The Bond of Our Love

CHAPTER 7 - Uncertain Feelings

His heart and mind were stirred. Deep in his heart he felt guilty and digested the woman's words. But his mind was filled with anger and hatred, and did not accept that the woman was eager to preach and organize her life. Not only that, even that woman also dared to slap him?!

Rahul snorted furiously while punching the room wall very hard. Fresh blood seeped out from the back of his fingers.

His entire body seemed to be filled with soaking sweat. His breath was piqued by anger. The look on his face was like a lion being disturbed by his sleep.

How dare that woman judge and slap him! Who-is-she?! You know what he's about his life?! She's just a nurse. Why not just act according to your duties?! Why was that woman so involved in his personal life?! Why does the woman act like the person who knows more about her life than she does about herself?! He swore he hated that woman!

But did he trust her with his own oath? Why did the girl's words keep ringing in her eyes? Words that sound so spicy, so painful and seemed to insult his physical condition.

On the other hand, the words that the girl had uttered sounded extremely profound and capable of touching the recesses of her heart. Able to inculcate guilt in his little heart.

Ahhkk....!! What's wrong with her? He had only met the girl twice. But why could the girl affect her heart and mind like this?!

Slowly Rahul slumped and sat down on the floor with a chaotic feeling. The words of the bar-bar woman kept ringing in his head.

Has he really been the one who gave others the opportunity to demean him? Is it true that he himself chose to be a pebble, even though he could be a jewel that is considered valuable by the whole world?

But, is there still something to be proud of him, behind his flaws? The thing that could make him considered precious like a jewel?

He struggled for a long time with his uncertain feelings. I don't know how long he's been in that position. Until he finally heard the sound of the door opening, accompanied by the sound of footsteps.

"You want what else? Still not satisfied with your talk?" Rahul said furiously. Her emotions that were still going up and down made her come back inflamed because she thought it was Zahra. The girl who was currently making him upset.

"Sorry sir, I don't understand what you're talking about. I'm here just to deliver lunch as well as medicine for you" replied a woman confusedly.

Rahul gasped to hear a still unfamiliar voice in his ears. It was definitely not Zahra's voice.

"Who are you?"

"My name is Yanti Pak, one of the nurses here"

"Oh, sorry. I don't know you. Because since yesterday the one that came in and out of this room seems like another nurse. Not you"

"Oh, maybe you mean Zahra. Yes, indeed since you were brought here in a state of unconsciousness, he was in the task of caring for and caring for you. But now that you're awake, he feels like his job is done. He has also asked the head nurse for permission to take care of other patients. Oh yeah, he did too

send a message to Father. He said from today, he's not coming in here anymore. So you can rest in peace"

"Oh so? Thank you for delivering the message" Rahul was acting nonchalant. He should have felt excited because the strange woman would never see him again. That meant that he no longer needed to be made dizzy by his sagely babble and talk. But, I don't know why he felt a bit disappointed.

"Yes sir are both. Astagfirullah azim thing! your hand! For a moment Sir" the woman in a white uniform was surprised to see Rahul's hand bleed. He anxiously ran to the table and placed a tray containing a bowl of porridge, a glass of drink, and medicine. After that, he went back to Rahul.

"Sir, what's your hand? How can I get hurt?" tanyanya while holding the injured hand of Rahul.

"I'm fine" replied Rahul blandly.

"But your hands are bleeding. Momentarily sir, I'll get you a medicine box first" nurse Yanti took a P3K box out of the desk drawer and put it on the mattress.

"Let's sir, let's just sit there. Let me treat the wound"

"No need, I'm fine. You just go out and take care of your other patients"

"But later the wound can be infected sir if not treated. This is part of my job anyway. I can be penalized if I ignore the state of the injured patient. Let's sir, we'll sit on the bed"Yanti coaxed gently and guided Rahul to sit on the bed.

Inevitably Rahul obeyed the woman, in order to avoid a second round confrontation with the residents of the Hospital. Enough with that weird nurse alone she's fighting. And he doesn't want any next round with different people.

Yanti treated Rahul's wounds painstakingly. Grease it with red medicine, to wrap it with a bandage.

