The Artificial God

The Same Hope

I don't know what to say to his family once I get to the village. I hope everything will be fine once I get there. Because of this incident, I hated myself for hoping for the impossible. I'm so sorry for dragging Tygruth into my stupid thinking.

I should have never thought that the world would be peaceful, and that all races could be happily united. It was impossible, absolutely impossible until we would hate each other. What I've done will only bring disaster to myself, and to those around me.

As things got worse, Tygruth's body grew colder, and the blood on his head continued to pour. I have to come back soon, and I'd better tell you the truth. No matter what war happens, as long as they accept the same things they did to us, you fucking Elves!.

As soon as I reached the village, the people around me were surprised to see Tygruth full of blood on his head. Then as soon as I got to Tygruth's house, his parents were shocked to see how he was. They look panicked, and sad.This is all my fault, not only someone's life, but also the feeling of someone being dragged into my stupid behavior.

"What happened to my son, Tygruth!?" ask his shocked father to see it.

"I'm sorry.it's all my fault..."

"Dad... quickly take me to Uncle Kyushu, to treat me immediately" Tygruth said as he blinked, I don't know what he meant. After that his father immediately replaced me holding Tygruth, and immediately brought Kyushu home.

He is the only cat man who is very skilled in medicine. After that I went straight back to my house, and reflected on the incident, and the mistakes I had made. I fell asleep on the porch of my house, staring at the clear sky.

I clenched my hand tightly, and bluffed my teeth in annoyance. I kept thinking about how stupid I was, why I wished for the impossible. And there was no Leonis who thought the same as me... Tygrut. But still, Tygruth thought that way because of my strong determination to make this world peaceful.

Because at first from the arrival of the Elves alone had made Tygruth very angry. I could see from his face that looked filled with hatred. But because of my stupid words, he got carried away, and changed what he had set in his life.

"Hey... What have I done to Tygruth?" ask someone who suddenly approaches me.

"Eh!?.. I... It's not my fault but..."

Bugh! suddenly, Leonis hit me with a look of hatred, filled with tears of sadness on her face. I murmured in my heart, "This face.." It somehow felt familiar to me, and suddenly fear enveloped my heart, a helpless feeling of hatred for others.

"It's not your fault!? you dick! answer me honestly you have.." Suddenly the Elf stopped beating me in surprise for seeing me break out in cold sweat, and sighed deeply, quickly.

I don't know why it feels so scary, I don't know what's happening to me but it's really scary, and it's hurting me. It's like a deep trauma to something, even something I don't know. Then all of a sudden my vision began to blur, and I finally fell unconscious on the spot.

"Hey... hey! wake up stupid! don't frighten me" cried Leonis wiggling at my helpless body.

When I passed out I was dreaming something really, really weird, I didn't know what it was I'd never seen such a weird place. Actually what happened to me, I wondered to myself in the dream, there was only a blurry look in front of me.

"Please stop! huhu" suddenly there was a shrill voice in my ear, "What's my fault!" again there was a strange voice popping up, "If brother had never been" those strange sounds kept popping up in my mind, and suddenly in the dream I was beaten by someone.

Was slammed to and fro without knowing who hit me. There was only a black, blurry figure I saw, a feeling of tightness, and coldness. Desire, and a strong determination to do something, that is, die.

"Hey.have you noticed." asked the person sitting next to me who was sleeping. My vision was still blurry, who was the person sitting next to me. I could only rub my eyes, and close my eyes to see clearly.

"Well, since you're conscious now, I'm leaving first." said Leonis, leaving me immediately, then I immediately grabbed his hand, and pulled him into my arms. Ah... Damn, maybe this is the most unlucky day for me, he will definitely be very angry with me, and immediately beat me up.

But strangely why is he silent? and his body trembled as if it were crying. Why is he sitting in my arms! it's been over 5 minutes, and she's still sleeping on my body!. Then suddenly someone opened the curtain next to us, and it turned out to be Tygruth.

Kyushu uncle's house is home to sick people, so in one room there are many mattresses. Each mattress is separated by curtains made of dry leaves made by Kyushu's own uncle.

"What... did you guys do?" asked Tygruth with a flat face.

"Ah!? Tygruth, are you conscious? haha thank goodness I was so worried. When I'm gone, tell your family, haha, see you!" leonis said it immediately left me. But I could only remain silent in shame, I threw my face in front of Tygruth.

"Hey.. Look at me, at least you don't have to feel guilty. It was my fault anyway" Tygruth said.

"Ah...no that, but why are you not surprised to see me, and Leonis" I said.

"Hah.he is a strange Leonis, his name is Mouri. He was my friend from childhood, we always played together. Ah never mind, we better discuss the problem at that time. So... watch me for the fucking basics! how long are you gonna throw your face like that!" tygruth.

"Ah, be well. about the incident, I will tell you the truth, and I apologize to you. Because of my actions, and my foolish hope of building a good relationship with the Elves, you accepted the consequences with me" I said feeling guilty to her.

"Have you finished talking? if you let me talk. Well then, I want you not to give up on what you dream of, never to be lost on what you've been hoping for. Although you have to sacrifice others, as well as yourself, I am always ready to be by your side" Tygruth replied with a smile on me.

"But. because of me..."

"Silence fool! you're so hard to talk to, do you think that I hate that Elf?. Just so you know long ago I had the same hope as you know. Although they are annoying, and different from us, I want to build a good relationship with them. That way the world will be fine!" tygruth replied in annoyance.

Still, Tygruth's words didn't make my heart so much calmer. How can he say to realize hope must sacrifice others. He simply said the word sacrifice that the stakes are one's life. I'm not a strong person like him, I've experienced the loss of someone I love.

Eh!?.. What is this? someone I love? why am I suddenly thinking strangely like this?. Who do I love whom do I mean? what happened to me, and what kind of dream was that?. It felt.. it was real, it seemed like I was just sick because of the incident, so I thought that no-no, until carried away by a dream.

"But still Tygruth..."

Plaque!

"You'd better go to sleep again, I'm annoyed to face you stubborn base" Tygruth muttered in annoyance.

I finally fainted again after Tygruth threw something at my head. At least he should respect my opinion, even though this is for the good of him as well. Why are you so stubborn Tygruth... Wait, who is that stubborn person? me? or Tygruth?.