The Artificial God

The End of a Fatiguing Fight

I really can't control myself anymore. Right now I am in a place that I do not know of at all, I can only watch myself out there on a rampage without killing ruthlessly. I can't do anything, I'm so resigned to this weird place.

That uncontrolled me went looking for a new prey, and that person was Tygruth. While I can't do anything, I hate myself so much like this. Again I could do nothing, and just kept quiet until I was completely overpowered by someone else.

"Please stop this right now! please.stop it.." I said, pleading with the little boy.

"I can't do it. You're the one who has to do it" said the little boy, who seemed to be playing tricks on me.

"Are you stupid! there's nothing I can do right now! so stop him!" my spoken.

"Him? isn't that yourself? so you're the one who has to stop it" said the little boy, to my surprise.

Meanwhile the real me was grasping a sword, and preparing to slash Tygruth. I swung, and suddenly I stopped doing it just as it was above Tygruth's neck. My hands were shaking, like something was holding him back.

"Argh! I won't let myself take my friend's life!" I said that I was somehow suddenly able to do it, to control myself out there.

"You..impossible.impossible! you must continue to be in Siji with me! you should accompany me, and don't leave!" said the little boy who looked sad, and shed his tears, and surprised me. But I'm not fooled that easily, I keep trying to control, and take over my body again.

"Argh! I will not lose to myself! fight Gernath!" I said to myself who was being controlled by the little boy.

Prangs! finally the sword I was holding fell, while I was already very exhausted because I had expended all my strength to control it. But I could not do it until it was complete, and in the end I took the sword back, and prepared to swing it back.

"Haha! i'm guessing! you can't do it! I'm glad you're finally on my side" said the happy-looking little boy. In the meantime I fell down, and looked at myself, begging myself not to do something that would make me regret.

But everything..it's too late now, syuuuut!. Suddenly there was a sword blocking the swing of my sword. And the one who fended it off was Mouri, he came up with lightning fast with a strange machine that seemed like it was Tygruth's idea.

Mouri's body was full of wounds, perhaps it was the result of an explosion back then. I saw him very grateful that Mouri was still alive, and that I who wanted to kill Tygruth was stopped by him, "No! you dick! just a little more!" said the angry little boy.

"What's wrong with you, Gernath! The gernath I know isn't like this!" said Mouri who grasped the sword in her hand uprightly, "Gernath you know? but this is the real me, the me you don't know yet" I told Mouri with a murderous look.

Then my other friends finally arrived, and stood before me. I see it more and more grateful that they are all still alive even though they have many wounds. Elysna, Vloid, Boa Boa, they're alive! I'm so glad to see it. But can they face this me?.

"So don't realize! this is not at all the brother I know. The Gernath brother I know has absolutely no foul nature like this! the Gernath I know is a lot of fun, even though you're acting a bitch sometimes!" said Vloid who tried to wake me up.

"Yes, even though I haven't known you for much longer. I have a lot of respect for you as the man who led this team, and also as a good brother" Boa Boa said.

"What are you talking about? I don't understand at all" said myself, to the surprise of my words. Then I took the stance of the horses, and prepared to swing his sword to cleave them.

"Good! this is what I've been waiting for! you better just give up" the little boy told me.

Pats! I flew like an invisible shadow, and in the blink of an eye was already in front of them. But suddenly I who wanted to slash them stopped moving, and made the little boy surprised, "I will not give up boy! because there are still precious people to protect in this world" said I who try hard to control myself again.

"W-what!? how could you? this can't happen!" said the little boy who tried to take over my body again. But this time I won't lose! because they are all my precious people! I'm not just gonna give up.

Although it is impossible that I will never give up, even if I change my destiny I will not give up. Because the whole world is in my grasp! They all need me so much, they all have high hopes for me when I do not deserve that hope.

Because they have put their hopes on me! I won't let them down!. I will keep fighting, and I will never give up!. Since there are still many things that I have not realized, the world is still not at peace, and I am still not married to Elysna.

I won't die, and I won't let them die. Because I'm the one who's gonna make my opponents die, not the one who's gonna make us die, "Hyaaah! fight me! fight on!" I cried out with all my ability to control myself.

Then a light appeared that shone upon me, "No. I will not let you take what should be mine!" said the little boy who tried so hard to take back my body. But in the end I was the one who won, and the little boy looked resigned.

"Don't leave.don't leave me alone.I beg you..I don't want to be alone here anymore.please stay by my side" said the little boy, curled up in tears. I don't know why I can feel that bitterness, the suffering, the pain he feels.

As if he was me, but. "I'm sorry. If they don't need me anymore, I promise you to be by your side" said I, who will soon leave here, and re-enter my body.

"It can't be. it can't happen.they'll never throw me away. Don't just say sweet in front of me when it's so bitter" said the crying little boy.

Then I finally left that strange place I didn't recognize, and returned to my real body. The black aura that enveloped me finally disappeared, and I was back to being me again. I am much needed by those who need me, "Gernath... have you returned?" elysna looked relieved.

"Yes, I've got it all back, thank you for saying those beautiful words" I said smilingly to them. Then finally they were so happy that they shed tears of happiness, and jumped at me at the same time, "Foolish base don't scare me" Elysna said.

"You are stupid as always! but that's who I know" Mouri said.

"Basic sucks! a very annoying sister! ahaha!" vloid.

Meanwhile Boa Boa went to Tygruth to neutralize his body which was exposed to chemical attacks from rotten creatures. After that Elysna used the power of heal to heal us all. And this is the end of a very exhausting fight.