The Black Pirates

CH. 65 – Past Chapters: Hope is Just a Dream

Akma Jaya stared with a serious face, while Captain Atlana stuck his sword on the ground, looking with a gaze that almost made people around Akma Jaya tremble.

"Have you ever felt, Akma Jaya?"

Captain Atlana asked, while Akma Jaya was filled with silence, silencing her mouth, letting Captain Atlana speak continuously.

"What do you think of hate speech? What do you know about that, is that all you want? Or just an illusory picture?"

Captain Atlana connected the question, almost, the soul was struggling all out, desperate divorce to spend the suffering there.

"It's more complicated than I thought!" Akma Jaya shook her head.

"What's complicated? You can't see it, the world is so vast with continents, oceans and everything, think of Akma Jaya!"

"Aren't you able to think about it, are you stiff at it? If you think so how short your wits are."

"Create what is, you and your trash group will only be a laughing stock for the pirates!"

"Think what kind of power do you want, what kind of life? Either way, stick to the path you choose!"

"I have lived under the guidance of my father, Captain Gaiha. He taught me a lot of things."

"Many things you don't know!"

Captain Atlana continued to say the word, while Akma Jaya only stayed silent.

"About what it looks like, you walk in a black shadow in the name of justice, I clearly see it!"

Akma Jaya nodded slowly.

"Atlana, do you understand or do you not understand?" Akma Jaya.

Captain Atlana chuckled at it, a face full of laughter that made Akma Jaya return to silence.

"Now, you ask, you keep quiet, you just nod slowly, is that an answer to the words I just said?"

"You deserve to be like a wasted trash not cared for properly, how can you live in that deceptive tranquility, whether you see clearly, the eyes that see it, your heart speak, your heart speak, your life is in a confusing direction!"

"You walk in a stream without a canoe, you swim, you drown, now you leave all that in a beautiful dream that you wish was reality!"

"In fact, all that, is just baseless hope, you live in a confused dreamland, sober up. You wake up, tormented in a confusing storyline, when are you gonna wake up?"

"Do you understand reality, a hope you offer, what do you understand? probably very different from what I understand!"

"Our conversation is endless, do you understand a little bit about all that, about what you see? What are you feeling? Why does life feel different? wh why? Is that your way? Is that your custom? Is that what you call life? What is the real attitude of what is seen, I witnessed it clearly, Akma Jaya!"

"We live in a different age than what you see, the hatred, the anger, the reddish color of the blood flowing in this land, do you see it? Do you feel it?"

"You're still bragging with a meaningless life, you're holding out hope, it's obvious that hope is breaking, but you're still insisting on connecting, are you aware that it's wrong?"

"One of the things I can't be sure of, no matter what it's a bitch, what you think life is just a life lost by a sword!"

"The demands of what I heard, what I saw, were neatly arranged in a sheet full of notes."

"What do you remember with hope, nothing, Akma Jaya!"

"You're living in a dreamland that you're feeling right now!"

"Why is there a wound, why is there blood?"

"Didn't you accept the fate of all that?"

Akma Jaya shook her head.

"No, Atlana. I understand all that!"

Akma Jaya spoke after lingering and listening to him.

"Obviously, you're lying, Akma Jaya!"

"One thing, I understand about a world filled with hatred, it can't be released, it can't be eliminated, it's all going to end in its time." Sad, full of haru.

Akma Jaya could only gulp, listening to what Captain Atlana was throwing.

The atmosphere of the moment, like an evening swallowed by the night, pounding the atmosphere, echoing the waves combing the beach, the rivers flowing filled the overflow of despair, anger held back by a deep heartache.

"A time that is missed, changing years, changing years, changing decades, changing centuries, that time is short, Akma Jaya!"

"Do you think? You're gonna be the pride of a lot of people? Think about it, you live in a time loop that leaves you, living on a cruise that means nothing."

"Your life is in vain, it's ruined, it's all you want, it's living in an age of no morals at all!"

"Are you not aware of everything?"

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"Earth and Sky!"

Captain Atlana began chanting meaningful verses, but only he knew the meaning.

Akma Jaya has a surprised face.

"What do you mean?" Akma Jaya asked succinctly.

"Just happiness and sadness!"

"Love and Hatred!"

The atmosphere changed, the wind blew a little louder with increasingly confusing speech.

"What are you thinking?" Akma Jaya asked in wonder.

Captain Atlana smiled cynically. "Nothing."

"Akma Jaya, wake up from your nightmare, you live in a state of sleep like a baby carried by your mother!"

"Mother named Haima, you love her too much, is what I'm saying true?"

"You must hate the man who killed Captain Lasha and Haima, your parents who you love so much."

"Love will give birth to hate, deep hatred will break your conscience and cut away the thick flesh and leave the meat soft and full of blackish color."

"The fallen fruit will not be far from the tree. Do you know that, Akma Jaya?"

"Captain Lasha is a murderer, you are the son of a murderer, does it never occur to you that hatred breeds vengeance, ends. It will all disappear!"

"I never thought about why you came to ruin my pleasure, you ruined the pearl I wanted to get!"-

"I am Atlana, on this day I will slash you all!"

"You stand in the lead, but you can't direct a strict order to that woman!"

"Women who have shot recklessly, got my men shot and then they die, obviously you have to pay for it!"

"However, I've already said it for a duel and this duel will determine everything, whether you deserve to compete with me or not at all."

"I've predicted it, you can't possibly beat me."

"I am the holder of the title of the Sixth Pillar of the Seven Floors, you can't see anything, you can only look down, look down lethargic, feeling full of guilt!"

"You are the son of Captain Lasha, but you were born, from the past until now you live alone, a kara without the affection of both parents!"

"You live in the shadows, you live in a lying hope, how could you think your life was useful, Akma Jaya!"

Just like that, but what is listed above is so, it is confusing. Sometimes what Captain Atlana said was far different from what he had thought.

However, reality sometimes blinds everything, it's all there is, I don't know. That's disconcerting.