
Arriving in the room, Milly then threw her body on the bed with sheets of roses wrapped. I don't know why he still feels lazy just to take a shower and clean himself.
Staring at the ceiling of the room, Milly's mind turned back to the dream she had just experienced. Even if it was just a dream, I don't know why he felt it was real. Starting from Billy's face that is clearly drawn, his voice, even his kiss.
Milly's heart was still pounding at a fast pace every time she remembered that. A smile was then engraved on his face when the fingers felt softly those ripe lips.
Milly's memory again wandered back to the events of that night. The night he was still alive was with the man who had married him.
That night, Milly who was tired of teasing Billy who was sleeping in the end felt drowsiness too. But unlike usual, eyes that have dim it is still very difficult to close.
Seeing the chest of Billy's field sleeping with the supine position, somehow makes Milly want to feel the sleep berpadal arm.
"It's okay for a second, right?" Milly muttered softly before then her body slumped down onto the mat.
With a very careful movement, Milly began to lay her body on Billy's side. He even decided to make Billy's arm as a pillow. Especially seeing Billy who did not react made him want to feel it longer.
Without Milly realizing it, the comfort he got from the warmth of the body and the masculine aroma that emanated from Billy's body drove him to dreamland so quickly. He kebablasan, misses from the initial goal that only wants to feel the sleep of his arm alone.
Even in sleep he dreamed, but somehow the dream he experienced seemed real. He could feel someone playing his face. But the overwhelming drowsiness made him unable to open the eyelids that felt heavy, until his subconscious concluded by itself if he was in a dream.
But the soft touch of a chewy object on his lips feels so real, that it is able to force him to open his eyes, even as wide as possible. A feeling of surprise managed to dominate him when he found Billy unite their lips.
Either Billy was just dreaming or did it deliberately, which obviously they were both shocked and distanced themselves from each other when the salivary exchange scene came to a halt.
The feeling that raged on the chest made both of them misbehaved and riled up. Billy's face even flushed.
Not wanting to trigger a fight like the other day - like when they were both shocked to wake up hugging - Milly chose to be quiet and not question it. He can only be downcast shy at the end of the bed by making a pillow as a protector of his body. Billy pulls out of the room and leaves Milly alone.
Milly seemed to sigh in relief as the door of the room closed from the outside. Patting his own forehead repeatedly while condemning his own stupidity. How could he really fall asleep so soundly just because he inhaled Billy's body scent.
"Shameful! Absolutely disgraceful ...!" Milly cussed at herself while hitting the mattress many times. Unsatisfied with that, Milly pulled out a blanket. Covering his entire body and rolling under it while groaning in annoyance.
Long waiting with a rumbling inner struggle, Billy who awaited not to come show the nose. Making feelings of unease and guilt even more fond of Milly's heart.
After being searched, Milly finally found Billy standing on the balcony outside the apartment. I don't know what he was thinking, but Billy looked up his head, staring at the star-filled sky with a blank look. While his hand gripped the balcony guardrail.
Standing in the doorway, Milly suddenly felt doubt. Billy's kick that managed to break the door the other day still left him traumatized, and it re-emerged a tremendous fear. Because it does not rule out the possibility that Billy will really hurt him if the man is angry.
He turned around and took two steps from his place, but Milly suddenly stopped him. Biting her lower lip, Milly turned her head and re-touched the door frame. His slightly raised head tried to peek at the figure of the man. Not budging and still in its original position.
It really stifles the chest. This shouldn't happen and ruin everything. I can't let a misunderstanding make things worse. I have to explain and apologize. Fuck if he really kicked me out tonight. Importantly this heart is relieved without the guilt that stifles the chest. Milly sat down determinedly while clenching her hands.
"Father," Milly said as she called her husband's name. The sound almost drowned, choked and stopped in the throat. But Billy could still hear it clearly, and shook his head.
Billy who was still showing a face full of anger that really made Milly shrivel her guts. I feel sorry for showing up. I don't know what kind of stupid courage makes him desperate to drown himself in a terrible pit. Wanting to retreat and escape was too late.
Unable to return that frightening gaze, Milly was bowed stiffly. While twisting the tip of the top of the pajama, he tried to withstand the heart rate that rumbled in the chest cavity.
"What's wrong?" billy's voice sounded flat and cold as he asked.
Milly flinched, and immediately raised her head. "I'm sorry, sir," he said in a stammering tone. Unable to be there any longer, he immediately turned his heel and turned his body. He immediately stepped out before he completely fainted.
"Milly."
Milly stopped her steps when she heard the man calling her name.
Staring at the girl with a face full of fear and guilt really made the pity soul in the deepest recesses of Billy thrashing. He felt unbearable. Moreover, he also realized that Milly was not entirely guilty. But he had a share in this incident.
With the rest of the courage she had, Milly turned her head and turned her head towards her husband with a tense facial expression full of question marks. "Yes sir?" tanyanya.
"Can you make me a cup of black coffee?" billy asked with a soft expression, much different from the first moment of Milly's appearance. At least it calmed Milly a little and made her feel safe.
Struggling in disbelief, but in the end a sigh of relief escaped from Milly's lips. The girl smiled happily, nodded steadily then said, "Good, sir." He turned around and left the place to go to the kitchen.
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