"It's over, sir, it's time for you to have lunch. You want to eat alone or I'm a bribe....?"asked Yanti while taking a bowl of porridge on the tray she had brought.

"No-no, I can eat by myself. You can get out now" Rahul replied quickly.

"Are you sure it's okay for me to stay?"

"Yes I am sure. I can be alone even though I am blind. You can get out now"

"Yes already then. Later the medicine do not forget to drink yes sir" Yanti gripped the bowl of porridge on Rahul's hand.

"Alright then, I'll stay sir"

"House"

Yanti stepped up and left the room. But his steps stopped when he saw the cakes scattered on the floor.

"Lha.I just realized, this is a piscok made by his mother Zahra. How can you scatter on the floor like this, right? Hah..a pity, when the cake is very good. I'm always addicted whenever I'm loved. Oh, come on, I'll clean it up. Afraid that the floor will become slippery, and can make people fall" Yanti said to herself.

Rahul was stunned to hear the babbling of the nurse woman. He just remembered the cakes that fell when he had a confrontation with the bar-bar nurse.

"Do you know that nurse named Zahra well?" Rahul became interested .

"Of course sir, he's one of my best friends here. Who in the hospital doesn't know him? All the doctors and nurses here are very dependent on him in dealing with the attitude of patients with various characters. When they all feel guilty about facing an emergency patient, it does not take long for him to conquer them. That's what makes some of the male doctors and nurses here put their hearts on him. Not only because of her ingenuity, but also because of her beauty"

"Is she really that pretty?"asked Rahul curiously.

"Of course, sir, it's a pity you can't see. Otherwise, I am sure one hundred percent.you will also definitely be infatuated with him" Rahul smiled cynically. That's never gonna happen. The woman was clearly not his taste.

"Yes, sir. I'll get you some cleaning equipment first yes, to clean these cookies"

"No, no need. Let me clean it up"

"No, sir, let me. It's my job"

"It's my fault. So I have to take responsibility"

"But Sir"

"I said it was my fault! So I have to take responsibility! Wh why? Is it because I am blind?! So you think that I can't do anything?!" Rahul said with high intonation. His patience began to run low against the nurse who liked to ngeyel.

"Bu-not so sir, I just..ya already then, I just bring the cleaning equipment, sir...."

"It's not necessary either. Let me take it myself" Rahul said.

"But sir...."

"Why?! Are you afraid that I don't know where the cleaning equipment is?! Are the residents of this hospital just the two of us? So there's no one I can ask?!"

"Bu-not that I mean Sir.." refuted Yanti stammered.

"Then what do you mean!" Rahul is getting upset.

"Euum.yeah, that's it, it's up to you. Excuse me first" did not want to argue further, Yanti finally relented and let her patients do whatever she wanted.

After Yanti, Rahul got out of bed and walked slowly with his hands fumbling around. He stopped as his feet felt stepping on something that felt slippery and sticky. The guess was strong, it was the milk that came from the cake.

Rahul crouched down and picked up one of the cakes that splashed on the floor and tasted it. Snacks consisting of bananas wrapped in fried flour and melted chocolate milk on top, taste so delicious in Rahul's tongue. Although it feels cold, but the snack is still able to arouse Rahul's appetite to make him addicted. Unknowingly, he had already finished all the cakes on that floor.

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Even until nightfall, Rahul's feelings were still in turmoil. The main thing he had in his mind was the nurse's centile. I don't know why the girl couldn't get out of her mind.

Rahul's pouting face turned bright when he heard the sound of the door opening. But his pouting face immediately returned as soon as the door opened his voice which turned out to be not Zahra, but another nurse who was assigned to bring him dinner and medicine.

The next morning and the next afternoon. Again he had to swallow disappointment because the one who served and checked his condition was another doctor and nurse.

Until his patience runs out. In the end, he decided to look for the girl.

Although he did not know he would be able to find it or not in the midst of his physical limitations. But he was determined, so he had to do it.

In addition, he also wanted to prove the woman's lecture the other day. I don't know why he wanted to see the nurse. Maybe because he was driven by guilt, because he had been rude to her. Yeah, it must be because of that.

Although he has a hard nature, but rough on women is not his nature.