The Black Pirates

CH. 126 – Past Aswa Daula

Aswa Daula pensively remembers the past. Looking up, looking up at the sky with a gray feeling. Like food without flavoring. Tasteless, even vomiting.

The time where he used to get the most grievous torment of a monster-hearted savage father. Father who does not know himself, shameless and so forth. Pile of trash!

Sentences to sentences boil down like a stream, flowing into a sea of bad memories with the storms of life.

BOOM UP!

Banging feelings. The turbulence that appeared bright emitted flashes of flash after flash.

Blood again blood

“Why?!” Aswa Daula's body shivered, to the extent of imagining what happened.

And none of that has happened yet. Look over there, the bear is still making its loud noise.

Breaking trees. Aswa Daula pensively single-handedly imagined things that could not be strongly imagined.

“This ...”

Both hands were shaking. Staring at the sword with a bright mind and heart, remembering the dark times.

Aswa Daula's gaze faded. Sword loose. Dizzy head doubled, holding for a moment the head.

He soon fell down. Fainted. The wind and the sound of falling simultaneously made everyone anxious.

“Aswa Daula!” Hambala said his name.

Approach. The others are the same. Tabra is ready to guard. The bear still ran towards them.

Aswa Daula has fainted. The memory of the memories in his brain appeared giving a terrifying shadow.

Aswa Daula was seven years old. His father was doing sadistic torture. However, not only did it briefly return to emanate a white shadow that burst into his mind.

Give the opposite picture. Under the shade of a coconut tree. Aswa Daula sits on the beach with sand resting on her back. Staring at the beauty of the waves and the soothing whirring of the wind.

Captain Zaiya was walking. Down the beach, looking at Aswa Daula who looked pensive with a look in her eyes. Clearly, it seemed that so many lines were stuck about to fall, forming a dam.

Inner exposure sound. Calm the sense of pity that is not touched by the hand. With a step to a slow step, a red-haired captain and a face covered in black cloth came over.

“What's your name, little boy!” Captain Zaiya spoke as he approached in his own distinctive voice.

Aswa Daula gasped at the sudden sound. He was busy pensively not realizing. Just awoken. Swiping face.

Staring nervously at a captain he had known was terrifying. That day he saw for himself how frightening the fight between Captain Zaiya and Captain Auriza was. And about the speech that Captain Zaiya made was still strongly reflected in his memory.

About the memory of Captain Auriza's body being thrown into the sea. The tossing of blood on his gaze was clear when it made a shadow of fear.

Aswa Daula gulped, staring bitterly maintaining courage.

He quickly got up. Give a respectful attitude. “N-a-m-a s-a-y-a A-s-w-a D-a-u-l-a.”

He answered. The face was drenched in nervous sweat. Captain Zaiya was still approaching with a terrifying radiating prowess.

“You don't need to fear me.” Captain Zaiya gave a glance.

Hearing the words that are stamped becomes a sign of the discomfort of the feeling of a little child who is approaching.

“Little boy, I've said you don't have to fear me.” Captain Zaiya repeated the remark.

They looked at each other close together. Aswa Daula nodded back not answering with a word, speechless.

For a moment Captain Zaiya looked away, staring at the ocean. “It looks like something is engulfing your feelings right now. Calm yourself and look at the sea. You should know this life is like a choppy ocean. Think without a ship someone will have trouble crossing it.”

“In this world there are people who cross the ocean without a ship. He swam with courage to take the ocean to drown and drift with the current, oscillating not necessarily in the direction and will not be able to achieve the essence of life. Science is a ship for someone to cross the ocean. How big a person's ship, then he will be strong to face a storm in the middle of the ocean there.”

“One who lives without science has no ship. They live their lives by resting themselves swimming continuously blowing sighs. Just when I look at you!”

Captain Zaiya stared low. Aswa Daula was seven years old. The truth of life is not yet time for him to learn. Captain Zaiya was indiscriminate, saying things that were difficult to understand were like cotton being flown away.

“You do not need to complain about this life, the true stopover from a distant cruise is the port. Every creature will definitely feel dead, without exception.” Captain Zaiya spoke again with words that were difficult to understand Aswa Daula.

Indeed, the captain of this one is indiscriminate every word out just from the mind of his mind.

Aswa Daula tried to understand in an unheard murmur. The result still did not achieve the intent of such astonishing speech.

Aswa Daula is a child who does not dare to question and does not just understand, although at a glance the speech is clearly caught in such a way. He still did not dare to just understand.

Captain Zaiya stared unhesitatingly. “I'm sure you were the one who peeked behind the bush that day, when me and Captain Auriza were fighting on the beach.”

Aswa Daula heard wide open with a feeling of fear. Questioning in his mind how could Captain Zaiya know of it? Even then it felt like he was hiding ripe. Even a shadow cannot be seen.

“Why, heh? You surprised?” Captain Zaiya gave a sharp look.

The face that was hidden behind the black cloth could not be known how it looked now. Right now only a clear look of eyes seemed to be seen by Aswa Daula.

“Ba—” Aswa Daula talk stop.

“You don't have to talk.” Captain Zaiya attacked.

Aswa Daula gulped. Nervousness mixed with fear of staring at the eyes that for him uncomfortable to look at, even felt cold.

“I came to you here not to scold you or punish you. That's not my job as a captain. Instead of just asking what is the purpose of your life? Why did you choose to live in this mortal world?” Captain Zaiya asked.

Aswa Daula was unmoved, having no answer to the question. He shakes noiselessly. While Captain Zaiya was staring at the sky. I don't know what to think, the look on his face could not be seen because it was covered in black cloth.

At that time the wind sounded soft. Waves were pounding, as well as flying eagles squealing in the sky.

“You need to know many people I have asked about the purpose of life and the reasons why they live in this mortal world. A world without immortality. What I found was that they were able to answer and silence the second question. There have been many people I have asked, you are one of them that I imagine they are no more like you as a child who knows nothing. Young children who are often overwhelmed with emotions and can not think.”

“When I spoke I never looked at who I was talking to. This does not rule out the possibility that people older than you are nothing more than people who have horns on their heads, but unfortunately thousands of dear he has no sense to think.”

“Even often overrun by anger and power-hungry that is only a temporary deposit, like Captain Auriza I have killed. That was his destiny because of greed. Life is not long.”

“All who live and die are not self-will, including suicides that actually humans will die when faced with several reasons that have been outlined the meeting point, he said, either weapons or self-harm. All of that is a cause of death and a stroke of destiny that has been determined since the trees there fall by a row of names. Life and death are the result of a person's self-consciousness staring at the world as mortal, what you see as limited to visiting today or the possibility of tomorrow taking one last breath. During the sea later, take a cruise for the sake of shipping to various regions. With that experience you will know the nature of this life, until the time the cruise will reach the destination.”

Captain Zaiya explained the matter at length that Aswa Daula did not understand. And it sounds like it has no context.

Aswa Daula only silently listened to Captain Zaiya's astonishing words. He doesn't know much. All this time just silent with a father who always torments him. Every day passed spending the day and night with pain all over the body.

Even the mother often begged her father to stop torturing her. However, the father's heart has hardened like a stone that is in the form of a monster and the outside is human. A hypocrite! A father who has no feelings and no brain.

The birds in the sky were back. Captain Zaiya looked up. “Flap the eagle's wings through the sky. The blueness that seemed charming like it gave a valuable impression in a meaning of life.”