
Ardi casually told his destination to one of the usual locations rented for the wedding garden party. He did not even turn his head in the direction of Thalia who was upset with him.
"You have a phobia of getting married, but are you looking for a place to get married? Actually you are a phobia really what would you like to do me anyway?!"
Ardi laughed looking at Thalia who was annoyed with her attitude. He did not answer, he chose to enjoy the sound of classical music that calms him.
Thalia noticed the attitude Ardi showed. Slowly he began to understand what Ardi was doing. Classical music calms him down, Ardi is self-medicating.
Gamophobia sufferers are usually very anti with everything related to marriage, but Ardi actually deliberately involved himself with something that concerns marriage.
Thalia gets a little suspicious lest Ardi just pretend to be sick and this is Aunt Alena's plan. Thalia remained silent, and stared out the window.
Thalia remembers her past how happy she was when preparing for her marriage to Rendy. He wanted everything to be perfect at that time, every detail he noticed until a luxurious and sacred wedding was held beautifully.
She became the most beautiful and perfect woman in the eyes of Rendy at that time. The teasing and praising words Rendy whispered throughout the show made Thalia blush. The words that were now were like a sharp dagger that pierced through his heart when spoken. Thalia's tears slid without being able to be contained anymore.
"Thalia, are you ok?" tanya Ardi who apparently noticed the change in Thalia's attitude.
Thalia hastily wiped away the trace of tears on her cheeks then replied without turning to Ardi.
"I'm fine." she replied softly
Ardi continued to stare at Thalia hoping that the beautiful woman turned to look at her. But her hopes were in vain, until they arrived at the place Thalia had gone to, not changing her position.
Thalia's daydreams were caved in when Ardi touched her hand,
"Doctor Thalia!"
"Eeh, what's wrong? Are we there yet?" thalia asked who was surprised when Ardi's hand touched her arm.
"Is there something you want to tell me?"
(Is there anything you want to tell me?)
"No, why are you?"
Ardi looked at Thalia sharply, then smiled sweetly making Thalia astonished.
"Nothing, forget that. Come down I'm late?!"
"Pak Ardi, welcome to our resort." said a beautiful woman in her thirties.
"Sorry I'm late, can we start?" answer Ardi.
Ardi and the woman were immediately involved with their conversation about a marriage. Thalia just listened to them, from their conversation Thalia just found out if Ardi was preparing a wedding for her cousin's sister.
For a sufferer of Gamophobia Ardi is enough to control the fear in him. Thalia was amazed by Ardi's ability to overcome his weaknesses. Finally the chatter that felt boring for Thalia ended. The woman said goodbye to Ardi and Thalia.
Ardi who was smiling and standing waving at the woman suddenly sat down quickly, his hands clenched with pain, cold sweat drenched his body, his chest felt tight and his head spinning. Thalia panic.
"Ardi, look at me! Relax, breathe slowly!"
Ardi still could not control his body, his breathing sounded heavier, his hands pressed firmly against his chest signifying extreme pain.
"Are you taking depressant drugs, tell me?!" ask Thalia
Ardi nodded, "Where do you keep the medicine, what's in the car?!" ask Thalia again
Ardi nodded again, Thalia moved quickly by grabbing Ardi's car keys. He had previously asked one of the servants to take care of the increasingly pale Ardi.
Thalia ran and immediately returned to the parking area. Thalia quickly searches for the depressant drug that Ardi used to take and finds it in Ardi's small bag left behind.
"Effexor XR .. here it is! S***why he didn't say frankly yesterday about using anti-depressants!" grouse Thalia.
Thalia rushed back with a bottle of anti-depressant pills. Ardi is guarded by two resort employees. Ardi looked very messed up, Thalia gave him one pill and Ardi immediately took it. Shortly thereafter his condition improved.
"What is Ardi? You are forcing yourself beyond the limits you should! Are you going to die or are you going crazy?!" rebuke Thalia after Ardi calms down.
"That's my way to cure myself."
(That's how I heal myself.)
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