walks into the kitchen to get a drink, as she feels her throat is dry. But he suddenly gasped as a hand pulled his arm.

"Hey!" Pekik Shreya's.

"Mmmm.... Your ka-? What do you want?" Shreya. His heart felt hard to see Rahul in front of him. The man's hand was clutching both of his arms. Their faces are only about 4 inches away.

"I just wanted to say that I miss you so much. You knew? ever since you left, I've been thinking about you every second. Not for a second did I not think about you. Tell me, have you never felt what I felt? Have you never thought about me for a second?"

Said Rahul lirih. His voice sounded so deep. It made Shreya feel helpless as she looked into the eyes of the man.

"You're wrong if you think like that. Ever since I got back from Jakarta, I've always thought about you. Wherever and whenever, I can never stop thinking about you. Your shadow always haunts me. I am desperately trying to get you out of my memory.

But free. In the end, I always see you. I felt like I hated this feeling so much. The feeling of longing that I always have for you. Which I cannot speak, for I cannot hurt Dawn, the man who is my husband. Until I felt like the worst woman in the world.

Women do not know themselves, who can constantly think of other men, while I already have a husband as good as Dawn. But I can what? It's not me who wants all this. Everything happens outside of me. I hate you who always dominate my heart and mind. Hix"

He did not expect that Shreya could hold such a deep sense towards him. Without being prevented again, Rahul hugged the woman tightly. He held the woman in his chest.

They were in that position for a long time. Getting filled with feeling. Mutual channeling longing that rises in each other's hearts.

Without both of them realizing, there is someone who is watching their activities. That person was none other than Olive Ma'am, who was shocked to see the scene unfolding before his eyes. The two lovebirds togetherness made his heart feel tight.

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That morning Shreya woke up early in the morning and decided to prepare breakfast in the kitchen. The presence of Rahul at home makes his life feel colorful and vibrant. Just by looking at the man's face alone, had already made his feelings so calm.

Especially when Rahul hugs her and calms her down last night. His body and heart felt an incomparable warmth because of that embrace. If the hug could be received at any time, surely his life would become more vibrant again.

"Gee. Madam was early in the morning in the kitchen. Padahalkan should not need Madam. There was me and the waiter. We can prepare everything" Tegur Bu Olive who just arrived in the kitchen.

"It's okay Mom. I can too. Besides, I'm also bored in the room, doing nothing" Shreya replied with a cherry while cutting vegetables.

"It's been almost a month that the Madam has been alone and has done nothing, I've never heard the Madam say she's bored. Even I see now, Madam so easy to smile and appetite Mistress also rose drastically. Is this because of the presence of Mr Rahul, who made Madam so happy?"

Look at Olive Ma'am with a voice that sounds soft but feels piercing. Makes Shreya stay still. Then he glanced at the middle-aged maid with a sad look. As if asking what the woman's words really mean.

"Sorry Madam, not that I am presumptuous or pretentious. But I just don't want the Madam to hurt Mr. Dawn. Especially with his own friend. I think the Madam already knows, that Mr. Fajar and Mr. Rahul are friends since childhood. Even their parents are like family.

Can the Madam imagine how Mr. Dawn would feel, if what I think of Mrs and Mr. Rahul is true? Likewise with their families, which might also have an impact because of this. So I beg Madam, before it's too late, please end all this. Don't hurt anyone as good as Mr. Fajar. Do not destroy the family relationship between Mr. Fajar and Mr. Rahul. I beg you"

Olive warned in a soft but firm voice. He knew he had no reason to forbid the woman to be close to anyone.

She is not the wife of Lord Dawn. But the thing is, Mr. Fajar loves that woman very much. And he was very hopeful, so that the woman could be a substitute for mending his wife.

What would happen, if Fajar to know it turns out that the woman even has feelings for Mr Rahul, his best friend since childhood? Lord Fajar will definitely feel heartbreak and destruction for the second time.

Nope, no! He won't let that happen. Only this woman could make Dawn escape sorrow, and start a new life with happiness. Then he must fight this woman for Dawn.

Satisfied with the long rambling, Olive Lady turned around and left Shreya in dismay. The words of the Olive Lady made him unable to think clearly. But he had to admit, that what the butler said was indeed true.

He's been playing with Rahul too much fire. Until she forgot her status as the wife of Dawn. What would happen if Dawn knew about him and Rahul? His wife and best friend stabbed him in the back.

Will the man be upset, angry and divorce her? And sever the friendship that has been established between him and Rahul since childhood? It could be that this problem will also affect the family relationship that has been established for many years between them.

Rahul and Dawn were like brothers. Dawn also considered Om Helmi and Aunt Lesti like her own parents. Will the harmonious relationship between the two families, will be at risk to end because of him?

How evil would he be if it were like that. It seems that what Miss Olives said is true. Before things got any worse, he had to end it right now.