The Artificial God

Who're You?

"Why was I born in this world? why do I live in a world like this. Why am I living in a world like this? if you only feel suffering. I always cry incessantly behind the darkness of this world. It was very dark, cold, quiet, and there was no one there but me.

What would I live for if only to feel pain. Why would I live if I only felt pain. Why would I live if only to cry. Why would I live if only to be hurt. What would I live for if only to taste the bitterness of this world.

Though I don't want it, but why all that rotten life I have to accept. Why can others laugh so happily, why can't others feel what I'm feeling right now. The world is so unfair, the world is so rotten. I'm so sorry, sorry, sorry!.

I want to get out of this darkness, but no one can pull me out of that darkness. No, it's not that no one wants to pull me out of that darkness. They just didn't want to help me out in the first place, they were afraid that they would replace me in that dark world.

But now you are with me accompanying me in this dark world. You'll never leave me, will you?" said the little boy whose face was covered by a black cloud. The figure of this little boy was the same as before, and the place was the same. I don't know since when I was in a room that was only in my dreams.

Is this real? not possible!? this must not be real. Because how could I suddenly be here in an instant. But somehow it felt so real, that I got dragged into that dark world with this strange little boy.

Who exactly is he? why does he always come to my mind. What's my fault with her? I've never even seen one, "Why do you look confused? you're going to be with me, right? living in this dark world?" said the little boy who approached me.

"Who are you!? what do you want to do to me? are you a witch who has the power to control the mind?" I said slowly retreating away from the boy until I was cornered on the wall of the room.

"You've always been lonely, haven't you? you're always sad not because you're always alone?" said the boy who didn't answer my question.

"You're right.it's the old me, but now I have friends I want to protect!. Even I have a fiancee, and I love them all so much. Although there was one little boy who recently came into my life, and he was acting really annoying, but I know very well what he feels" I said.

"No! you can't have something like that!. Because you'll be with me here forever! because we are the same person!" said the boy who at the end of his words suddenly the little boy disappeared into a black fog. I was very surprised, and right now I'm really alone in a place I don't know.

Then I felt very panicked at that moment, because I didn't know where I was. The atmosphere became very creepy with lights that glowed dimly. Then I immediately ran around looking for a way out of here, and I finally found a door. Then I opened the door immediately, and the one behind it made me feel desperate.

Until I fell down, looking at something I saw behind that door. I stared with a glare, and my mouth opened wide in surprise. Then my tears began to flow, and my heart felt constantly scratched. Then I shouted, and cried very loudly, seeing the dead Elysna covered with wounds, and the blood all over her standing.

"Girlgigy!" my crying was so loud, that I had unknowingly woken up from my sleep. Everyone looked at me in surprise, they were gathered in my room. I just remembered that I fell asleep because I was so tired because I kept walking until nightfall.

Then as usual at night we rested first, and continued our journey tomorrow morning. As always when we wanted to rest Mouri used her strength to build a comfortable home to rest in.

"What actually happened to him? is he often like this?" said Elysna who was worried about me.

"This is the third time if it's not wrong, and you don't have to worry because he's fine" Tygruth said casually. It seems he is not too serious in the problems that occur to me, well, after all, it does not need to be serious either. Because what Tygruth said is true, if I'm okay.

But by the way, again I cried while dreaming. Then why do their faces look so timid, and they seem to avoid looking me in the eye. Actually what happened, and what made me feel weird the most was this rotten boy. Why does he look so sad to me? actually what happened.

"It seems like everything you say in your dreams makes you say it in the real world" Elysna said. What makes me so embarrassed to know is that everything I said to this strange little boy in my dreams made me say it in real life.

"Do you really feel that way?" vloid told me that his face was red. It was truly unsuitable if her such attitude became like this for such a shitty brat. But since they all know what I'm saying, there's nothing I can do to deny it, and I'd better be honest.

"Yes that's right.. Then what do you want?" it was my words that made me feel ashamed.

"Thank you big brother" said Vloid, who surprised everyone once such words appeared to someone like me. I was so shocked that he called me big brother like everyone else, and I felt like I had a funny little brother.

"Okay... because it looks like it's morning, it's better.." said I, who then cut my conversation by Tygruth, "Have you said this morning? it's been in daylight to know!" tygruth said, to my surprise, I fell asleep long enough.

"What's!? why don't you wake me up, and watch me dream!" my spoken.

"Haha sorry" they said.

"Alright then, it seems that for today we do not need to continue our journey. We better use it today to practice! let's get in a physical fight again Tygruth!" I said this time I will show my prowess in front of Glasya, because the previous fight Glasya sleeping.

"Do you want to find me because of me, huh!" said Tygruth who was upset with me for losing, "Then why? are you scared!" my words that challenge Tygruth hard to fight a physical battle with me. Then in the middle of the commotion Vloid raised his hand, and said, "What if you two fight me?" said Vloid, whose words are hard to understand.

Because we thought it would be very easy to beat a little boy, and again he challenged two against one?. It seemed like he had underestimated the two of us, and it was me, and Tygruth, who made the cease-fire decision. Then we accepted the offer of the selfless boy.