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Two glasses of hot kapucino coffee has long been presented at the table of a cafe, but two people who ordered still seemed reluctant to touch it.
The woman looked silently down while squeezing her fingers, avoiding the sharp gaze of the man who seemed to interrogate her in full search.
Dating this time is different from dating usually that runs warm full of love and laughter. Dating these last few times always ends in constancy as well as tears.
No matter what reason the quarrel started, the two had no middle ground for a solution. And it happens over and over again until they feel tired of having a relationship without happiness.
"Is there someone else in your heart?" lirih Alex asked trying to control her emotions. But Lena was still silent even reluctant to look at Alex's face.
"I'm asking you if there's anyone else in your heart!" raising his voice, Alex also repeated the question to make other visitors simultaneously turn to them.
Ignoring the circumstances around, Alex is still controlled by anger. The man was still staring intently at the woman, waiting for Lena to speak even though it was just a lie, at least he did not feel tormented with a silent attitude to silence the lover.
Gathering courage, Lena tried to raise her gaze and stared fixedly at Alex. Although the tongue feels mute, he forces his lips to vibrate to talk.
"This has nothing to do with other men. You've changed Alex, your attitude is very rude to me. You dare not hurt me. I'm tormented Alex, I'm tormented with you!" Lena was unable to prevent clear circles from flowing from the corner of her eye.
"For that I'm sorry, honey, I'm sorry. I promise I won't do it again." Alex red Lena's hand and looked at the girl fondly.
"How many times have you promised, you've disavowed."
"That's because you changed first!" unknowingly Alex squeezes Lena's fingers rough until the girl grimaces in pain. "When we were dating, you seemed to ignore me. You're always busy with your cell phone even though we haven't seen each other for a long time. I'm your lover Lena, I need your attention! Can't you get back as warm as you used to be?"
"Alex let go of my hand, you hurt me!" Lena forcibly pulls her hand which Alex accidentally squeezes.
"Sorry dear, I got carried away" Alex said in a weakened tone full of regret. He leaned his body against the back of the chair.
While Lena seemed to wipe her hand that was marked red by Alex's grip. Then hide it under the table so Alex can't reach it.
"Sorry Alex, my feelings have changed for you when you started being rude and hurting me. I need love and protection. Not the pain and pressure you've been giving!" with a sad face Lena tried to explain even though she had to gather all her courage. He no longer even cared if the words he said later would make Alex more inflamed. "You changed Alex. You're not the Alex that used to be gentle and dear to me."
"I told you I'm like this it's because of you!" Alex spoke in a loud tone while leaning his body towards Lena. In an unacceptable tone, he even seemed to accuse Lena of the cause.
"You even blame me for your own attitude Alex. It is your true nature that you cannot change. You can't change Alex." Lena said, shaking her head repeatedly as if doubting Alex.
"I promise I'll change for you Lena, please trust me."
As if ignoring Alex's words, Lena got up and stood up and wanted to leave, but Alex managed to grab the girl's wrist and hold her back.
"I beg you to let me go. Let me go." Without looking at Alex, Lena said coldly.
"Dear please give me a chance."
"We broke up." said softly, Lena forcibly removed Alex's hand which suddenly weakened. The man looked so surprised after hearing the word breaking from the lips of the lover.
Like a thin glass that crashed and hit a hard object, Alex felt his heart broken into pieces and crumbled. The girl he loved so much wanted to break up when love was still so passionate in the chest.
As if not giving up just like that, Alex spurred his steps following Lena who had been outside the cafe to his car. Armed with the girl's arm, Alex again pleaded.
"Can't Alex, I want us to break up!"
"Give me a reason to let you go."
"I'm sorry Alex," said Lena with a twinkle of pain radiating from her eyes. "I'm not as good as you think. I'm sorry I've been beating you up all this time." Lena said with tears in her eyes. "I've tried to hold on to your love, but I can't. You're different from him. He very gently treats me. You know everything I want. He understands what I want. And please don't blame her for my crimes because she doesn't know I have a boyfriend either." ask Lena with a wooch while gently rubbing Alex's hand that still blocks her with her left hand.
"Alex," Lena continued her words again. "Is it wrong if I want to be happy with the person I love? I love other people and not you Alex. I cannot lie to my heart. I can't force myself with you and make us both hurt by my forced love."
Trying to control his anger, Alex looked up and took a deep breath. Trying hard to resist the tears that pool in the eye so as not to slide freely and show how he is now destroyed as crushed. Trying hard even though now his heart is so fragile even though it looks hard like a stone.
With trembling lips, Alex forced himself to ask. "Who is he?" she looked with a fixed look at the woman's netra. "Tell me who he is!!" alex growled his voice full of anger.
Sobbing, Lena just cried speechlessly. The guilt that plagued his mind left him terrified. It is impossible to create new problems by telling who the man who broke his heart affected his love affair with Alex.
"You don't need to know" said Lena, pulling her hand and rushing away leaving Alex, who was swallowing her grief.
Riding her car at moderate speed, Lena left Alex still glued to her place by staring at the loss of the woman. Love, hope and future, as if lost along with the departure of Lena from his view.
For Alex, love is pain. Love is a dagger that is getting gripped even more hurt. Love is hurt and bitterness.
"I'm sorry Alex" said Lena, wiping her tears. In his view, the man who had become the former was not seen again when the car he was driving drove away.
Lena's been hanging up all this time with Brian. Not accepting or rejecting. Nor does it say that he has a lover.
Trying to stay loyal to Alex, but in fact the sparkle that Brian has is able to dazzle Lena's eyes so that she can easily turn her heart even though she tries to deny it.
Looking for excuses, Lena always tries to avoid each time Alex invites her to meet. Relationship cracks are also seen when quarrels for the sake of quarrels occur. To the peak, Lena so boldly compared Alex to other men. The light alone makes the man hold the greatest hatred for anyone who has taken his lover even though Brian himself knows nothing.
And without Brian guessing, his happiness in getting Lena actually brought disaster for both. Without him knowing, Alex who sent someone managed to sabotage the car that brought Brian and his wife until a terrible accident occurred. Lena also died at the age of their marriage stepped on one week.
Alex's laughter boomed as he received news of his success. But the satisfied laughter now turns bitter when itself feels pain, bound up in a life of emptiness without love. While Brian has risen and is happy with a partner who has a face almost similar to Lena.
"Why is life unfair." Alex wilted with heavy eyes. "Do I look swampy? Is it so bad that I've suffered like this?" there was a slight nagging sound from the drunk man's mouth, as if Alex was laughing at himself.
Suddenly the sound of the door being knocked from outside. The voice echoed in the soundproof room to disturb Alex's comfort. The man forced open his eyes and turned his head towards her.
"Who?"
"I'm Sir," said someone outside. Open the door and enter. Nodding politely, the man in the suit was ready to give the report he brought.
"What's wrong? Don't you know I'm having fun right now? You want me to fire for bothering me!"
"But I have come to bring news of the girl we are looking for, sir,"
"I don't want to talk about anything right now! I'm asking you to get out of here. I don't want anyone to bother me."
"Well sir." bowing politely, the man left the Master drowning in his own world.
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